the never ending love

her cakeee

her special day..15 finnaly!

her million dollar smile

left hand smemre..aiyo love!

prisss..haaha...preethii

the siblings..bruno dunstan mathews miranda

umyyy ka and prethi ka

i and her got treasure the bag la...

hahah.shyeeee.

darleenng and preethika

awww doesent she looks bettter than ever?!

floureddd

presenting preethika!

trio!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREETHIKA!!

Hey preethika....this is for u..
hope u like the small last min plans we did for u..
thanks for evrything preethika.i wanna appreciate u so much for all the things u have done for me.thankew sweethart..thanks for being there for me when i needed a shoulder..
i love u so much and i never wud wanna lose sucha friendship in my life..
god bless yu..and im always here for u ..

jus kill urself

time-check:7.49pm

i dun feel sorry..if u r hurt jus jump down and die.

but i am not goin to write wht happen yst or whtever shit.
sorry i think itss useless and i dun wish to write either..so yeah..thats tht..

all i wud say is sunday was a big blow..the day after long i had to feel my eyes with overflowing water again.fcuk shit..

im sorry if im gonna sound rude..right now i dun cre..probably i cool down after writting out wht i feell..

right now..i dun think its worth having u as smeone i love alot..
i find myself following u..no matter wht bitched up or stuck up u cud be to me..
im lika idiot who cant leave for the reason i love u alot as a fren..i cant afford to lose it..
ive known u for abt two yrs..i knoe i HAVE ALWAYS kept u in mind when i do anything.
i always prayed u to have a good life even if mine sucked.maybe ive done too much for a fren?
maybe ive chosen the wrong one.the way u treat me now is totally diff from last time..
yes im hurt.if this was last time i knoe u wud be readin my blog.but now i even doubt u care to even run through mmy blog..guess u have mre impt things in life then me?
hate it when i hear from my fren u do not go to ur school and skip!the person i knew the last time when u knew no intruders..my life was perfect.jus the i wanted u to be..now no.seeing u like tht hurts me.alot.right now we cud walk pass each other not even a smile..and tht fuckin hurts.
smetime i wish u knew how much i treasure..but i wish to stay silent..forever?i guess?
cus telling yu this isnt gonna chge u bit..u gonna say tht u wan another chance.and ill go its ok and ill say i love u..but i knoe it very welll its gonna happen again. but i jus keep within myself.
wht for say it when it aint gona chge..let it be this way..a fake love from u and the best frenship from me....ill cheat on myself saying u love me the way i love u..i bet u wudnt feel guilt in urself one bit..after readin and if u "wah fuck!this idiot got nth got to do" this is wht im saying this is u and that is me..
but smetime i jus dun get it..the care and concern u show me is jus the sweetest..noone wud have showed me thtm kind of love after esh left me..haha..i guess thats how people are?

lets jus move on arite?

call it sensitive i dun cre..but when i dun get a reply i get fuckin pissed..i get annoyed when u dun pick up my calls..and thanks preethika for replying me msg..i really appreciate it alot...i was jus thinking u wudnt reply....

and im sorry to those ive been rude today..i knoe i shudnt had shown u faces jus because i was angry...and when i scold u or get angry with u easily it jus means i really love u alot..and who else can i rely on when i need smeone..dun get it wrong as in im usin u as a punching bag or whtso ever..i jus depend u people alot..and i really wud thnk u guys for really keeping up with my stuck up faces.i knoe i got a problem with my attitude..but its really awesome if those who cud tolerate has beeen tolerating it..like there are time where eshu talking to me nicely and i wud go.
".u damn annoying la..whts ur problem."
and this is wht he wud say "pig,u r my sister thats whye la..tht one problem ah?"
i and him have a age gap of 5 yrs this is wht kind of ppl i have in life..this i appreciate alot.
so there goes alot of complaints in my blog..


i dun hold anger with me for long..i jus needed to like get it out of my head..
sorry if it sounds offensive la..and fuckin laptop.i got problem uploadin my pics..

indrani is missed like so much..gonna meet him next thursday i think..haaa...temple then macs!!haha..indrani rmber push sathish down!!!!haa

npcc jus made things abit ok..went for the meeting today..and talking to them was really stress releiving...oh today was npcc day...=D HAPPY 50TH ANNIVERSARY!

