its jus too late for this

time-oh:7.54pm

kk morning letme see..i think ok la..
oni last night which was very the scary where i was afraid tht the truth had to be told really soon.

but i dun wanna.i dun wanna face the world anytime sooner..actually i dun wanna face him.
yes.i koe that ive accepted what i feel

but i jus wanna get done with my things first
like my end of the year..
my problemss with the rest.my own good friends have been giving me this face which hurts me more then im angry..
and i still have to mke plannings and to decide things in life.

and yet so much more not written here.and wht makes u think migrane doesent come in such a situation.
yes i was happy weeks baq where love was jus evrywhere though there were minor things to worry abt i was happy.and man i really wana stop saying it..

k wadever..
well umz was actually planning to do his birthday(thinesh ass) at swensense but we were jus worried his frens all wud screw it up..so a normal celebration is wht turned out.and trust me i really felt damn bad la..evrything jus didnt go properli evryone had last min things and the two assholes coming up to make a big enterance was jus a pure uslessness.wadever.

and vimal chari!..dun care those dobos..they like useless people..assholes..=D
EH I ALSO LIKE PURPLE..AHAHAHHA=)


kk but the best part out of all the worst.i gave him wht i wanna give LIKE long time ago
oni umz and mum knoe how much stressed up i was to get the cap in proper colour and shape=D
yea i had to wait for a week before i and umz went down to the bugis to collect it.
and my mum was with me when i went to mke an order for the cap...and she was jus laughing away when i didnt knoe wht to write in and stuff..haha she helped me with the desingns=)
i really wish u like it..and purple wasnt my idea!loll blue and pink jus makes purple kahy!loves.


kk i realy spend alot.saving time..


and lan sayang!recover soon alright..miss u ...awww so sad to hear u r sooo sick=(((
tke cre.....love uu=))



kk i had a hard time trying to look at yuew.cuz evrytime i look i jus turn away=p
wadevr..


k this is for my mummy:
im soo angry with yu!!!!cuz u r suppose to watch horror movie with me and i told u ill spend this time..and u tell me u tired!!!!!!!i soooo dun wanna talk u!.yes she is reading it right now..
i told her ill blog abt her..and yes mummy u cheat me..grrrrrrr..i still love yuew...=)

shock wave

Lan sayang get well soon dear Bro!
SO Sad to hear u talk like tht..dun worry ull get well soon! love u lan !=D

Time-Oh:9.14

watching the vaarthai thing.
man i feel like slapping the elder sister lah..sot fuckin attitude bitch!arhgghhhh..

kk today morning was having bad headache..correction migrane actualli.
after long ..i exxpected it..yes loadz of thinking goin on for the pass few days having loadz od things in mind.k shudup prass..






so i was having a suckish migrane kept vomitting..grrrr..
thanks to bro for my lunch.

oh yea get well soon mahesh anneh..heard u were sick too.waah evryone falling sick.=p

kk hope evryting turns out properli tom though its alredi cocking up alr.
its k.ill jus try to chill as much as possible..=))

actualli had alot to blog.but evrything jus went out of my head.nt tht i forgot abt it ..its jus tht there;s no words to say wht happened.

k crap.

im done for today

ignorance is bliss

time-oh:9.45pm

i dun wanna talk abt school cuz i dun like it in school

after school feeling was jus filling my heart with this feeling which is hard to explain
wadever..

then met priya..sherinnya followed as well
follwed me to draw money
then get chocolates did stupid things at 883
then saw a lorry catch fire..lol aiya the photoes in my phone hehe.
then watch all the cute civil defence in action.ha
then sent priya baq then after tht chats with shrinnya then went home
then took a cold shower then watch t.v

went to sleep cuz i was very tired.

then once i wake up i have to tke my third shower cuz i was running late to go temple
it was the ninth week of mummy light thing
shamen followed along..lol he very nonsensical sial.k then saw brother's frens there whom i dunnoe dhruga and gowri i think.
ya they were like saying they have seen me before when i had no clue
who they were..and we were like talkin as if we knoe each other for yrs..
it was really awkward la..lols k k then uhm.pray pray then go baq home


i dun feel any better though i jus went to the temple.
its jus not it.i knoe.

