mornin was hell..with the fever i woke up and got ready for school..forcing myself to get up..
oh and yea..i knoe i dun blog that often anymore.apologies to everyone.im not that free nowadays.
so soreh abt that..

prass paiseh..she thought today is 1st april..haha..stupid...

then yea...at last he turned up for school..but idiot sleeping in class.wth??

if really sorry if i sound dead...ive sick for the past few days..im forcing myself to talk actually..

soo yyea normal day //then after sch saw dhinesh and thinesh...stupid dhinesh keep pulling my hair so yea revenge it is..SOMEppl dunnoe how to say hi also..nvmnvm ill say myself=p.
wel u seem abit moody and sleepy..tke cre and rest well bitch=D!

THEN,had to go for some npcc thang at hta(home team acadamy) to get uniforms chged and stuff.and yea we took long..i felt really weak ah..hello im not feeling well still i gotta move ard ..wah im really pushing myself to the limit..and ive been coughing none stop..and for evry lesson i keep washing my face to stay awake..oh gosh this is the limit..i cnnt tke this anymore..so yea sadlli right not ive got no voice..im so fed up i dun have food right now..i didnt tke lunch and dinner so im really reallly fed up..%^&*..

evryone is testing my patience alot..i feel like scolding ppl up i tell ya..im dead tired..ive lost my voice...i haven been doin self study..i haven finish up today's hmwk..my sore throat is really killing me..and here i am still blogging for the sake of my dear ppl who read up=)

kk im sorreh..but im gonna end it here.im reallly really tired..even after np im not this tired but i jus feel like crashin into bed la..no time for myself..fuck!

im gonna sleep now and wake p at 4am to finish up work.oh gosh iim really really pushing myself to hard..and i really mean in this time round..

eshu..help me..i really cnnt tke this anoymore..so much of pressure from evryone..too much of activities too anneh..feel so stressed up..i dunwanna show it to anyone too..i feel like either killing myself or crying..fuck!i love u so much..guide me through bro..i really need u beside me now..

time-check:8:07pm

thankew thankew thankew.


i thank all those who r concern of my health..
i thank all those who scolded me upside down for getting sick though sick dosent tell me before it comes.
i thank all those who sent me msged when i was missing from school
i thank all those who kept askin about my health
i thank all those who think abt me evryday..
kk im goin out of point..
the moral of the story is i reall really really appreciate all the things u guys do for me..even the smallest thing u do for me is appreciated..like askin me how r you?ill be most glad to answer u with a no..lols..butbutbut..thanks uh..i luff all of yuew..haha..prassanna is sucha wonderful person..

well i thank evryone already right..so if suddenly "unknowingly" u see me scolding or insulting smeone jus close one eye k...=D!!


UPDATE..
my contract finnaly ended..but i dunnoe whther im "allowed" to chge to a new line.
my father is baq from overseas.
my bestfriend is a bitch.
prass wants a phone badly

the end..i love all=) get well soon prass!

oh and sorry love..i drank ice water today=( dun be angry..chge anger into love k??
haha


eshueshueshu! no violence k??yes i knoe ive been sucha a pain in the neck to evryone.
but thats how i shud be when people starts to forget me right esh??haha nah..im abit paranoid la..haha but that doeseent mean anything about missing u..i miss u as much as i miss u yst..i love u more than i love u yst..fair enough.so rmber to get me a chocolate soon..its been long u know!grr..i love u..and thanks for 'that' .. u knoe what *grins*

oh boy tom school starts..im not fully recovered yet.and yesyes i expect a certain smeone not to skip school AGAIN..stop smiling..oh i dunnwanna go school...recess awaits=D

preethi drop by my house..lols.


camwhoring with webcam in lappy.

hahaa..all the embarrasaing pikuture..

enjoy..laugh ur asses out and stay quiet=)


~preethi&prass=D

preethi blurblur

the wonderwoman who never fails to cheer me up=D

PRASS periya eyes ..PREETHI cheena EYES

PRASS CHEENA eyes...PREETHI periya EYES!

WE ARE SOO UP TO SMTH..

TWIS BABEH TWIS TWIS!

peacexD!

I LUFF HER!

HAHA PEACE AND THE WONDERWOMAN=d
why is prass lookin at me like tht!!!??

omg! what did u do!?

wonderwoman in action=D!

Preethii!Preethi!!look this side this side!!not that side!!

preethi's long lost wish..hahah jkjk
(f** up face)

prass' hobby=D

ive not been checking time due to rushing through my blog

the time is..... 7.46pm


you knoe wht??

half of ur friends thinks u r a fuckin whore..

they call u cheap..the gal u hang out with talks behind ur back..they call u a slut.
haha..but u! you think that the whole world likes u and talks to yu..you think u can steal my group of friends by talking to them..you do things indirectly that i didnt wannna confront you to talk abt how stupid u have been..your own classmates thinks u r desperate..evry guy who ask u out ..you go for it...u last only for maximum a month..dont u think u r being a bitch..dun u have sme type of shame in urself..you still wanna boast u knoe this guy who thinks he is a big shot.