DARLEEENG...yes yes im soooo ddamn happy for u..but i jus duunno how to show it.
and dun worry...all problems will be gone soon..and ill stand by urside.cuz i care!and love.
lau?forget abt wht i told u abt yst...seriously..i love u darleeeeeen....muacks..



tom is a special day for my sweethart..the gal who has been always there for me and always holding me tight and advicin me when i need..and told me wht i was right..and who made my ffrenship stronger with smeone..and evrything...i knoe at time ive not appreciate things..but babe thanks for everything.i love u babe...its her birthday tom...ill be on my best behavior tom..
will use the least least amt of vulgarities.hahaha...illl try not to use at aLL!=d.


babylove im broke!

him throught the phone

saturday



woke up like as if ive done 10000 work last night..
yeah i was tired..hurriedly rushed to shower then iron my npcc uniform
aand find for my cadet leader tee shirt.
my room like treasure hunt like tht..so hard to find thing..
now baq to square one..ive gotten baq a messsy room
june hols gotta clean it up..big time
shitt!

then drink ice mile..left...went there to chge to full uniform..
and found out tht i forgot to bring my black socks...like shit laaa!
i called my dad.....fcuk..said was tired la dunnoe wht shitt..pissed!
fuckin need things urgent laa..then rush home..took my socks and run to school
school to home since far suddenly back then..then i was like dyingof thirst.
ran back.got chged and rush..guess wht.i was on time laa....damn shockin right..
thanks to e people was abt to cover up for me by saying she fell down and needed time to walkand sstuff
hahaha crap!!right@? i knoe!!

promotion parade went great..at last promoted to corporal.
sadli priya wasnt promoted since she didnt inform mis fu for her absence and stuff
so after tht..we had to chge baq and we had debreive session for our squad.
then they talk till 2pm!
damn im suppose to meet aunt at tekka at 2pm.aah..
i hate it when im late for smth...it started to rain heavy..
was released at 2.15..walk home in the rain.fully drenched..
walk home took shower then left..by the time i get ready it was 3pm
met momma at tekka..she brought me to aunty's shop..
then did waxing..haa..lol yes it did hurt...whoooo..
haha sorry preethika.i knoe u wanna do it too=(..dun worry ur time wil come=D

Then.i was darn hungry..if u notice i have been surviving on a milo packet since 6am to 7pm
then bought mee goreng.cuz i wanted the spice..then we eat..i was really hungry
so we ate..then shop shop at tekka...
so i was lookin ard..evrywhere i turned..the purple was jus really nice.
no im not saying the tops look nice cuz it was purple..but it was jus nice when it was in purple.
really! then i look at one..which i liked alot alot.i didnt had the intention to buy though.
but mum jus bought it ah!so sweet right =D...
Then walk walk..i see one white slippers..not slippers actually
its was nice..tht one my aunty buy for me..sweet right.ha i knoe
then shop like crazy..jus look around see people then talk talk..
then called uncle to fetch us.we were darn tired.then waiteed like half an hour before he arrived..i jus sat at the road curb there..i was jus too tired after cca then tekka and then shopping
it sounds a little bit..but im really tired..
then he send me home.by the time i reach home it was 11+
so exhausted ah!.
watch movie then dozze off..


pictures wll be uploaded lateerrr tooo..sorrry

I wanna spent it here with u

FRIDAY

slacked int he morning...webcam first thing in the morning with preethikaa..
then love came online jus to talk to me...?without doin her morning duties!!haha..then blackmail me all..hahaha...lookin at the email u send me gave me a big shock for the day..laughed till i drop=D
HAA.

i didnt go cca..cuz i was not well..annd i had dumb e learning thing to do..

preethi called me to follow her go orchard..i asked her to come over here first cuz i needed the charger badli..and as expected she came late...but she so sweet bought me my fav chocolate doughnut.ahaha...thankew syg!then eat eat..then left house abit late..she inform the dental people she wud be late..oh yea we went there to let preethi have a chge in colour of braces and some adjusments in it...oooo..i was excited i knoe tht! haa..then i was talkin to her abt the email aswini was send us both abt..then uhm whtt..oh yea
again i follows preethika to orchard with only less than $20..again!again..same time same thing..
haaa..sway uh!fcuk!but it was ok la..she damn good actually she asked me to eat home so tht i wudnt spend much and stuff..so we went there..laughing...oh and poor preethi leg had some wound..sorry sweethart i didnt have a plaster at home *guilty*..so i purposely walk slowly so tht she cud be able to walk..then we went to the same place for her braces...so we cam whored in the place to wait.hahaha...then went inside..preethi got smth for her birthday from the denntist woman..so sweet right..yea it was..haha. i lyke one idiot takin so long to choose.
i was like "uhmmmm preethii..green nice laa..butbtu u wear alr.i dun wan!
"hmmm preethi pink damn nice siah..damn striking smre..i dunnoe..wait i need time to think!"
"ha preeethi preethi! purple purple!nicenice! confirm confirm..next time wear pink"
hahah so gt excited over purple..*shameless*

