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i dun feel sorry..if u r hurt jus jump down and die.
but i am not goin to write wht happen yst or whtever shit.
sorry i think itss useless and i dun wish to write either..so yeah..thats tht..
all i wud say is sunday was a big blow..the day after long i had to feel my eyes with overflowing water again.fcuk shit..
im sorry if im gonna sound rude..right now i dun cre..probably i cool down after writting out wht i feell..
right now..i dun think its worth having u as smeone i love alot..
i find myself following u..no matter wht bitched up or stuck up u cud be to me..
im lika idiot who cant leave for the reason i love u alot as a fren..i cant afford to lose it..
ive known u for abt two yrs..i knoe i HAVE ALWAYS kept u in mind when i do anything.
i always prayed u to have a good life even if mine sucked.maybe ive done too much for a fren?
maybe ive chosen the wrong one.the way u treat me now is totally diff from last time..
yes im hurt.if this was last time i knoe u wud be readin my blog.but now i even doubt u care to even run through mmy blog..guess u have mre impt things in life then me?
hate it when i hear from my fren u do not go to ur school and skip!the person i knew the last time when u knew no intruders..my life was perfect.jus the i wanted u to be..now no.seeing u like tht hurts me.alot.right now we cud walk pass each other not even a smile..and tht fuckin hurts.
smetime i wish u knew how much i treasure..but i wish to stay silent..forever?i guess?
cus telling yu this isnt gonna chge u bit..u gonna say tht u wan another chance.and ill go its ok and ill say i love u..but i knoe it very welll its gonna happen again. but i jus keep within myself.
wht for say it when it aint gona chge..let it be this way..a fake love from u and the best frenship from me....ill cheat on myself saying u love me the way i love u..i bet u wudnt feel guilt in urself one bit..after readin and if u "wah fuck!this idiot got nth got to do" this is wht im saying this is u and that is me..
but smetime i jus dun get it..the care and concern u show me is jus the sweetest..noone wud have showed me thtm kind of love after esh left me..haha..i guess thats how people are?
lets jus move on arite?
call it sensitive i dun cre..but when i dun get a reply i get fuckin pissed..i get annoyed when u dun pick up my calls..and thanks preethika for replying me msg..i really appreciate it alot...i was jus thinking u wudnt reply....
and im sorry to those ive been rude today..i knoe i shudnt had shown u faces jus because i was angry...and when i scold u or get angry with u easily it jus means i really love u alot..and who else can i rely on when i need smeone..dun get it wrong as in im usin u as a punching bag or whtso ever..i jus depend u people alot..and i really wud thnk u guys for really keeping up with my stuck up faces.i knoe i got a problem with my attitude..but its really awesome if those who cud tolerate has beeen tolerating it..like there are time where eshu talking to me nicely and i wud go.
".u damn annoying la..whts ur problem."
and this is wht he wud say "pig,u r my sister thats whye la..tht one problem ah?"
i and him have a age gap of 5 yrs this is wht kind of ppl i have in life..this i appreciate alot.
so there goes alot of complaints in my blog..
i dun hold anger with me for long..i jus needed to like get it out of my head..
sorry if it sounds offensive la..and fuckin laptop.i got problem uploadin my pics..
indrani is missed like so much..gonna meet him next thursday i think..haaa...temple then macs!!haha..indrani rmber push sathish down!!!!haa
npcc jus made things abit ok..went for the meeting today..and talking to them was really stress releiving...oh today was npcc day...=D HAPPY 50TH ANNIVERSARY!
DARLEEENG...yes yes im soooo ddamn happy for u..but i jus duunno how to show it.
and dun worry...all problems will be gone soon..and ill stand by urside.cuz i care!and love.
lau?forget abt wht i told u abt yst...seriously..i love u darleeeeeen....muacks..
tom is a special day for my sweethart..the gal who has been always there for me and always holding me tight and advicin me when i need..and told me wht i was right..and who made my ffrenship stronger with smeone..and evrything...i knoe at time ive not appreciate things..but babe thanks for everything.i love u babe...its her birthday tom...ill be on my best behavior tom..
will use the least least amt of vulgarities.hahaha...illl try not to use at aLL!=d.
babylove im broke!