i keep quiet for the reason my bro asks me to...or else i would had slap you and called u a slut and spread a rumour abt u.well rumour i dun think i need to cuz there's alot alredi..
the mean things running in my head.the way i used to be and do..don't test me u bitch..dun fucking make me angry or else u'll see it..

uma ka agrees on the slapping part haha..


rellax prass relax! this isnt you...oh but i swear to do it if u test me ...

kk no violence no violence..peace..ahahha

oh and chi bai la..i not scared of anyone u get tht..
i only respect and dun go against my loved ones..other than tht can fuck ass la


OH and bitchbestufrenda lazy to come sch...wtf!
stalk him stalk him! haha...not a need..his class near mine..
he better come sch..haha..ill get well soon dun worry!and im not ass ..u asss bleah!

oh i love uma ka ka ka..haha=)


I KNOE I KNOE..prass dosent use this words now adays..but its not my fault...but im soreehh!


hey eshh..be on my side ok??i love u..=)

woke up with a high high fever

well then i still wanted to go school..well after few attempts to try my best to waake up from bed i jus gave up la..i slept with a jacket on and a blanket over me but still feeling snow cold ..thats not gd u knoe..thats sucks ah=P

SOO..i woke up around 7.3oam.. again with 15 msges from people why i didnt come to school ..ahha thhats so cute ah..took my shower and saw bro at hme too..aiyo he ah ponteng sch..

we saw umaka and vidette..seeing her made me stronger=d

then he walk me to 883 to see doc..i got 2 days mc..bro got 1 .haha sucker!

then uhm oh ..i was too weak to go up the stairs to get breakfast.my bro so sweet went up buy food then buy H2O..then on my way home with him
i told him that suddenly 883 seems damn damn far..and i feel so weak walking

then he was like..haha ..kk u hold my neck...he piggyback me...sweet right..but then i told him to stop cause i cudnt stop laughing..then took medcine and slept..went i woke up and went out of room bruno and preethi were there..i was like omg!lol.but i cudnt react la.too sick..
sooo hope my sickness didnt bore them..

dunstan has great skills man..yea he played songs with my guitar..thats very sweet of him..and he is gd at it...and yea...he told me smth abt starting back with guitar..i thought abt it..welll uhmm i might..lol he always mkes me think grrrrr!!=p!haha thanks for droppping by i really appreciate that alot man..

so my day was spent at home

im sorry if my blog sounds dead..its jus that when im dead thats how my blog wud be cuz this is me...kkk...im soreeh if i bore evryone..when i get better ill tell u=)

~babygal


sorry eshu!!ive not been blogging to u.im sorry k..but still evryday i think abt u atleast once..
its jus that ive been rushing when i blog..thats all..that doesent mean i ve forgotten u..
i love u alot sayang! so manni things happening..i cnnt stand that "bitch" in my class..
u soooo gotta see whts happening..i miss u so much esh..=( so angry u left me..grr
i still love u..tke cre tke cre..kk i know u very angry im sick..haha too bad u cnnt scold me..oh wait smeone else scold me..i knoe i knoe u ask tht person scold me right!! u ahh!! jkjk
i love u soo much..u better miss me cuz i miss u so much.bye i gtg..dun angry k!?*hugs*

i jus felt like pulling myself back and move on..and im trying my best.
well humi "fren" has given me enough problems..grrr

wheee featured=D!

OH TALKIng about that...bestu frenda jus made friendster..=)
i send him nice comment that idiot never send me nice one..hmph nvm


today..
i regret talking to you..i should had mantain the distance like how it used to be..
how cud have done this to me..i trusted u so much..omfg..
im greatful to umaka..thanks so much for evrything u have to done for me.i really owe u baq so much..i really dunnoe where wud i be without u by my side helping me when i cudnt mke decision and when i didnt knoe how to help myself..i really thank u from my heart=D!

I MISS DUNSTAN so much ah=( miss those time where we waited for each other's to finish then head home together...ahhhh bruno why did u born early!!shudnt have!!
well wish he is doin fine=)shudup bruno i miss u alot k!!

kk..im soo touch my my bros..hahaha thanks for helping me in the problem..i didnt knoe sucha a small thing wud had made u people angry..ahaha but i still dunwan bigbig problem all..i love u all!!=)

oh gosh...i feeeel like hugging the next person who smiles at me..hahaha ....mad alr la prass!

kk thats all folks.=D

PRASS IS SICK

well..

this is speciall for my np partner

my camp...annual camp..

kai chong and me one group...so fun la he..i dun think i wudnt have enjoyed my camp if i werent with kaikai!..