*oh then smth happpen..this one i cnnt write.hahaha..later i die*

then after she wore braces..i force her smile wide..cuz purple jus looked great!!
of cuz her million dollar smile also good la.heee..then went to preethika fav place
to tke photo..hahahaha...nnahs i wudnt embarace u...=p!!!

then photo photo..then did windows shopping...
"dior" preethika "dior" hahahhahahahhahahhaahhahah..=p.dumb.
then left from there after talkin and roaming..
suppose to meet anand to bring him go clinic he was sick..since i knoe ill reach home late i cudnt follow him.sorehs..
then we left.in the train..embarassing.hahaa nvm...
then she came my house..talk to mum and dad..eat with me..then she left cuz time was running..

haha..i called anand 9 times..before tht stubbon ass pick up my call...then mum scold him for not seeing doctor.hahahahhaha=)

then send preethi home..then baq home watch t,v then call it a day =D
pictures later i put!

sports day picks

while waiting for love to get done with school work..=p

everlast vs trial
Babygal =D
MY sweetest partner!kai chong..he is the best=D
Dhinesh AND me..ahhaha cute face he!
duck 2!

me and sherinrinyaa
i lyke this picture..priya and prass
A is for apple?wrong! A is for love la!
My love.get loss idiots!
nahs she isnt studying..looks can be deceiving..

oh i forgot..whole waiting for love to finish wit tamil work..
i had sme catching up to do wit kumar
mrs kumar.!!hahah disturb her..then use her marker inkk finish alsoo..
play tic tac toe and bingo liek small kid like tht..
ahahaaa.a..idiot scold me love..better not!!
hey love i wasnt rude..sorry if i sounded rude to mrs kumar=P!

will write about today tom...hopefully and will upload the pics tom alsooneeeda watch t.v k bubye

SPORTS CARNIVAL=D

time-check:2.22pm
haha nice timing siah.


this was yst..
so morning woke up..and saying "oh yea today got school"
when i open my eyes today morning.i saw this beatiful cresent up high in the clear blue sky.that was really smth which make me smile when i woke up
cuz few days didnt go school then feel strange to go back to school.hehe.
so wore the weird toilet sign shirt..hahahaha
actually not too bad la the shirt....haha orange was jus a sweet colour la
then yea i got excited over my name at the back..haha got star star also!good right.

haha..then went to school..wait under priya block then went school with her..
chats with her..then went school..talk crap...

then assemblebleble.....wanted to meet uma badli..cuz i wanted to talk to her...i was jus so confused yst...like omg confuse...cuz the thing which i heard with my ears jus cudnt reach my head..
cuz i didnt knoe whther to be sad or happy abt it...its too late dear boi.

but if i were to tell this person that wht this person felt was wht i felt too..it wud like imma a bitch who is trying to break current relationships yeah?and consequences are well known to person cuz tht person had heard wht wud happen if this happens...confused?i think he wud understand it perfectly.GUESS im gonna suffer see u with another.ITS MY FAULT..but if u didnt knoe how i felt..dun worry i will tell u ...not too soon..my 18th birthday?when u wanted it i didnt want it so now when u are with another i feel it i guessS?
seeems like some love story ah?hahaha nahs...
fairytale lahs.

k lucky i kept my mouth shut..cuz telling it to e wrong person will get myself into trouble..
umaaaaa i needa talk to uuuuuuuu........laulaulau!!alll abt lau!=p...aww i miss u...

nvm comin baq to sports day..played netball...it was a draw..hot sun man it was hot..
kk i we won a few games 3/2 not me la..hahah.kk then scream cheer..