i dun feel sorry..if u r hurt jus jump down and die.
but i am not goin to write wht happen yst or whtever shit.
sorry i think itss useless and i dun wish to write either..so yeah..thats tht..
all i wud say is sunday was a big blow..the day after long i had to feel my eyes with overflowing water again.fcuk shit..
im sorry if im gonna sound rude..right now i dun cre..probably i cool down after writting out wht i feell..
right now..i dun think its worth having u as smeone i love alot..
i find myself following u..no matter wht bitched up or stuck up u cud be to me..
im lika idiot who cant leave for the reason i love u alot as a fren..i cant afford to lose it..
ive known u for abt two yrs..i knoe i HAVE ALWAYS kept u in mind when i do anything.
i always prayed u to have a good life even if mine sucked.maybe ive done too much for a fren?
maybe ive chosen the wrong one.the way u treat me now is totally diff from last time..
yes im hurt.if this was last time i knoe u wud be readin my blog.but now i even doubt u care to even run through mmy blog..guess u have mre impt things in life then me?
hate it when i hear from my fren u do not go to ur school and skip!the person i knew the last time when u knew no intruders..my life was perfect.jus the i wanted u to be..now no.seeing u like tht hurts me.alot.right now we cud walk pass each other not even a smile..and tht fuckin hurts.
smetime i wish u knew how much i treasure..but i wish to stay silent..forever?i guess?
cus telling yu this isnt gonna chge u bit..u gonna say tht u wan another chance.and ill go its ok and ill say i love u..but i knoe it very welll its gonna happen again. but i jus keep within myself.
wht for say it when it aint gona chge..let it be this way..a fake love from u and the best frenship from me....ill cheat on myself saying u love me the way i love u..i bet u wudnt feel guilt in urself one bit..after readin and if u "wah fuck!this idiot got nth got to do" this is wht im saying this is u and that is me..
but smetime i jus dun get it..the care and concern u show me is jus the sweetest..noone wud have showed me thtm kind of love after esh left me..haha..i guess thats how people are?
lets jus move on arite?
call it sensitive i dun cre..but when i dun get a reply i get fuckin pissed..i get annoyed when u dun pick up my calls..and thanks preethika for replying me msg..i really appreciate it alot...i was jus thinking u wudnt reply....
and im sorry to those ive been rude today..i knoe i shudnt had shown u faces jus because i was angry...and when i scold u or get angry with u easily it jus means i really love u alot..and who else can i rely on when i need smeone..dun get it wrong as in im usin u as a punching bag or whtso ever..i jus depend u people alot..and i really wud thnk u guys for really keeping up with my stuck up faces.i knoe i got a problem with my attitude..but its really awesome if those who cud tolerate has beeen tolerating it..like there are time where eshu talking to me nicely and i wud go.
".u damn annoying la..whts ur problem."
and this is wht he wud say "pig,u r my sister thats whye la..tht one problem ah?"
i and him have a age gap of 5 yrs this is wht kind of ppl i have in life..this i appreciate alot.
so there goes alot of complaints in my blog..
i dun hold anger with me for long..i jus needed to like get it out of my head..
sorry if it sounds offensive la..and fuckin laptop.i got problem uploadin my pics..
indrani is missed like so much..gonna meet him next thursday i think..haaa...temple then macs!!haha..indrani rmber push sathish down!!!!haa
npcc jus made things abit ok..went for the meeting today..and talking to them was really stress releiving...oh today was npcc day...=D HAPPY 50TH ANNIVERSARY!
DARLEEENG...yes yes im soooo ddamn happy for u..but i jus duunno how to show it.
and dun worry...all problems will be gone soon..and ill stand by urside.cuz i care!and love.
lau?forget abt wht i told u abt yst...seriously..i love u darleeeeeen....muacks..
tom is a special day for my sweethart..the gal who has been always there for me and always holding me tight and advicin me when i need..and told me wht i was right..and who made my ffrenship stronger with smeone..and evrything...i knoe at time ive not appreciate things..but babe thanks for everything.i love u babe...its her birthday tom...ill be on my best behavior tom..
will use the least least amt of vulgarities.hahaha...illl try not to use at aLL!=d.
babylove im broke!
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