so i was the game master first sooo kaikai tke cre of grp..my group abit flop flop cuz they abit rude la..specially the sec 1..then i so angry wanna scold then kaikai ask me dun shout..haha lol..
then yea we did abit of under table work..hahaha shhh..that one all cnnt say!!...but my group improve alot on their way...then at a point of time they all annoy kaikai...he started to shout ah!!damn scary!!! kaikai get angry not good!!!haha..then uhmm campfire abit paiseh ah!!but i had fun ..whye??cuz kaikai was there!!ahaha..kai chong!!!!! thanks for evrything
then debrieve was quite good la..kaikai tell all the gd point while i talked nonsense ahaha=p

physical training wasnt hard for us..there more for sec 1 aand 2 to learn..'
they all played captians ball so we all beccome referee=) actually kaikai referee i slacking at one corner haha..then it was time for us to play!! sec 1 and 2 no interest in playing

sec 3 turn!! kai chong choo long kevin zhen xiong all the hard core players all one team!! so sway ah!!..whoa lao..kai chong play like mad ah!! he so so so damn gd ah!! ahaha..extreme lar he..choon long jump so high grrr...lucky chinseng sir our team he saved like 764567846 balls ah! haha=)

moral of camp!! i enjoyed it..trying not to think wht has happened before..
kai chong was the best!! haha my partner haha..kk i enjoyed myself and i was tired..

this is actually for kaikai la...

thinesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tke cre!!!!!

there;s so manni others out there for u..

im here for u tooo...


death is not evrything.....



love u bestufrenda!!!

___________________
no updates for the next few days..soreh!!will update when things get better..dun wan blog to become emo...i love all i appreciate evryone reading my blog and all my taggers..yes preethika i love u too


prass

i knoe its not goin well
i shall jus me indirrect on this..cuz its abit personal



the thing which hurts the most of a love one is death.
tilll death do us apart..heard of tht..?!

now ive lose sorry we have lost our dear sivan..
wht is done has been done

we still have to move on in life..i knoe it hard..to see a person in a state where he never moves and never smile..when actually this person is very cheerful and with full of smiles
yyeaaaa i rmber my dear esh last day ...death?i cant stand.

we have to face the fact.we cant goo back in time to chnge
good die young.i believe very much in tht..
but rmber EVEN IF HE IS DEAD..AND GOD TRIES TO SEPERATE US FROM HIM..
RMBER the memories will always always always be treasured!the love is always there..in fact more love!

we have to learnt in life..treasure evryone..hate no one love evryone..appreciate evryone..
show ur appreciation.this eswaran has thought to me..im learning..

death or love?? i pity u on having both problems..i knoe she was rude..but i close one eye cuz she is ur gal..but u got angry and things happen..i was touched by wht u say..im really touched..

bestufrenda-tears...uhh...ive never see that from u..trust me i felt the same pain..
add mre water in my eyes..but i appreciated it when replied my msges..i reallly wish i cud help u and comfort u..and today i was really happe to see u smile..not happy because u smile at me..
but happe u were smiling.=D TKE CRE!!evrything will be okhay soon..

so much of support for his funeral..i stood there with a heavyheart..i pity..
why him'?!so much pain he had to go through..smth he himself didnt expect..sigh!
manni even i thought it was a girlfriend problem..but it actually an accident..
when i heard tht//i couldnt tke it alr..oh gosh...

kk i haven slept for three days..cause of my annual camp which i didnt had time to sleep
ill update tom bye

i lovee all

r.i.p esh and sivan

tke cre both of u

so much i had to say
i dun think ive the mood to speak out.
need smeone time alone..

owh and r.i.p sivan

time-check:9.06pm

woke up lonely.everyone left me and went to work and school=p

so laze ard wait till love arrive to entertain my another typical day at home=D
SO yea she came and yea the normal crazy things she did=)
momma was grumpy ..bleah...but its khay...
then went to 883 to draw out cash from atm
LOL the things we did at the atm drawing cash place shall be not written down
then uhm love bought chicken rice then oreo chocolate
and my ever favourite

green apple ice blended .no pearl with green apple jelly pretty please*breathes*
haha love tried saying it but she kept missing out words..it tkes time to be a professional to say tht u knoe..haha kidding

then uma ka told me the phone cost 300+ if i get starhub line thats soo good uh
haha she never fails to mke me smile.i luff her..i miss her so much man..

then packin camp stuffs..and yea there's lame tamil thing tom also..hiyer!!

then haha bro was telling us wht happen yst..15 ppl against one guy..bestufrenda was there too
owh and at last bestufrenda top-up alr!!butbutbut tht bitch claims he is busy..*stares at him*
nehhmind....=)

suppose to catch a movie today at 7.30pm..lol i forgot to call sangeetha..soo yeah not goin!
kk i feel like eating chocolates....

owhhh eshhhh.........i miss u soo much...hope u r fine up there..im abit confused for dunnoe wht reason..i cant think deep?feel abit lost ..i still love u =)

love,me
im still eyeing on tht phone..aint gonna let go tht !!!