then wht else disturb mmy love pictures time...=D
TOOK PICS WIT priya sheri dhinesh duck preethi kai chong
hahaha dhinesh fun la..hahah funny la tht ass...not bad at all..

then bloody shangari is suchha annoying thing...grrrr..
stare stare...fucking shitt! shudd have ask her wht u staring at..but scolded her chi bai then my fren pull me away..waste huh?lols..

kk then walk to my house...as usual i cook for them..then chat chat chat..
watch american idol..haaa aswini jus cant stand other people other then her ADAM..lols..
k once again as promised they enojyed themselves..i did too..
lead them to bus stop...

slept early was very tired......
oh wait i was bored too..
msg sme idiot..idiots very busy.hmph..wadever thinesh wadever.=p
haha..wait he write abt me in his friendster..wooooo kk ..lols..
chocolate!!ill give u big big big list for it.hahahaha..nahs kidding..

alan...was online.as usual talkin abt the rest..man i miss him..
haha both of us crazily waiting to watch movie..haa..=D..
MISSS U LANLANLAN!

then sleep la....jus another great day spent in the __ WAY

wrttings tom pls..im too tired

bugis shopping

I DUN LIKE BANANAS ...AND I DUN KNOE WHY I JUS DID THT

cutting cake at kfc

cake was yummy!!chocolate duh!


at bugisisis

the amt of badgesss

ESCALATOR..me and sangeeetha

the esclator which was from first floor to forth

spooky siah the way i tke

calca,zhen xing,ishaq,luqman

me and nikitaaa

on monday..we people went kfc makan then cut cake then went to bugisgisgis!

shop shop shop...hahaha see the stupid sex shop then laugh laugh like mad like tht..
we made a fool out of ourself in the train..like 18 of us bursting out of laughter is no small thing.
then sangeetha keep shouting..damn sensitive btu damn funny ah her reactions..hahahaha
laugh liek mad...embarrassed ourselves....walk walk walk walk walk.damn tiring..

then he had to come my house whenever im not in.whye idiott whyee??!
can u next time like come when im ard...=)
hahaha..actually..hahhahaha i never see u..too bad..


usually when ppl ask me where im am "except for bro and mum" ill either wont say or jus whack one place..u stupid bitch ask me 101 questions..idiot la u.smemre make me say also..
k wadever..

eshu love

come on respect the green shirt..haha=p


me and her..after me goin eshu housee<3






BIG EYES.HAHAA

i gotta a problem.. i always upload pictures late..then i upload alot one shot...
hiya..anyways..picture time=D

did i jus tell him wht is goin on..

time-check:7.15pm

last night..jus cudnt sleep..oh i forgot to write wht happen yst
on saturday i mean..
there was an accident on my way to the birthday party..
a motorbike crash into a car..damn the gal lay flat on the rough surface road..
man.lucky i jus diin see it happening..but the it seems it jus happen 10 mins ago
there wasnt any police yet..tears roll down.
whye?and ii knoe whye..

how wud esh felt when he fell..wht was goin through his mind?
was he hurt?very hurt?didnt he wanna live longer?
didnt he had so much to do in life still?why shud he go so fast?
was it jus bad luck or was it time for him to leave earth?
i wonder ...now all i cud do is pray he is in good hands..like how he was pampered in this generation hope he is still happy in his next..dun wan him suffering
and last night yea i cudnt sleep..memories jus running through my mind..and i had a bad time trying to sleep..cuz when i close my eyes ...u r wht i see/.
rest in peace bro..really missing yur
presence.


________________________________________________________

so today morning suppose to follow faris to get his contact..
dumb last min cancell...angry la of cuz...now im not=D

K so..went to meet *fren* at marsling then met dad at temple
lols..when i walk towards temple i remember pris saying he stayed at block 123
so i thought of msging ..i did..


prass:at home?
he:on my way.you in school?
prass:why so late?me no exam so at marsling
. he:wht u mean?exam finish.im on my way home
prass:oh nth i thought now only u goin sch=)
he:ok haha.you goin marsling for
prass:meet fren then go temple
he:who the fren?
prass:fren la=)now with dad.you stay at block 123 ah
he:ya prass:haha from the temple i can see ur block
he:you at temple?
prass:yeah he:who ur fren?
prass:jus now with fren now with dad.whye wanna knoe my fren...you dunnoe la.. where u?
he:in 913
prass:k
he:wad you wearing?
prass:haha panjabi top and jeans
he:haha purple colour right
prass:no black,purple put for wash..so sad.. so where u now?
he:on top my block
prass:i goin busstop now.byebye
he:i see u lol
prass:i cannot prass:idiot
he:haha he:13.all the way right.but 2nd house
prass:i go alredy..slow la u..k bye love yea
he:bye..