and seriously fucking dun show me ur attitude.dun wanna talk dun cuz i wud jus stop even havin those small coversation since u have better things to do or jus be bitch and give me this fuckface reaction.ill jus fuckin ask u in ur face wht up with the face.u suck

al nite long i think of yuew and i go"when are u making me miss u"
oh gosh,i relli dun wanna complain to u wht happens in my life.i dun wann u to be helplessly feeling bad and stuff.u reallly wanna help me feel better?then the oni way u can help me is jus stay safe up thre.i knoe recently i have been close with smeone.but dun worry il always love u and will never ever forget u.ill always have u in my heart noone wud ever come in there i promise.i love u esh.tke cre.

time-check:4.44pm

rite nw i jus dun feel the happy feeling in me
i jus wish i cud tell this to smeone
but tht wud be jus not able to keep things to myself
or actually i have no words to say wht i feel
i dunnwanna blog now...blog later bye

Thinesh is finally 15!

happy birthday retarded head
kk sorreh i mean happy birthday thinesh mohan=p
kk u r finally 15 though u r still 8 days younger then me so shudup!
kk hope u have a wonderful birthday
thanks for everything u have done for me=)
appreciate it though it dosent seem tht i do.
though u can suck and have attitude problem u r still my bestufrenda..hahaha..
kk errr..and though we have loadz of misunderstandings and stuff after all u still knoe i do care
hmm..woooo yea i was first to wish not including ur family=p
at least i wish okay.
im shure i wud have hurt u atleast once in ur whole life.so for the im sorry too
er?what else..oh hope u gain some sense since u r 1 yr older now.
hope u stop smoking also.aiyerr...
and and thanks for everything.love ya=)

wish to go back two yrs baq.
the way i wannted things=)



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k today school was too much drama.
i didnt get the whole idea of showing me face?
anyways overall it was ok.
but tamil teacher jus made me really upset la.
like omg annoyed.
wadeva.
went lunch wit uma at cwp.then catch up with her
its always loved.when im with her even though problems fills her heart
i love u and dun worry evrything will be alright very soon.

k gtg for sinda right now.
cant wait for friday.
oh wait i really wish problems solves by then =(
i dun wanna ruin plans..


eh eshu.ill come over soon ok.of cuz i love u alot.
u knoe tht right so stop doubting tht=p
eh esh today my bestfren birthday tke cre of him=D
Knoe wht esh?i love u mre today.hehe k.*hugs*

she is kind

time-check:12.06pm

k yesterday was jus like whole day out kinda day
lol it was jus a make-up for staying home on friday
hehe.

so moning woke up when breakfast with family
then went to buy stuff .titbits..
aswini come over i got titbits alr..
hahahaa..refilled!!!alot alot of things alrr!!

k then lunched too at 12 plus...

then met umz at 2..30
haha.met her then chat chat in our long ride.
went bugis to collect the caps.
lols too much of pink.*bangs*
awwwwww.i jus wish he doesent hate it laa..
alan's was perfect..umz i think fate la.
alan one had to be better.hahahahaha...kk jkjk.
his one also ok laa..

after tht walk around looking for heels and belt.
lol umz was jus tired of bugis..shopping place was fareast ehs.haha.then we were talkin abt

having picnic..at this place la with evryone lols.tthen after while sme assholes giving her stress and tension siah.felt like screwing him up la..

k nvm then umz ask me abt abt abt lol i dun wan .cuz he has chged and i dun think he wud chge baq to wht he was so ill get over it.wait i aam getting over it=p

k then when mac bought drink then walk baq..sat under our block awhile..then look at picture all
oh and pictured are all with umz..with this camera which she brings evrywhere she goes ahahah.

then she went home..had great time wit u.jus tht sme had to ruin things up.i jus wish evrything gets better for u .and it will.jus give it smetime.love u

met my friend for dinner.by the time i reach there.i was like hungry out of sudden.
so we went mac to have dinner..then bought baq home food for the rest of the familymilyly
and buy for shamen also since he was over at my place..

then watch t.v and like satuday's movie sucked la..like wht the hell
then bro called lan.but he was out wit his frens.so he didnt come over.=( i was tired then went to sleep i thnk like 12 plus yea..was messaging preethi abt the cap.