PICTURE TIME..
SORRY NOT IN ORDER..
this are the embarrasin yet great times in npcc=)
enjoy=d
will post my daily stuff later in the night=)

time:907



too tired to raise hands


us ..i think abt two yrs back?yeah?

the song which evryone lovved=D

1 STAR KAYAKER COURSE!PASS IT!WHOOO!

CAPTAIN BALL COMPETITION=)

THATS ME and sherinrinrinyaa talking when we r suppose to exercise
before we kayak!

that's our campfire..cool uhs!!


marker drawing=D8 PPL HOLDING ONTO A MARKER TO WRITE!

not our full strength yet/many didnt come=(

cmeone say the twis!


im trynna listen over here=)


shi** cnnt wake up..leg cramp!
haha noo la..too happy that we finish it faster than the rest so abt to wake up


i hate this part..fuel cooking
prass tryign her best to cook gd..maggie=)

how long do we have to stand liox!
oh by the way he is our head officer.
teaching us abt kerosene lamp...for camp fire

time-check:12.48pm

i jus updated my the other blog=)
sorry that blog private..it was rubah's idea
its for her and me=D

LETS START A NEW
oh wait i cant
yst...well i needed smeone beside me at that point of time.
i msged a few abt it.ive learnt whom to trust who to go to when i need a shoulder to cry on
yea i thought u wud be there giving me ur full attention when i said i was angry and sad
well u bring me down.how sweet..i didnt ecpect that from you.
yst night was annoying..my brother and me..
yea we fought...whtelse does he do..yell swear and violence
violence.i really mean violence.ppl whom know my bro shud know
well i felt like.i shud die and make him regret his life at that point of time man!
well thnx to faris and anand who msg me keep me loved.
aww nice ppl=)
love u guys....

edited at 9.17pm

went for meeting for npcc
cuz annual parade is this friday!
oh boi i haven packed for camp=)
on my way baq home saw kumares and suhan=)
sooo love came my house spend time with her..love is soo much of love haha
then love turned mad..haha
thinesh is a bitch=D.AHAH..NO LA KIDDING
no drinking k!?? smoking too can??
kk uhm then
dream phone shattered
phone cause $498.*jaw drops*
lol....didnt expect tht..cuz i thought it wud cost ard 3o0+ after getting a line
well guess not..awww boi im soo sad right now..
grrrr
rellie wish smeone came to get me the phone..haha nah that
wudnt happen..duh~
aww man i wish there was!!

eshuu!!!!any cchance?hahaha..noo la kidding..kk i love u ..i gotta go baq to moaning for my dream phone....thats so sad ah!!kk i still love u k..

bye ppl..

love,person who wants her dream phone!!

time:3.40pm

though manU has lost the match of manU vs liverpool
we the reddevils hold the cup man! always manU man!

Well yst suppose to go for sme brother's friend birthday thingy
i wasnt in the mood of goin either..=d!mmmmmmm

LOL EVRYONE TAGGING ME ABT ABT YST MATCH!!

then morning....watch t.v first thing in the morning=D
then quite boring la..was researching for my tamil project..
then help momma since she was sick..im sucha good daughter yeah.

ohh about to buy new phone
n81 , n85 , w715 ,w902
its one of em=D
STILL DECIDING!might get a new line..too manni ppl having my number alr
too manny unknown ppl having also..thinking wether to chge!might be luh i dunnnoe!!
im very hard to please whn it comes to phone..WHICH IS NOT A GOOD THING!

owh yea i love uma ka mre=D!! MISSING HER ALR

love u love=)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
all my best frens are missed!!!!!!

eshuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu........buy me chocolate eshu!!!!
i miss u sooo much!!tke cre k!! dun be naughty up there=)

TIME-CHECK:9:16pm

morning??oh yea last night went out awhile then home.then watch t.v at 11pm
then doze off in the sofa..bro had to wake me up!hurh!
woke up went for breakfast then went to bro school to collect report book=D
lol hIS fkin principle talk so much sial..mke me fall asleep..worst than my school's princi!=p

then uhm..momma got sick because of bro..
soo they both trying to spread it to me..
never!!!!

then yea bro went east coast..so left with me and momma
momma went to sleep.while i did housekeeping
since there's no other to do it.

after i put the clotheS outside for it to dry
like 20 mins later it started raining.
so prass had to run for her life.grrr!!
then went to have dinner out
when love called and told smth ..hahahaha.
lol *he* is famous too?lawl!?
went to kfc..

saw Dunstan.haha i msged him.he looked evrywhere in the place except where i was sited down
then he saw me at last!he came sat with me and talk to me and mum=D
then made a move..msging him right now..
wheee Dunstan likes my blog=p!
and yes i miss him so much alr!!haha..

kk then back home spending time with mum!
watching t.v duh wht else

oh oh and manU vs liverpool!
manU better win.
liverpool wins manY once evry four yrs ..and this time i dun think so!

kk back to quality time=)

evryone who reads my blog are appreciated much!
love all


~prass=D

TIME:10:45PM

lol m.i.a come on its the last day of school.why didnt u come!!!aww man!

soo yea...my class sucked..and was darn sad ...yea 2/1 .memories.
hate it when there's a battle for 3/1 and 3/2..sucks even more than losing.

welll tthis year so much of restriction.
my class sucked in all the games..well my team thrashed 3/5 .haha ..
after that we went back to sucking..