k then..baq home..love and preerthi came
talk talk then watch one pathetic movie.
then i wanted duck to leave early i dun wanna her having fireworks again
SO they left me clean house.



ask me 10000 question

where am i goin,wht time am i goin?who i goin with?why i goin?which place i goin?wht time im goin home?house number of those im goin with?lols

she ah...possecive sial..

hahah..she scared i find new duck haaa..i wont la..i love u k


tired la today..


chats with thinesh and bavani syg.!!


i wanna go watch spider man.

then i also ken become spiderwoman..whooooo..


trust my bestfren..i wwish nth comes out from his mouth=p

love ya

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boredness or lifeless

STOP THINKING IVE FORGOTTEN U IDIOTT ESHU!..MEMORIES DOESENT FADE.
I LOVE U THE WAY U LOVED ME FROM THE START..NTH HAS AND IS MORE IMPT TO ME COMPARED TO YU..HAPPY?MISS U BOI=)

sunday..

kk today nth much to say la..
mum has been slightly naggy today...not the right time to talk to her i guesS?
wht i do today?owh yea i rot at home la.
didnt go to his house today..he called i didn pick up
sorreh hope he isnt angry...ill come next week if possible..love u

ha.then nth la..yst jus stayed home.help mum out then make jelly jelly then eat myself
faris ask me follow him tampenis tot get him contacts tom
so yea shud be goin la.

today t.v also nth to wacth seh..dumb t.v
oh maybe i watched to much of t.v =D

ANAND ..SUCKS FOR NOT TAKIN CARE OF HIMSELF
he was injured but then still went to help out for the soccer at sembawang.


K LETME ROT MYSELF TODAY..BYE PPZ.
HAHA SORRY I JUS MADE U ALL BORED.

though i stayed home i dun feel bored
am i turning lifeles??haa no larhs.im juss enjoying homie environment=D
LMOA

CIOZ.

He was jus friendly that night

saturday..

i usually write my saturday post on sunday cuz ill either have no time or com home late=p
so so so

today in sunday but lets jus move one day back

morning morning.
woke up ....slack like nobody's bussiness.since exams was over..watch t.v use laptop at the same time then talk on the phone also..lol...too much right..lols..exams are over.ahaha..bahs.
then went down
slack with her under my block..jus catching up with evrything..then went home...
wht else disturb my bro and mummie..then t.v time=D
SUCH AN LAZY ASS I WAS IN THE MORNING..

mum got sot of wht i was doin..lols..duh!whole day like who wont get fed up..
lols..then help mums out with stuff..
then chat chat online....

stupid thinesh..got attitude problem=p....bitch he..thinks i wrote abt him when my blog and him got no link sial...mad fellow la he..stubbon ass idiott...ask me msg then dunnoe how to reply also..useless...yes u have a bigbigbig biggggg problem with attitude and sttuboness..=p
but still my bestufrendaaa..luff u syg.=)

k then..then watch t.v more t.v then had to choose wht to wear and waht matches ...i hate it when ive to go out..smetimes whtever u choose never goes well on tht day..=p
then by the time i choose i gotta rush to shower than hurry to get chge and left for usha's 21st birthday part..went there...talk talk..re unite wit cuziz..=D
then stupid games all.=p....owh some dance group came to dance..forgot who also=P
then siva anna so bad..sabo sial..grrr..
then dance floor..songs wasnt badla..but the dj not very gd either..still prefer kishur's 21 birthday ha..then left ard 1+....went to sembawang to eat supper.then cioz....
cme baq home shower crash to bed..aaah tiredd back them ...oni got to bed at 2plus.
bro suppose to go sentosa.ha lucky he didnt go..dun wan him go=p..not everyday is a saturday .come on lucck is not always=X END OF NIGHT.


uma darleeeng....meet me sooon ...evrything is all not in place...
miss u hell loadz..two more days to see yu..awww so long siah..if free then meet u on monday=D
hope evrything is goin smooth for yuew....missh u dear one...i love you...oh got smth to tell u too=)about lau. p.s. not mine..