rite now i say,i dun think u r fit for her,
she deserves better.she might be quiet when u hurt her
but im not gonna be.ill screw u up.
so stop making life difficult for her.
wht goes around comes baw around
fuckin stop giving her stress

jus do good

time-check:10.52pm

morning was jus planning wit kumares for umz birthday celebration..
wellthey agreed evn though it was a las min chge of place and stuff

then manny thinks cock up..i was getting real pissed with their whole grp of people.
i jus wan uma to be happy la..like dun ruin it..grrr.
nvm wht has happen has happen
no point talkin abt it.

my whole life noone had blown on my face before
fuckin shit.or even talked like tht before.
man it made me upset but im okhay now.i guess

chandini was jus soo much of laughter.
i was really having smiles all over my face after years..
then catch up with preethika alot..
they al came over my house and chat abt lau all.
damn cute siah chand.

haha..
I REAALY WISH U DID ENJOY URSELF UMZY

LOLS.im broke again.bleahs.its ok..'

tom needa go collect caps for one asshole and one sayang=D
umz following me..=D

then when i sent preethi to the bustop then when i come baq..
john anneh was there..
i was relli suprised ah..its been very long since i saw him
plus he is in some reserves thing..army thing yea..
omg i was glad to see him la..didnt expect him
hugs to him.haha i was jus shock la..
kk.i enjoyed the time with him
manage to spend time with him also..
haha..tke cre anneh..love u


i wudnt say tht it was perfect today
manny upset me..but
they all jus made my day a great one at the end


its ok eshu..dun be angry with anyone.i guess they didnt do it on purpose
and they apologised alr..i knoe u never like those things happening to me
haha its ok.love u bro..hope u aint angry eshu..eh pig i miss u

uma this isnt referring abt anyone spceficly so dun get anyone ur head!
preethika u also!

im tired of saying or im tired of smiling and trying to mke a sumb conversation with u jus to get u talkin.i jus wonder whye ppl choosse the wrong people on eaarth.

like 90 percent of the ppl i knoe are with the wrong ppl in life.
and always thought they deserved smeone better in life.
speakin of which.bro comes to minnd.

this is smth which has been goin through my starting from this yr
cuz u have chged really alot.
ive talked abt this to ur gd fren or maybe fren abt it.
he too agrees u have chged alot..
whts the point of goin to smeone whom u r not..
the person which i was afraid u wud turn into..
and nw u r one of them.

not the way i wanted u to be.
when smokes fill the place i am at
i rmber u.i wonder whther u r doin the same

it jus hurts to see u like tht.
and putting this in words are the most difficult thing to do.
i mke shure i think twice before saying anything to u
i make shure nth i say mkes u angry and stop even the small talks we have.
im afraid to lose smeone like u.
i try my best to mke things rite.
and trust me u r jus giving me a real hard time

u might think
why am i doin this.
cuz im not wht u think i am.
best things are hard to get=D
I KNOE THT WELL..

but wht keeps me going?
pictures..and those old memories we share.
its ok if i dun wht i want as long as u get wht u want and u smile im the happiest person on earth.
ill jus stand at the side during ur wedding and wish u with all my heart.

who knows u wd be getting married in anothe 10 yrs time?
maybe 7 yrs time.who knows if we were still rmber each other
wait no i wud still rmber but i doubt u wud.


thanks to those who have been keeping wht ive said to u as a secret
none need to knoe how i feel cuz this is my life
i live it.and cmeone i feel wht i wanna feel.
u can tell me its for me to decide ..

dunnoe whts wrong with bro..
hasnt beeen talking properlii..whts wrong.
he was jus great few days back and now its jus so weird.
i jus hate it when this happens..
but still i aint giving up my bro to anyone.
I fucking hate anyone scolding my bro
except ppl like uma..ahahaha.tht one diferent story alr..=D

jus wish this certain smeone stops smoking
oh wait there's two.

time-check:8.54pm

il try to mke it as short as possible cuz i got tons of homework piled up for me..
so yea.

today nth much went to school..
study study

recess was ok
ooo i like my jacket=D

UMA UR JACKET IS GREAT!..
haha..
pUMA..

kk..suppose to go cwp to check my dbs card grrr
i didnt go at lasst..

last night was jus makin my pillow wet with tears..
fucktart

k then went to meet florence nightangel left my house at 3 plus

then meet mahesh anne and deep at admiralty talk awhile then mahesh anna go home me also ..deep went 888
then jus reached home..felt soo much better

k then gotta do my tamil homework

i gotta go


im not gonna fal for u when u msg me saying u love me and stuff
cuz u hurt me evryday.when i see u my heart fills with anger.
i fuckin hate him and her.slut and barsted

days jus pass so fast

time-check: 7.48

if u jus came to my page and browse through to see ur name whthe ive writen anything abt u.it jus mean u have done things wrong.dun explain i dun wish to hear.plz.