love was there trying to cheer up=) thnx babe!kumares and dhinesh eat pizza!
then sports carnival was ruined by the rain.so we had to like leave home early..boo
then last minute we planned to meet after school..for two to meet..
yea preethi and the quiet boi..haha.
then yea..1.55pm the love started=)

we went to this certain place where kumar calls it the pot or smth like tht..
then lame problem .=p..then that stupid idiot talk abt shangari..
dumn woman..comeone its her life she can go on with whom she want
whts her problem!?haha im sighting for her cuz of bestufrenda haha=p!

then to my place with umzy umy preethi pris aswini
then umzy umy prisleft..

aswini and preethi stayed till 9.30pm..had dinner at my house then left
i really had a great time..and catching up with so much!
thne met dear dunstan..things happened..lol shhh

my day ended la...bro was sick well get well soon bro!

i love all..still angry u didnt reply me..
retribution ah??well i said sorry..u didnt.grrr u better be sorry


Esh!!omg omg!!immmm sooooo darn confused!!
i dunnoe wht to do!!i knoe i knoe ..up there u are laughin at me!!
grrr idiot!!*stares*..kk i love u so much
and uhm thnx.u shud knoe why=)


babygal prass=D

lol i dreamt abt bestfrenda yst!!omg....but damn cute ah my dream
fine yeah u r missed..happy!?

morning was sooo much laughter
with sheri priya and saralene
they were like imitating the principle..aahahha..so much laughter..they made my morning really happy..haha

then principle leaving..she was the last principle to be the nicest among the rest
i loved serene pang..she is soo enthusiastic..she's gone too..aww


well the song "because i love u " omg i like gonna cry..not tht i miss the princi its just that the song brings me back memories..specially reminding all my bestfriends...heart heavy man!

then recess abit weird.not anyone's fault..haha..im okhay im okhay!hope vidette can speak soon..hahha..

lessons..then uhm thats its..normal day but so much to think..hm..
owh Miranda came to school..stupid idiot showing me his tooth again..grrr
haha he doesent know my full name..i bet many of u also dunnoe!!hmph

kk then after sch went out meet friend then went home ard 5..then stupid phone spoil
cudnt reply ppl's msg back accept few i used my mum's phone.but now im phone less..
boo..how long mre...the haunt of new phones jus started.might buy a new line too...thinking abt it...we will see how..=)

then uhm msn msn msn..personal la..soreh!!haha but i think its my fault..
but i think it wud go fine now...=) im sorry evryone..i still love all !

did i tell u i love umzy alot!!haha..yea love u manni manni*hugs*

p.s sorry i cnnt reply to ANY of ur msges from today onwards till i get a spare to til i get a new phone i cnnt reply anyone=)

eshh....im goin crazy..well now im back in the right track..cme on ..im no perfect!
ive leant..im soreh k!! i miiss u so much. u better miss me back i tell ya!!
ahhhh i wish u were here la....pouring out evrything=D I LOVE U SO MUCH..
wish u never left me darleeng..

oh gosh..i miss alan so much=(..i sooo wanna meet him soon..


love all...sorry thinesh didnt reply u back fast..loves.
and suddenly im craving for ice milos..anyone there to buy me ??!=)

TIME:10:11PM
(aint gonna write any more title..ill label em..at the end of my post)

morning was abit chaotic..trying to wake bro up then mum send us to school,afraid tht i might not lock the door..since dad went overseas=)
yst airport was damn funny ...haha..bro and me kept crapping and makin fun of ppl..
anyways then uhm school.went to school adjusting my np badges=p

class blah blah.i don't wanna listen to what teachers teach.i switch off my mind.
wasn't really in the mood.

recess didnt really look forward to it..except i look forward to talk to umy.well wasn't able to talk..haha..uhmm nvm.sorry to spoil the rest of the ppl mood jus cuz i was moody or rather upset.
maybe angry.with certain ppl.i didnt wanna tell "u" cuz u r close to her and i think wht i think right now might sound stupid to u.thats part of the reason.angry-well i didnt knoe anything and my friend knows abt it..

she told me it wud the start of evrything after term 1 well the other side of the story said u are beginning maybe this friday!? i think uma akka shud have the rough idea..she might know why i was mood out now..

im sorry uma ..its not tht i didnt wanna tell u..i find it stupid telling u.maybe the fault lies on me.maybe i expect too much..yea high expectations is whts the problem..
i cnnt blend right now..il recover..not too soon but i will..love u uma ka.

npcc uhhh...sooo tiring..my back hurts me..damn p.t so darn hard that i started to laugh to endure the pain..lol..!?haha..longing for bubble tea back then.
so left ard 5.30pm went to 883 to get

green apple ice blended dunwan pearl but with green appple jelly *breathes*
=p

then home. took shower then off for sinda.didnt like sinda.abit dry today.sleepy
duh~ after np

faris msged me "you must be really tired after ur npcc.rest well"
thats really sweet.noone had thought like before i think..=)appreciated=)

owh we did our NRIC today=D..whoo im 15.oh no im stilll 14=p!soon luh soon luh!
hope sports carnival isnt ruined by rain..grrr

i reaaaaaalllllllyyyyyy feeeell like ignoring u man!