beauty in love

eshuuuu..love u pig!

time check:9.oopm

morning..cudnt wake up but had to.haven done much revision for poa.
owh crap didnt do any revision at all to be honest=p! i dun give a ***
k sorry

was havin a slight migrane..i thought it was headache and jus didnt care abt it

then..went to schoolie...wht else..met uma then talk then left to write physics shit exam..
it wasnt tht bad larhs.it was an average paper i wud say

after the paper i had to stay for my next damn paper principles of accounts..
while the rest went home...so sat with sheri and priya and preethi revise a while.teach sherinnya the trial balance thing for poa..=D

SO THE BLOODY POA PAPER SUCKED ...haa
i dun care..migrane became worst..after long having migrane..haha *winks at uma*
then cudnt really concentrate.aah the peircing feeling..unbearable=(
after paper..wait for a while for preethi to finish her paper..

wilren pinjam phone..thankew daddie!=D

then cioz...actually suppose to follow darleeng pizza..but migrane la i wudnt enjoy myself with a headache...cancelled to meet bavani also.sorry ma!

then talked damn slowly cuz if i talk my normal speed my head hurts alot..
then preethi so sweet larh.want help me quee see doctor since my medcine all finished..
hee..then my house.fry food.then eat..

it wa raining realy heavy..i was jus wondering how is love gonna come my house without getting wet..and there was my dear gal all wet..make me so angry...feel like giving her one slap and sending a home..haha but she give me this cute face...haha unresistable..scold her..then faster run run get towel..help her dry her hair..haha pamper her ...lols who else wud?duck owner k!

watched abiyum naanum.
prakash raj and trisha...waah i tell u !!the movie dammn damn damn funny
specially the bangla PART..HAHAHA..
i and preethika have a commitment..
whenever i see preethika i mus say "hareh!"
and preethika mus reply "oiye oiye"
like banglas.ahahaha..lame siall..but damn cute sial..xD!

Then...went down send them..after tht..meet fren a while..then homes...
ahhh the relief of exams over...=D

BLOODY BRO WENT OUT..MOMMA ALSO WENT OUT..WTF.I SHUD HAD WENT OUT TOO..SO DUMB OF ME TO CANCELL MY MOVIES..FUCK MYSELF LA...

i feel so disgusted..maybe tht didnt happen.maybe it did.wel she said it..indirectly..
man u have an attitude problem..i dun wann be a cause of a quarell..
ha..wht to do..for u im a third person wht..when it come to this matter..
nothing cud be told to me..whye?cuz imma idiot who tells u evrything..lols okhay..
rmber one thing la...this is like routine..u annoy me u iriate the hell out me.u give me a stuck up attitude face..u talk to me like an ass.but im tht stupid idiot who still talks to u..give me a break la..

watched boys vs girls..
michael.is soo good in dance..cant believe im seeing this but he has a cute face lols..
kk next?yaar antah adutha prabu dheva..the commercial shows pppl crying all thts whye i waiting..aiyo hhaven yet !!

thanks love and preethi for dropping by..appreciate it alot..
sorry..love.i knoe i was abit quiet..i wwas jus annoyed la..but i didnt wanna talk abt it..
il be fine..tom got usha's 21st birthday part..aww i wish migrane goes off then the loud songs doesent give me iritation but give the mood=D..CANT WAIT to meet all of themm.haha nanthini alredy planning to hit the dance floor alr..haha..

kk..im gonna spend time with myself.
cuz i wanna stay quiet..dun wanna say wht other iritating happenned..jus delete the annoying part..

eshh..exams are over...im so dumb la eshu..grrrrrr
im sucha idiot to choose a wrong fren in life?wish i cud had made a better choice ...
or wish he cud chge.....man i miss him but he?lol cant be bothered..
its okahy maybe its jus me who expects to much from a fren.
i still love him okhey..lols..of cuz eshu i love u more..u knoe it right ...
kk misssing you so much...*hugs*

i love all=D

Mathes, im done with it

needa revise poa and physics.
sorry ppz will update tom..


updated:

time-check:8.40pm

yst yst yst??i wish cud rmber wht exactly happen..
lol i cnnt..
oh wait yea..it was raining so heavily yst..so mum send me school
went meet darleeng awhile cuz its been years after meeting her..
went to have my gd luck hug from her..luf you umzy

yst it was mathematics paper 2
oh man...it was jus simple...i think illl do well for paper 2..
haha..darleeng's hugs does the magic yeah?hahax.