morning was jus filled with pictures with evryone..
jus had a great time..
recess wasgood too..jus tht she didnt eat.grrr
evrything was good.


after school chand damn cute siah..she was very very quiet on our way to 883 cuz she was realli hungry..but once she eat finish ah..she re energise alr siall..hahahahaha..the usual chand who talks non stop..and charge herself with food..hehehee...

to the one i was talkin to abt relationships=)
i jus wish i was by urside giving u big hugs and jus stay by urside jus to mke u feel better
i wish u cud give u a shoulder to lean on literally.i wish to mke u feel precious and u deserve the best ..and ill give u all my attention all night long for u too pour it out.i love u
i pray for the best for u.and this are not jus words.i really wanna be there for u.im willing to help for anything=) my oni thing is for u be happy.


i really knnoe esh is there.cuz when u hide things he jus shows it to me all.cuz he is up high and knows evrything u do ..and when u hurt me he is there for u..thanks esh for all the love and all the things u have said to me.il always love u brother...cnnt expres in words u r jus smeone in my life which i dun wanna forget even if i were hit by a car and loss my memory.i dun mind lossing my memories but jus rmber smth.rmber the days and minutes me spent together..i dun care if i cant rmber my name then=)

get well soon aswini.

the day i was born

thankew for the all things u guys did fer me today..


im sorry guys but i aint uploading pictures till thursday or friday..maybe saturday
lols..

yst which was my birthday
lol.when over to grandmother's place
had a great time there.
with a suprise birthday part with a hugs chocolate cake!
thankew evryone..

so sad cudnt meet alan..awww..miss u

today..
chand damn funny la..hahaha..
thankew uma darleeng,chand,umy,preethi,pris and though ash wasnt there..thankew alll
k i got sabotag yea badli la..grrrr..haha
bruno so cute give me this cute little stufftoy!
cute laaaa..haha

thankew for the wallet..it loook great!
purple of cuz.haha..and cuz it was full of love.

yes uma darleeng im seriously happy!=D
THANKS FOR trying to cal my close ones even though u dun knoe them
that was relli sweeet la..

thankew for evrything..
evryone is much loved=D

thanks once again...


umz i dunee lau all.i got darleeng i enuf alr..wahahahhaah

pictures to flood sooon

esh.i knoe u were with me all day long..
i miss u so much...thanks for being by myside.
love u so much bro.=)

love,pls do tke cre of urself.
love u babe..on the phone with yu.

time:12am

so it my birthday

uma wished me first in the call..
ganga was the first to msg me
vimal chari was the first to wish throught msn


after tht too manny to rmber..haaha..
sorry..but thanks so much.
appreciate it all=))

time:8.02pm

k friday i started schooLING..

long time i saw umz.saw her hug her.gave her chocolate=D
then chand came!hug her also.
then went class evryone's giving this warm welcome.so sweeet.
but it gets annoying after awhile.
yes preethika shud had jus wore a plastic bag !

kk then 3/1 also chatss
then nikita gave me present for bd.so sweet
=D
thank you=)

then recess which frankly i felt uncomfortable
sorry uma.

k then after school went home.
ALONE~haha aswini.its ok to be alone alright.
she felt very bad i was goin home alone after school cuz she very used to seeing me at least with smeone.lols..so went home.buy for bro coke then went baq..
bake chicken with bro.haha fun tiimex..get ourselves dirty.=p

fareast was cancelled..

momma was like"how come u at home"
and i was.wht a questin to ask.i live here!!
haha..so she felt bad i was home on a friday night
so we went shopping at bugis village.

and i took 45 mins choosing a cap for alan and smone else.
cap caused abt 35 each..cuz u cud design it urself and stuff la.
i was so stressed up i want it to look perfect.till the shop fellow help me design
then wrong timing alan called.i was abit rude.im sorry anna.extremely sorry
i was jus stressed up...im so sorry=(.
he wasnt angry at all...this boi dun get angry easily i wonder why=D

so i spent 180 bucks in two hours la! like oh my god
i did good shopping.
release so much of stress u knoe..it was reallyy good quality time spent with momma.
had fun wif her..
mum went theading.it looks great!!