esh..i feel like whackin up ppl!but whts the point..i wanna ignore smeppl though she is my gd friend..who ask her hide things from me..annoyed.am i paranoid?grr..wht is wrong??
and the more ppl annoy me the more i wish u were her.aww i miss u soo much..i love u too..moremore=) muacks

oh haven thought of any songs for blog yet..any suggestions tag me alright??

love all=D

the way u love her=)

sunday er...nothing great..went to niven anneh house..so sad he having high fever..get well soon bro!

then monday=) before school preethi piss me..=p..but its k.i love her still.
then to school..haha monday morning ..once reach school...priya sheri all they talked about was guys..lol their reactions were damn funny specially sheri..haha...but hey dj is still cute khay!
dun even bother askin why or who din or did existed in school today..

had lunc with kumar suhan subra preethi aswini pris uma akka..haha lol i and uma akka ended up talking..lol..soooo damn silent but not too bad.well the night movie is soo a girls day out!!
no more silent torture....hmph! i pity preethi..haha..lol..kidding..
then uhm sinda..stupid sathish keep disturbing me..grr..actually i dont even know who is he..he never talk before..then yst suddenly talk to me all..haha.=p!as usual karthick very funny..

yst seafood for dinner was splendid=)cant eat any more
then told mum i dun wanna go school tom cuz i didnt feel like it..and had slight fever..mum was like ok..since like exams are over=D..so i then woke up at 5.30am with this fckin migraine.wht else u wan me to do..al i did is helplessly bang head against wall..haha lol..then cry lorhs..
thne listem music then sleep..haha.woke up with 15 msges.askin whye never come school.haha so sweet man!..haha..actually i had a slight headache yst but ignored it..haha=)yst msging lanlan ...drink when he is boreD??nonsense la he..i miss him so much uh..lol i cheating him siah..suppose to watch movie then haven yet

getting done with home.hope dhinesh's mum get well soon=)nanny macphee is calling me to watch her la...grr...i so wanna watch the movie..
goin out later to meet suspense love..haha...

later at night mus go airport...tom mus go school..i dunwan!!!!!!!

end of exams..good start..

omg..again i ran out of time to blog yst..see now i cannt rmber wht happen yst

i woke up at 5am (FRIDAY)
revised for POA..then met priya at 883 then school..hearing stories along the way to sch=)
then uhm sat for POA exams..i screwed abit i think..but it was a easy paper..i hope i pass man...
and jus after my paper was collected i was soo happy..my last paper!!whoo im done with exams..
im so not touching books for the next few days..except for tamil..ive got hmwk..fk!nvm


then it was recess..no mood for greenlove...its k..we ppl have other hings to talk abt =)
then i was showin her who is who..then all of us turn behind..lol...that guy....u shud have seen the look on his face..haha..lol..oh yea...uma akka bag very comfortable..ahhaa..when i walk can hear sound sound haha..cute siah her bag..\

after sch..went to polish on my compo skills then cca.had to take over the sec 2..which im not comfortable with..its like..if u miss out something or u give timing wrongly then so paiseh
right..gotta brush up my commands...=p!
physical training was POWER!!..lol..im being positive..well the fact is it was horrible..i ran out of breath ..and i perspire...i usually dun perspire even though i run..but this time i did...
then once im done with cca...check my hp...got 12 msges ...loL!walking home uma akka call me she was jus around the place..then kumareswaran was msging me..haha he damn nice entertained him till he reached checkpoint..then i went home shower than suppose to go online but had to go out so i went out..came home find for laptop..but bro took it out.damn angry!
friday night i had nth to do..that sucks ah..decided to sleep early but then i ended up catching a movie with momma.."over her dead body"sucha sweet story..i nearly cried uh..them touching...haha...then sleep lor...
oh wait i missed out the best part ..to thinesh...im not that to not know things..
we talked things out..though i dont feel the old friendship..but i think its ok la..stupid bitch!
______________________

about *her*..well i think i did accept her in..but i really dunnoe whether im doin the right thing..by talkin to her...well i jus dun wan her to ruin us..and i accept her for him...confusing??well not for me..i need advice.i need uma akka right now.!!!i mis her alr!

the Saturday woke up..went to civic centre...went to KTV..the place looks like a club laa..
haha...lol..we went there to celebrate calca bd and zhenxing...u knoe how much does it cost to book a room..$178...haha alot right..haha...then i had to leave early cuz i had a wedding to attend..bus ride home..saw couples..haha..jkjk..hey be happy i didnt write ur names here okhay!

went home change and left..met my friends..then wedding...and G.T.mani was there!!he was the host..and the dj was cute ah....haha.ssh..then back home..faris damn sweet ah..he is my padayappa bro..he onli named himself tht!!.haha..

iimm sooo exhausted...Saturday night is burnt ah!!shit uh!!..tom have to finish up homework..and iron uniform all..aiyo mus clean room also..its so damn messy..my study table is full of worksheets and books..u cant even see the surface of the table..ive been studying late night that i doze of on table and never kept back the books..=p

that about it ...tom is no relax...i gotta get goin..i love all

things are getting better for me and u...i wish u had the same thoughts as me right now..i wanna go back in time..


oh essshh...need u beside me right now..need some serious advice..i dunnoe whther im doin the right thing....come on who else can i depend on...so be there and get me some advice or else!!well i cant think of anything to threaten u..
oh wait ..or else i wont love u more today..i oni will love u...
=)..kk i miss u k..u knoe that right....i love u (more)...

i thank those who read my post=)

i miss you like a baby missed its blanket..