after tht..preethi,pris and love came over..
so was jus slackin over..my duck pillow didnt want me yst..she oni wanted my laptop.so sad right..
gota find new love alr.=p kidding...

was on the phone wit uma..
haha she didnt like the food at home..so accompanied her to 883..
waaah..i missed her so damn much..so much to catch up wit...
hahah..seriously alot ahs.!haha..miss u still u-maaa!

kk movie marathoned..
then ragu came over help bro with his new itouch.
oh yea bought for bro a $70 speaker..the surround system is good ...very good actually..
haha..bitch he never say thnx...then eat eat..
ragu kept telling me to study study study..hiyooh.nth else to say=p
then investigate bro's new itouch..bleah..im jelous.aha

then revised physics and knock off around 12plus..

not too bad.....

i thought u did it on purpose till u gave me an explaination which i thought was sweet...
i love yu=D

Three more papers..

time-check:10:05pm

went to bed oni at 2.30am but got to sleep oni at 3plus..woke up at 4.30 am to revise things=p
lols...

bro told me wht happen on friday nights..arrrrhhh im annoyed. which part of ur age u dun understand u shudnt be out so late?????????????????i wonder whther u r blinded by them or u trying to self destruct?as shock as i was to hear so was she..even i dun do wht u have done..
lols my bro and i get mixed with dhinesh and thinesh..dumb!and thinesh is becoming a hot topic between me and bro..haa

kk wadeva idiots..cnnt believe u kept ur mouth sealed abt such a big issue...silent abt it..
yes iritated.

jelousy is wht i see in myself yst and today morning....was jus feeling so mus jelousy..ive started comparing..huge huge amt of my mind was jus comparing myself and him...i felt it was unfair..i jus wanted wht i want though i knoe i cannot get it right at this age=p/sickening la..
fuck i hate this feeling in me..

geopgraphy was super good...it went smooth la...b3 yeah?haha lol..chemistry was average ungraded..no comments abt it..but i wont fail..love told me chem was hard..wish the rest of her papers was much better=)

after school waited for a long time for preethi to come...then so sweet they sent me home then left..i appreciate tht alot alot alot!thank you so much..tht accompany was smth special=D

I MISS MY RECESS WIT UMA DARLEENG=(..cnnt wait to see and talk to her..awwwww..
soooo much to talk..recess was never fun without U...MISS YOU loadz..love u darlink!*hugs*

homiefied..went down with her to woodlands mart ..then she followed me baq home took my books over to her house to study..we didnt exactly study..i rather was enjoying my time..seriously it been two months since i met her...haha and its been long since i laugh tht much,,infact for this year today was the day i laughed alot and it was because of her..heee


i really reaally feel much much much better now..but i knoe this wud ware off..since when life was ever happy...lets fact it...i knoe there wud be smeone there to ruin it...fuck u all idiots who thinks tht way=D....lols i dun giva damn yahs>? i care?care for those whom i love and the end..



wht is the point of telling a ass wht he has done wrong or wht has he said which u didnt like when its all gonna go baq to square one and u knoe it wud go baq very well..yea im tht stupid idiot ..scape goat..idiot..stupid one who still waits for the chamge to happen..when noone was there between us..aand frenship was the biggest ...love never cam between=D

compared to you..she is considered a fat bitch..she and you are nt meant to be togther..she is a bitch and u r not..well u r not exactly a bitch larhs..haha..butbutbut why cant u jus close ur eyes and listen to frenship then smeone u knoe for months..i jus don get the main thanng???

tom is math...ends i dunnoe wht time..but i knoe same as tech..i gonna like either wait or go home chge then meet bavaniII!!haahaa....

sinda was okhay...had fun with new malay teacher he's good in talkin..heee=P.
KK...baq home some drama with momma...skipping tht la...

went admiralty to get dinner since there wasnt food at home =X!
Bought food..baq home relflections...today i didnt see you at all.. =(..
tom is math im gonna catch up with sleep then wake up early to get all the formulas up the brain...=p..

early nights..today i was really tired la...i oni got 1 and a half hours of sleep laa..like wht the fuck.
kk......
cnnt wait for exams to end..three more papers to go..math paper 2 needa get brain rest=D GOD KNOWS WHT THT MEANS...