kk reached home t.v then slept
wait no i took shower at 2am cuz it was freaking hot
then took like some mediccine which makes ppl drowzy.
but its not for drowziness its for coughs=p
then i had a dream i slept for one whole daay and woke up on my birthday at 4pm
and so my birthday was ruined.lols..dumb but weird.

eswaran..u bring me baq memories..
my 13th birthday spent with u.
i miss u so much.
i wish u are with me jus for one day.on my birthday
i jus miss u tooo much.i love u esh anne


i dunnoe..whther u lied to me
and did last min plans with someone else giving me a weird reason.
fucked up u knoe.
dn worry im cool.im totally ok

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BAVANI!!
HAHAH PONDATTI

she had turned 18 on this very special day of hers.
i wish u the best in ur future dear.
forget the pass and move on in life...

i love u babe

annoyed... i wrote something.but then it didnt safe..sort la..now i forgot wht i wrote before. im so angry about tht...grrr lol my father's sister wants to me a ring.. aneways im starting school tom.yaaaaeeeyy! oh and congrats to sangeetha patrick!for doin so wel on my quiz which i expected noone to get above 60%..haha love u patrick star!!!!!!!=p! went to school to meet my frens outside school.. sangeetha was excited hahaha..calvin and dylan was as usual annoying me with the dumbb flu=D then met duck and miss cute=p went 888 and they had lunch=D CHITCHAT.. then my house..where else. shit la im so angry the thing never save.chi bai la! k then uhmm shower shower and her i am..

i shudnt have let u in.
my fault.

babylove

time-check:8.13pm

yst night i missed my red thread..thankew preethika tamilarasu for telling me wht happen for one hour.ahahhaa..she had long explainations.
then i went temple last night though i aint suppose to like go out as much as possible
cme on who wudnt grab a chance to go out when u can ..when u are stranded home for nearly three weeks..yes ppz its been three weeks since i went sch.
omg..

and i feel weird when i look at money ..coins looks weird to me..
and man my notes


im gonna wear a plastic bag ontop of my head when i come to school on friday=D


when i want u to be there on the special time
and u tell me u are busy
thanks for makin me disappointed.its ok u always do tht.
im kinda used to it.ill jus cheat my self and say"she is jus busy its ok"


eshu.thanks for helping but nahs it didnt relli work out=D
I STILL LOVE U

french fries

pussssssssshhhhhhhh=D
HAHA.u wont get it ..its a inside joke.haha.=p

time-check:1.55pm
since im free.i can blog now=)
watching dumb mr bean .brother finds it so fasinating..*rolls eyes*

yst night was talkin to dad till 1am about future
it sounds weird but yeah.i dun wannaa elaborate but yeah la..
changes waits

k yst the state of "sme people" was horrible
not horrible but jus not being himself..
k shall skip the weird parts last night.

oh wait happy birthday satish
sorry i dunnoe how to spell ur name=x
im so dumb when u were on the phone i shud had jus wished u.
haha =X

K Then today morning was a different .
k shudup prass.

then lol funny thang today ..
dad:prassanna,how to mke m...s.....n ha?
prass:say wht?wht?huh!?wht u say?
dad:msn right?yea tht?
prass:huh?for wht?whye suddenly?weird laa
dad:for fun la.u free the help la.
prass:k u on laptop i come
dad:*ons the laptop and waits*
prass:*helps him do and add people*
dad:k thankew.
prass leaves the place and appears baq to laptop to see wht he does
oh gosh dad is like talkin 6 peple in a time ..damn funni la..
all the emoticons and evrything..aiyo.
wht a family=p
lol wht next facebook and friendster ah?
no way

evrything at home was vegetarian..so today i shall stay tht way
bro jus mke chickens..baked them..whooo temptations.
haha we got marsling idiot on his way here to makan haha
lan la.who else.haha pighead askin me why i vegetarian cudnt believe i vegetarian
dumb..

and people.lann takes 2hours for shower=p
hahahahahaha..

k bro is showing off his itouch games...
haha

k watching style by jury


k nth much.bye people

there;s too much of purple so there u go
greeen

Queen

first.sorry umz for calling when u were studying=p


time-check:8.53

watching "the day after tomorrow"
nice movie..but like scary as in wht if this happens to spore ah..
spore cnnt see alr then..aiyo.