"ill be your bestfrien and you'll be my valentine"

`big girls dun cry


babygal prass<3

stuffed human

well i reallyy sorry to all..ive been really busy with exams and stressed up with work..and the oni thing i always look forward for a day is recess and bedtime....im sorreh really sorry...
no time to blog..no time to explain my wrongs to my loved ones..no time to spend with loved ones too...im extremely sorry..thnx to those who understand.

well exams are so called over have one more paper to get done with POA...grrr
well results are out..im happy with them..
though it wasnt those high high high marks ..i was jus good k..
maths i got 2nd highest
geo 3rd
tamil 4th
chemistry 3rd
waiting for the rest....
so far im happy.ahaha...to those idiots who thought i cudnt mke it in studies...
IN YOUR FACES ASSHOLES!!
MY WORK IS DONE...hard work is paying off...ive proved that i can study at the same time enjoy my life..(excluding sch problem) haha..suckers..

joke of the day: shangari is att..haha with withh??i knoe who..
i expected this to happen long time back..hahaha..anyways gd luck with ur love life babe..


well..i think jus before recess one or two periods before..i was damn damn stressed up for no reason...i was like abt to cry...i didnt..haha..so humi accompany me washroom..i kept washing my face..=D..TRY TO WAKE MYSELF UP

recess was loved as usual..but abit silent..evryone who was there with me shud know whye
kk well went to mac today with umzy umy love preethi pris...welll i was ok all the while
wel so much of silent thought for love and me...hmmm...i was ok all the while..then coming to an end i was like abt to switch off..like very sleepy..so weird..suddenly sial..then i went woodlands ring primary.then walk home..so exhausted...then was msging kumareswaran..hahah he very nice laa=)then yea came home aunt came over so cudnt sleep i had to keep awake..then once she left i was like a half dead woman..arghh..

so yea i woke up..damn tired..=( slept abt two hours..then bro told me he went to play soccer ansd stuff..well if this was last time i wud had gotten a msg that my bro playing soccer..well now i dun think so..anyways..i dun wish to write anything abt soccer...

hey aswini..i will update the heart thing another..im really busy..i didnt wanna blog today actually but cuz of u i blogge.d..h,,

im sorry to friendship....maybe its my fault....so here i am to apologised..i knoe u r not gonna aceept that..the way u replied me..i knoe u dun wanna forget..well rmber...when we first fought..do u stil rmber how u used to apologise.and i accepted apologies..and now when it comes to me..when i say sorry ...u give me stuck up face..lol..wth..this shows urr true colours..
haha..thank god nth went deep..

oh esh...help me get over this person.who WAS so much to me in my life..
i love u soo much esh.i appreciate u now la...noone is like u ah..
lol like evryone suck..lol most not everyone..kk i love u today,...i dun love u mre today
i think u knoe why...=)..i miss u more today...tke cre eshhhh

rubah darleeng..cannot wait to meet her this saturday...comeone..why is weekend comin so slow....=p

hey and no offence to ppl ah....cuz when im angry i write this stuff..but dun tke it to heart..cuz deep down i still love all of u...even the new couples..

its never too late

as usual meET priya..
chats with her then head school..new thing new problems up..but i can handle them jus fine..the key to it is to jus stay calm and not to get stressed..lol...so yea...hmm
then sat in the middle..grrr stupid friend sit infront..nehmind...

physics was said to be a killer...but i think it was a bit hard la..should had listened more in class..
did i see him today??letme think..??uhmmm..i think i did oh yea i did..oh and i miss u=)

after common test was math..didnt pay attention very boring chapter=p.
after that was P.E ..yea at staircase saw suhan..haha he smile and aknowledge..its appreciated..
then p.e not tooo happy..i dun lke floorball..well before we cud start the game it started raining so we had to pause our game..whooo..

so lessons...boreboreboring..then recess...kk i cannot say a word about anything..later umy akka will scold..haha...well of cause i enjoyed myself la..umy is loved=D!!again and again im telling u...wrong friends ....they seem the nicest..i might be here to keep reminding u.cuz one day i might not be there for u when u need someone=)
after recess accompany humi to water cooler..haha..then i look at 3/3 ..aactually no intention to see but then i saw dhinesh suhan at the back of the class..i was at 4th floor water cooler right opposite them...even i cudnt see properly due to poor eye sight..but the both so cute sial can still wave and laugh..haha..but soo sweet..hehe...loved...

after school....ride ride ride..hope u fall off and hit ur head so hard on the floor that uu wud knoe wht is right and wrong..

