Thursday, May 7, 2009

I WANTED U THERE..

time-check: 7.50pm

morning met darleeng cuz she wanted to draw money..met drawn..and went to school..met suha and the rest people...and chats...i asked a sec 1 for chcolate..wht the helll ah..haha..
went to hall..
put bag then went down ...met preethi then up to hall...fucking shit..got caught for long fringe,skirt,colour clip and dunnoe wht..mdm soh.who else.aah..annoyed..lols.preethika chill!its ok dum hurt her..lols..it my fault..=D.IM TOTALLY FINE..

lessons..sicked..like some type of dead mummie i sat there,trying to learn.nth went into my head.all i cud rmber was writting an essay in 20 mins
handing in up and resting head on table.thats it..

recess..ahh..embarassed.
no wait..so i ordered food..after long not eating malay food.
didnt eat finish..was too full though i wasnt full.awkward.maybe not in the mood?
sore throat was jus damn annoying...purposely bought ice milo...haha voice chge...now it sux mre..feverish feeling..
went to put baq plate.was about to put where the vendor idiot drop her plates..and as u knoe my school student all went
"owwwwwwwh"
and i had to tke the blame.grrrrrg
i hid behind the pillar nah..it didnt help//
covered my face with my small hand..too bad face bigger than hand.
then hui shaaann!!!mke me mre paiseh ah..keep shouting saying it was mee..hmph.
no one came to my rescue tht time.
lols wht else?
'prince in shining armour'? lols..nah

class.when i reach class..my whole class know abt it alr ah!wht the!
nvm nvm..then was msging kumares..chocolate!*stares at uma*
haha.hopefully kumers didnt tell *him* wht i told.=p!

wadeva

bUbble tea-ed after school wit suha vidette and darleeng.
then went home..yea and this time i was sick.

baq home,watch t.v and slept on sofa the comfortable place to get some peace of mind
woke upp...yea,mum makes me worry..whts wrong with ppl at home.im jus soo afraid whts gonna happen next..i jus wish i cud go smewhere far from wht is goin on..
money is cause of shit.fuckin shit..
just wish things get better for my dear mum laa..
i hate seeing her like tht.covering up jus to mke things look happy.
man she is smeone inspiring..i love her..god puleahse help mum!

trust me..the shit im goin through is jus damn fuckin annoying..
i wanted him there...fuck him!he is busy yeahs..good for him..
thanks...u hurt me in a way...distance is wht i see..this time i not the cause.

morning msges are special..when i dun send that means smth is wrong...at least anand understands.thanks!

feeeeel like jus lyin on bed not to wke up anymree..=)
kai chong,,hope things chges in life..he had mde decisions wise thins time..i glad..dun worry we get oover this together..im here alright..fuckre those who hurt u!i slap them for yuew de!haha

suppose to be on stage tooday doin the assembly..screw upp..i didnt go..
i didnt rmber..gah?tom i hve to go?but there;s so many subs alr?
hope i dun need to do it...im not into this.soreh.

got tamil tom..i wish i do wht i need to do..i hope during my paper i dun rmber problems..
i really wish i dun rmber tht..orelse im gonna screw my paper..im gonna write my name and sleep=D.MOST PROBABLY tht wudnt happen la..control=p

i hate it when she expects her to do well..cmeone she is a bitch..she will get it one day and now she jus got her self into deep shit...DIE BITCH

eshhh,i jus realise tht..nth never rest...im having loadz of things..but
thought it tough times..im having these grp of ppl who mkes me laugh and smile..i jus feel confused on wht to concentrate on..wish uma eats laa..

complicated..true colours are scary.

nnew haircut i think?yes..im angry with yuew..for not coming to school..
i expect explaination okhey! duun smile!u not gonna get away this time..
and if u cnnt find time to even msg .....thn im totally upset..
go la go..go find ur pam to talk..idiot..oh abt her..i got smth to tel u abt!!
k bitch yea.i miss yue..u suck for tht.loves.

owh not forgetting dear dunstan and i had a chat after long..miss him la..
he is also sick..haha hi-5! hope he is doing great...get well soon mirandaaa

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