eshhh..today was really like laughin out my stress out..thns for evrything sayang bro...oh and im afrais for deep..i wish he doesent get into any big trouble or any sorts...puhlease..we got enuf of things to be solved at home alr..and btw me and him is like back to basic i guess..yes eshuuu im missing u like ive never seen you for 1000 years...awww..how i wished u were right here..if oni i cud see you..at least i live with the releive eshu is here for me..i knoe i knoe u r still here with me but still..its hard to explain alright..u knoe it well i suck in explainations..hehaha..kk wadever..u knoe it i love u more than anyone so dun get jelous like me all..oh yesh eshu..im getting jealous once again i reall wish this doesent affect my friendships laaaa.aiyooo eshhuuu..why esh whyeee
nvm nvm,,u take care k..buy me chocolate k...haha naah..now its diff..i buy chocolated for you..haha its k..i love u more more tday..dun too happy all...i miss u..

wasnt the best ,i knoe

time-check: 7.00pm

today im gonna blog as short as possible..hopefully it is..time is precious.
yea im rushing through my things i need to revise..i cant flop the rest like wht ive done to my math

yes people.i woke up at 4 jus to revise my social studies as it thought last min for mathematics wudnt help and i neede mre help in social studies..so i did revise i got evrything memmorise jus the way it suppose to be remembered..

morning greetings made my day..thanks=D

today was math paper 1 and social studies..

first paper..killer paper..mathematics..my confidence hide behind a wall when i saw the paper..
gaaah.
fuck..im gonna faily for sure..doin my math paper made me feel soo low..reallli fucked up..i nearly felt like sitting at one corner and flop the rest of the papers...and wht next sit and cry la..
i knoe i will fail it..cuz i knoe how badly ive done..it was really hard..noone to blame but me..some of it its not tht its hard ,it was jus tht i didnt practise it for me to knoe it
man..i really felt lost..i was like.sorry esh im gonna flop evrything..im so so sorry.=(..ive let u down..nt again..awww

wwent to pris.tell her abt it..tell sheri,priya,preethi..they were like seriously damn damn damn good..they talk to me...they told me..there;s paper 2 and can pull up marks.and if im gonna think abt it ill suck my social studies..they said this was oni mid-year and end of year has mre percentage..but ive never flop my math before.they were like its done so dun cry over it..and dun kill the rest subjects..but they were all seriously very happening..they were really there to mke me get over it..i kinda did..they made me revise for social studies really hard..ssherinnya was there teachin me..making me revise my ss..man she was great.so was the rest..

trust me if they weren't there i wud had jus slept throught out my rest of the papers for the week..sorry i give up sometimes easily..*weakness* fuck.

oh i wanted to talk to love after the big bang..well i got scolded..she scolded me..but still seeing her made me feel better

sat for my social studied..it was splendid..i did my very best ..i knoe it..thanks sherinnya,priya,pris,preethi and love for e support..=D

AFTER school...ponteng chemistry class aha..then went home with love and preethi...then chats then they went home..thnx for dropping by =)
oh i sprain my neck like wht the fuck la.ahaahaa..then i slepy while listening to songs..i was tired..woke up..use laptop then took shower.went to meet padayappa bro.ahaha faris laa..he calls himself tht..yeahs..he pass me my file.then bubble tea myself to his block..sent him then left homee...

blogging..tag board died..awwww...nahs i understand exams goin on yeah....
where my daily reader..sad u knoe u nver tag lols.hahah bubble bleah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIVEN!
he has turn 16 in this special day..someone who has been there for me when i needed smeone...
who was there to keep me on track..who was there to side me when my own brother iritates meor scolds me..hhe has even scolded his mum because his mum told me smth unintentionally hurtful three yrs baq..he is cmeone close to my heart..yeah bro thanks for evrything..im always here for u...and yea of cuz im here to annoy u..if i dun annoy you who else will..thanks for evrthing...i love u bro..enjoy ur day..cheers.



esh im sorry ive let u down for math..gaaahh...im so worried...guide me through eshu..i love u soo much..im sorri im sorrie..yeah manny has scolded me for wht ive done sub you..lols..
today niven birthday..hope is stays as happy as he is today..

appreciated those who is reading my blog ..takin time jus to get here to read..thanks u so much!
i love yall