then yea solving problems for secret friendship...=)subra is nice indeed=D..
LOL..we r soo lifeless that we kepy walking around fu shan sial..me and humi..
then she came my house then planned to go cwp...then force force then went to cwp.
bro came in the bus then went admiralty meet his frenfren..the library went to pay a bill of 71 dollars.thnx to vicky and vineeth..those dobos borrowed books then never return so they had to pay me...poor thing...aneways yea borrowed book...i got more time for myself this weekend...so yea borrowed books..
book borrowed
-im in no mood for love
-for love and money
-sacrifices

then went to deposit cash into my account..lol i made a fool out of myself..
well hope i did the right account deposit..haha..next time when i draw out money then il kow whther i put in the money correctly anot..hehe..

guys think girls are stuppid nowadays...i think guys are getting dumber..
yea no offence..but yea cuz this cuz msg me that my friend wanna commit sucide..i jus cudnt stop laughin cuz i was wondering when ur friend is about to jump u still have time to msg ah..lol!!!
haha..then he say i very barsted type..then i screw him up..then after a while pretend that another friend took his phone..i was like...what the hell ah.how lame can a person get...

then indrani was soo nice..well he gave me advice to start talkin to that guybitch..yea..
i dunnoe la..inside of me says to talk to him but the outside im soo angry with him for wht he have said...butbutbut hiaax.i dunnoe ah....bubble boy=)

im tired...but have to get things done..tom also got appoitments....have to finish up homework..got filing to do..grrr..im so packed...got swimming plans this saturday that one also mus plan..waaaaaaaaaaahhhh...

shit laptop's battery low..gotta go..lazy to charge sial..hehe...oh shit i got the disease from u.."lazy" grrr...

oh and im angry with yu though i told u im not..cause no point regretting smth that u have alr planned and thought to do so..and goin out ??lol i not informed..haha its k..the time will come and i wud do the same..i do wht i wanna do..u dun teach me wht to say or do...

eshuuu..yes i knoe its annoying to see me with this type of people and still giving them face to talk right...lol ive changed i jus dun slap or hit ppl jus because that person is being a slut or idiot..im more calm now..ignorance is bliss=)rmber esh rmber ...diamond..=D..
dun worry eshu..i still love u more khay..hehe..love u sayang..=)
r.i.p

not my day...but thank you

time:3.57pm

got up...get done and left for school.met priya and then school.wasnt really lookin forward to school actually..not in the mood..then exam...well i avoided u..tried to ...i sat infront knowin u wud be at the back..i did..but i end up seeing though..well as usual sangeetha came to me asking me for tamil homework..it happens every moonday..if u see my after assembly..morning u can see sangeetha asking me for work to copy..so yea cudnt find my homework so had to stop to fish it out..
end up right at the back..i didnt liek that..doesent mean i don;t turn to my side front or back doesent mean that i dunnoe who is around..=) i was jus not there yet to tke a deep breath and speak a word..i jus continued talkin to sangeetha and walk..im sorry i felt guilty to...kumar was infront...but jus didnt wanna speak a word..cuz it wud be unfair and this cause fights..im not forgetting those old fights..its k..its over alr.=)

then back to class..i turned and turned lol.back then front.hahaha..that was really fate u knoe..u had to and i had to..hhaha..cute seh=)

but i wasnt in the mood to go jumping or wht so ever..jus carried on.chemistry was ranked average..thnx to uma akka..tips for studyin=D!

then math common test papers was out..i got 22/25..i was happy...*thnx eshu* and thanks to uma akka..for guiding me and helping me through for my studies...tamil well i got 24/40 i think
sangeetha got 26..she made a big fuss abt it..lol?abit annoyed..but i understand the excitement..its good to have better marks than the rest..well done sangeetha..


well accompany sangeetha and humi to toilet..adjust hair lol??then yea again again i saw bubbles..
haha....butterfly...english was abit off..migrane..abt to tear..but nah..held it back very pain sial..
was very mood out too.....walk home stright after school..jus cudnt think..felt very blank..

today not my happy day..though uma akka was much love=)

went home..lunch was satisfying..ccudnt lye down too..hope it gets better
*bangs head on wall*

oh and rubah darleeng so sweet uh..write abt me in her blog sial..
ya..i knoe her for 10 years goiin 11..thats so cool ah....i love her so much...
she is my far far far related cousin too i oni knew that when i was primary 5..haha
she is missed .....love u rubyruby!!muacks

have sinda later...so much drama to continue with ....

thanks to those who tried to mke me smile today
as usual umy akka.......teee yuan,sen kah,jonathan and thats abt it=D

MIGRANE SUCKS UH=(

best friends..love

ITS SPONGEBOB'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SPONGEBOB..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU...
OUWHH...i wish u were here ...trying to mke me laugh

best friends:spongebob and patrick..i always adored thier friendship..no matter how much others say no matter how much they fight or no matter how dumb the other can be..they both love each other soo much...true friendship..i wish i had one jus like this...the sweetest friendship..
bestfriends.....

i swear to keep u safely in my heart..i treasure u so much..ill wait till u realise it..love u...