kk wadeva.

today was another day spent at homes..
oh thanks for dropping by emel and humi..
mello was jus so much of love la.keep walking here and there.and trying her best to talk in tamil and all sort of stupid things...haha...

then fell asleep while listening to songs..
ooh then i was bored so i thought of chgin the blog skin
lol it looks nice though the dreamin part is abit lame =X

fuckhead is being a fuckhead.
all u do is eat and sleep.
feel like slapping ur face=D
FUCKIN BITCH.
pretty boi..lols.

k wait i sorry if i bore my readers..its jus tht..when i don meet my usual people i jus go silent and like rot at home.


bavani birthday comin!!!!!=DD


eswaran ..im such a asshole for not writting in or visiting u for a long time.
but tht give u no rights to tell ive forgotten u.cuz thts the last thing on earth tht i wud wanna do.
i went sembwang couple os days baq.man u bring me memmories evrywhere i go.
the stupid things we did over there..aiyer..k wait i love u so much.long time never tell u thats whye tell u now=D.HOPE u r doin fine wherever u are.
hey esh.i fuckin miss u ..cant believe u aint here.i dunnoe how to say how much i miss u.
but i jus get so fed up with myself when i miss u and im so helpless=(
rest in peace kalkandu.

Didnt see tht coming ..

partner in crime..haha no..before getting admitted

bangs ruined..mum tie my hair fer me.thnx!!

time-check:9.41pm

congrats to nickbitch on the making on ur newblog=D
AND tom dun go sch if u dun have *tht*..hahahah...=)

today was boring ..cudnt go out which annoys me like soo much..
yest night went seafood=D

Mummy tie my hair yst like affter so long!

then nth much la..

i was jus spending more time with family these days cuz im home.

dumb bro went chalet today so sad..night boring laaaa


facebook entertaining la..not bad not bad.=p

kk people are annoying on msn..
i wanna blog peacefully and we have idiots nudging me like fuck
for no reason..chi bai luqman!

and evryone's like talkin to me right now..i wanna blog peacefully
sorry indran=)

k..indrani!!!!!my next mac is with u..hahah lols

k i madlli wanna go shopping.=((


and i dun wann my birthday to come too.
evryone's like where u goin for ur birthday..
nowhere!!i dun wanna go anywheree=d
im jus gonna run to suntec get chocolates then run to granny's house and rot there=D

do u knoe tht chocolates got this power to mke a human feel happy
chilli too mke human go excited..i jus got to knoe tht jus now on t.v
haha..no wonder imma happy kid=D HAHAHA



tonight will be the night when u stop saying u love her

100 thingsss

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Ice Lemon Tea
2. Last phone call: Humairah
3. Last text message: Lan sayang
4. Last song you listened to: Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai
5. Last time you cried: One day baq

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope
7. Been cheated on: ha Nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nopex didnt regret it
9. Lost someone special: Yeah
10. Been depressed: Yupx
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nahs

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. White
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yessh
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah!
18. Met someone who changed you: hmmz no
19. Found out who your true friends were: YEA.big time
20. Found out someone was talking about you:yeasss!!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2!
24. Do you have any pets: fish,bird..always wanted a puppy
25. Do you want to change your name: yes.prishanjali or prisciellia.thats why was my name suppose to be
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrate at beach!
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching t.v
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i also dunnoe la
30. Last time you saw your Mother: two hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my attitude
32. What are you listening to right now: not listening at the moment
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:i fuckin cant go sch till next friday
35. Most visited webpage: blog,youtube,friendster and facebook
36. Whats your real name: Prassanna d/o Sathish
37. Nicknames: Prass,anna(onli andy koh calls me tht)
38. Relationship Status: Single.=D
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer=)
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Evergreen primary School
42. Middle School?: Riverside sec
43. High school/college?: nt yet
44. Hair colour: Dark brown
45. Long or short: long=D
46. Height: NOT SHURE.butnot short=p
47. Do you have a crush on someone: yea
48: What do you like about yourself: Being able to smile and cover up evrything behind it=D
49. Piercings: YeS 2..sooon will have moreXD
50. Tattoos: No.Dun lyke
51. Righty or lefty: born as left handed..but mum chged me to write in right=p

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no dun hve la
53. First piercing: 1 yr old
54. First best friend: Thinesh=D
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: i think bintan
58. First pair of trainers: say wht?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: Ice Lemon Tea la
61. I'm about to: rest awhile
62. Listening to: not
63. Waiting for:to return sch

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yea 2!
65. Get Married?: duh
66. Career?: accountance or financial accontance

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both la
69. Shorter or taller: short..tall also ok la
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: LOL..er arms?
73. Sensitive or loud: IM loud..but senstive is gd
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: im trouble maker once in a while.but hesitant is gd

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no never will too
77. Drank hard liquor: not considered hard liqour.so nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yea
79. Sex on first date: fuck u.no
80. Broken someone's heart: wit no intentions yes.
82. Been arrested: nopex.
83. Turned someone down: yea.sorry.didnt mean to.=(
84. Cried when someone died: yea.duh
85. Fallen for a friend?: hahahahahha..shudup la..yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yea
87. Miracles: ok la
88. Love at first sight: Not really.
89. Heaven: no
90. Santa Claus: used to.i wish it was too la.but i guess no
91. Kiss on the first date: nahs..slow and steady=D
92. Angels: NO

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.oruthanuku oruthi=p
95. Did you sing today?: no yst.lan started it!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yea
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: two yrs baq.for the innocent one i knoe and my eshh=)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: his birrthday=)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : uh.with this particular person ..yes
100. Will promise to always love the one u love: yea?weird question though

Blissful =D

Yesterday was jus a day which was jus happening.
though i didnt go out i jus having a great time with my loved ones

morning my thae came over...i mean athai=p
she bought for me and deep macdonald breakfast so sweet ehs..oh and she came all
the way from jurong ehs.then she went to tan tock seng hospital to bring her mother who is my granmother for check ups=p

then lann!!! and mahesh anneh came over my house..
its been yrs since i saw him..haha actually weeks..didnt had the chance to see him on his birthday also..stupid flu=p
then catch up with him alott..k wait got disturbed alot..kept laughing at simbhu asshole la hee.
then went playing karem board he cnnt sit at one place siah..walk here and there touch this and tht..aiyo restless la he...then karem has alot of rules right ..then when he and bro playing ..my bro like try to play cheat he get stressed up he tell my bro "eh fuckhead..dun be a gal"
hahah he damn stress alredi..haaha.for one dumb game..evryone started laughin at him..
then watch movie then had great time.
then keep telling i owe him chocolate...then he left alr..



then my thae come baq she bought for me lunch also..awww so sweet..
then she spent time with both of us=D
then sent ter down to tke taxi..i always do tht whenever she come over=D
SINCE I WAS PRIMARY 4..gd arhz.


then i came baq feeling tired was listening to songs then about to fall asleep then Aswini called
and asked me to open the door.i was like huh ..lol shocked la..lols..preethika also came by..
ha thanks for the lovely ice lemon tea guys!then talk so much..time flies fast=D
IM NOT SHUTTING MY MOUTH FOR ANY REASON..

k then night fell from 8pm to 12am no moving anywhere was glued to t.v
vijay t.v jus to watch prabhu deva dance=D AND thought manoj will wil.sad he didnt win.but man he is soo good he cud do michael jackson moves sooo well..then prabhu deva danced also..man he was jus great..so sad when he was sad abt mj's death..k then was msging duck abt it.
ha alan missed watching the dance..he wanted to watch but he forgot.=D


then nights..

i enojoyed myself yesterday....


right now watching tamil movie kushii....will write in later..

umaaaa i miss u so much la....achooo..loves....

that day when i saw ur eyes i thought there werent any problems in life except takin my eyes of urs..

LAN SAYANG=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG=)

u r finnaly 20 ..i badly wanted to write ur full name but i knoe u dun like others knwing ur full name so i wont write it..yea he hate people calling his full name ..imma exception okhay.
special case..haha... LAN is the most retarded person i love alot=D
Someone who is damn freakin daring and wud do anything as long as u dare him too..
he cannot sleep a day without annoying me.thats for shure.

but he is sucha sweet thing in my life..
and never gives me up for anyone or anything..
he is a chocolate boi.who awaits to steal my chocolate evrytime i buy one=p
now he is undder agreement with me..when this boi turns 21 and thats when i turn 16 he wud stop smoking.so lets see..well he prays evryday that i have short term memory and forgets about this little agreement...
k the bottom most important thing is I LOVE THIS GUY ALOT.
he is like my own brother..
i jus cant accept the fact we have 5 years age gap.and i keep calling him lan and forget to cal him anna and he is ok with it too.=p
anyways.i wanted to get him smthing for his birthday but cuz i was sick i cudnt get him anything.
so i open bottle for him for his birthday..hope he enjoyed his birthday..
love u lan sayang
he loves white so there u go=D

H1N1 =P

OH MY GOD I MISSED MY BLOG SO MUCH!
i had noone else to talk to..usually this is where i come to crAP OUT and mke a fool out of myself
and evrything lah..

k i miss all my sugars!!

thank you BESTU FRENDA for the company..for sms-in though u oni had 10cents left in ur handphone..thats seriously so sweet..appreciate it alot=D THANK YOU.. I LOVE YOU=d

And alll my classmates and 3/1 and npcc mates for all the those messages from u guys..thanks alott..i appreciate it.ALOT..

kk i sspent about five days at kkh..something which i always wanted to do in my life.
i knoe im stupid to think that way..but i always wanted to experience staying in hospital!
haha...it was good but man i died of boredom.luckily t.v was to rescue thought all i watched was channel 5 , hbo and vasantham=D.

made few friends over there..time passed and im baq..
missing all my dear ones soo much

k adioz...
will return school on next friday=)
bye people

syndromes

time-check:7.53pm

morning drives to KKH.
momma brought me there.
then they took a swab which was kinda painfull=p
then mede me sit in such a cold place which made me shiver to death=x

basically i was jus having a hard time over there
we were there for abt few hours...then
they told us they wud tell the results in 24 hours.
then they ask wther i preferred staying in the hospital or home..
i said home though staying in hospital is fun.
home was the choice cuz laptop and t.v gives company
but hospital is fun cuz..u dun have to eat home food or do wht people say=D

OR BEFORE I FORGET.
I WUD LIKE TO THANK MY BRO
for all the sweet things he has done for me..
like screwing shamen for saying smth hurtful to me
like taking my temperature for me
like forcing me to get to bed
like making me eat time to time
like making shure i was alright and still breathing
like takin me water even though he was about to sleep
and most of all he carried me to my room last night cuz i fell asleep while watching t.v
thts damn sweet la..thanks soo much for the care and concern bro=)love yuew=)
and now thanks for getting me dinner..
im sorry for slamming doors and having a hush tone the first day i was sick.
i was angry when people get into my space and asking me evry min whts wrong

like my mum middle of the night she kept touching my forehead with her cold hands..
i knoe she was jus concern but i was iritated..i told her to stop touching me.
im sorry..imagine evry half an hour u get cold touch on forheads..i dunnoe about u but i was jus annoyed.=p

i miss my daily entertainers..
i got 135 messages from people on how i was i.
lol not 135 people..but messages some of the messages was liek why when how now how?
yea soo 135 messages ...so iwasnt bored after all=)
i appreciate the concern :)

i miss umaa alot.and dun feel bad that u cant visit me
iwudnt want u getting sick too!
dun worry ill see u soon=) i love u.

lols..so much twist in schools..i get so much updates about school from my classmates and school mates..ahaa..yeah..so much of updates. i dint feel i was missing school.


my asshole bestfriend has run away.
u r such a fuckhead=D
i love you.U r still a bitch mind you



esssh..
missing u once again.sick la...not my fault ok...curse the sickness
love u.will go to ur house soon alrights..
u tke cre..life is jus not the same without u..
wish u were here.


if i was awake later at 10pm might catch mj songs on channel 5

Bubbles

time-check:8.23pm

morning was not very sick but got worst by the end of recess..temperature shoots to 39.5
evryone is soo concern ah..like they all so sweet..i appreicate all this things u do for me..=)
got tons of messages from evrywhere..haha bukit panjang also sickheads..jurong also sickheads..
to all my sickhead frens.get well soon alright=)

oh mc....will be bac next tuesday..i wish i recover soon..i need to get presents for smeone..or some people..=p dn worry people ill get well soon...






bubbles...i knoe u wont happy with things..but i wish i cud help..
anyways there;s 1000 of other gals out there..dun worry.
here for u..=)and and i appreciate it alot for my replies..
love u.miss u.