difference

if im gonna say im gonna update whtever has happened so far. my hands and ur eyes will bleed.
too much to say.
well im not here to update


but to say smth tht i realised.
sometimes things can change over a second.
people do mistakes we have to accept them for their mistakes thts when we are true frens
stop over reacting and say ohh he cheated me or she has cheated me
even i was like tht.i called her a bitch for the things which she has done which seems to be the main issue now.but as time goes by i realise im being relli dumb.
i mean evryone becomes a bitch certain part of their life and sometime somthing u fine bitchy might not be to another
we have to accept or to reject
frens are jus not oni to laugh or for them to help u feel all awesome
ur a true one only when u can accept their mistakes
whye isit its nice when she was sweet but hate him when she does smth evil.
evil to ur eyes bt nt to hers.











time check:1.48am

sugar feeel

GOIN VIVO WITH HER WAS SUPER AWESOME.
ok my eyes are on those heels !!
super nice ones from charles and keith and mondo!
shona loves the heels from mondo..
was super glad she like heels all
and damn! she can choose super awesome heels..
her taste is jus AWESOME..!!

i have to drag her along
for my heels,make up,my one more dress,waxing,threading,manicure,pedicure
much more for my birthday lols..
haha speding time with her was jus jus i have no words..i relli enjoyed my whole day with her.


today was nice to spent time with my classmates at marsling.
rahayu birthday.i enjoyed my bus ride home with dylan and faris.
they are seriously funny .haha.
the bd was near jolyn house.ehhe i called her up cuz of tht lols.
anyways saaw my brother and people there.
feel bad i didnt talk but i was relli upset with someone ,
i jus wished he realised it himself.
but i really miss you alot!!.

okay seeeing ur family and not you was jus pure luck
cuz i know its gonna go back to basic if i were to see u.
i dunnoe how is it gonna be when sch reopen..anyways go with the flow yeah?

anyways im gettin tired..
happy to get back to blogging.


dear darling,rubah im sorry i cant spend time with you alot.
ive been really busy and its difficult for me to meet u cuz u live abit far away
and due to misplacing my ezlink card im tryin to travel nt too far u see.
anyways wish evrything went okay today for you ma.
i love you and u knoe it.
hope u understand me and dun feel tht im forgettin u or dun have time for u.
im jus trying my best to mke time for u darling
hope u understand love u so much baby sis..

okay who else.
oh preethi..
yes i owe a story..
appreciate the concern with ur little sweet text messages.
love u sweethart.

dunnoe where my duck go also.
i miss my duck also.

Punch her right in the face

ok thats the latest picture with her=))


holz are about to end like in another one week=(


well i thought evrything is gonna be like over.
THE "WAR"
between me and her.
oh fuck no i was wrong.
she has started her shit right back last night.
i wonder whther its due to the seasons.hehs.

yeap goin orchard with her should have been the last thing im suppose to do.
right knowing her damn fugly attitude i should had brough my aunt along which would have made things much much easier for me.

okay those who roughly got the idea who it is then good for you
those who don't ,its alright its not that important thought thats the major thing which annoys and makes me want to punch her.
im sorry i shouldnt say such things about her but man being nice and soft never helps.
i have to scream wail and shout at her.specially her =.=

lol in june today is the first day i studies awhile=p hehs
im kinda missing mahes anneh alot


okay and im jelous.jelous about this someone who used to be super close to me.
now got girl never keep much contact.but im totally happy that this someone got his perfect match she is super sweet and humble .she dun have the bitchyness i see in manni.
i like her actualli.but imjus jelous=))
but im okay ..=D

after a million

wow..Blog looks nice now.

it look me onli 15 minutes to change it
it was super easy to do it witha little help from the blog iitself.
yeah there is this new thing which helps itself.lols sounds weird but yeah=p

anyways.Thought of blogging..updateS?
too manni actually

got back with alot of long lost friends.
haven talked to bavani she has been busy.
and she really has to know her consequences..
wht she doin now is not wht i like.she bter tke cre.im worried.
love u..hope she reads this..

okay wht else.
heard u were sick too jus like me.ahhahaha.
ok im so mean=p

soccer fever has GOT into me.lols.=s
having Fever.
Thanks to those has been really concern and constantly messaging me and checkin on my health=)

and wht else.
im gonna miss my mahesh annna alot.
wil mis those time when ull shout at me jus for the fun of it cuz u wanted to see me jerk.
callin me for no reason jus to disturb me,
making sure im always safe..
tke cre dearest one..love u alot anneh..
uve got to stop getting angry !! cant wait for u to be back..

marmie and shona comin over today hopefullly they dun nag at me to eat more healthier=p
haha.

wht else..ok feelin abit dizzy im gonna rest..goodbye.love all=D
WILL update soon=))


'PRASS'

PREETHIKA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREETHIKA


okayyy..


u have turn 16..but im sure u still will trip and fall as usual..
haha kidding..

anyways hope ur sweet 16 goes well
thank you so much for evrything u have done for me..


ok the confessing part.
maybe when u r with me..i jus thought u will never leave my side and so i always took it for granted tht u will always be with me..welll ive learnt it.
and always wanted to tell u that u have made many chges in my life.
u r one of my secrets to my success..with all ur love care and concern..im jus gifted to know u,,

i jus wish i cud go back in time and be the way we was..being together.
but no time dsnt wait do they.

but evry single memory spent with u will always be remenbered.


thanks for evrything
i jus wish to be here for u jus the way u was for me.

do tke care and enjoy ur wonderful sweetest 16th
god bless u and gd luck for ur future=)


LOVE U sweets

you

its easy to say u love someone.its easy to fall in love..
but its always difficult to say goodbye..

this is it.
i see so much.and it freaks me to see these things surrounding..
but the joy u see when u see the smiles of smeone its jus special...


i dun ask for much.but ur smiles jus mean so much..


im sorry we both have much of ego problems.
i didnt wanna have any commitments and thts whye i hid evrything behind close doors.
on the other hand u were jus angry and so u continued life the way u wanted it yet leaving me behind seeing u do this..

right now u r fickle minded..
jus give me back my other half and i wanna leave forever
out of ur sight.

enough of so much drama.
i wanna live the way ive wished.
its a diff ball game

i wanna make changes in my life.
and i will.i knoe i can.
ill never forget you.the memories..
but ive gotta move on cuz u had moved on.


cantt wait for june to help me move forward.

pissssseeddd

i realise i come here the min i feel fuckin pissed recently
maybe because ive lossed my privacy at facebook having my mum over there=.=
yes my mum has been like seriously on my damn nerves.
i haven been arguin back but jus keeping quiet.
and the more silent i am the more she raises her goddamn crap nonsense


i sometime envy his mum..oh wait my bro and i envy his mum alot.
i envy both his mum and esh parents..

when ive decided to chge for the better i struggle to cuz thse indians are gd to mke u stay for the worst.

the little things which pisses me off

woah...i jus duno when im gonna burst..



i dunnoe where did my little happiness ran too.
yes seeing u in school was a happiness.
but u urself joining them was jus a big hurt.

but its ok.i guess iver no right over u..


i stop wakin u up in the morning
cuz all my morning seems dark.
i thought u wud be there jus the way i was for u.
but no..and u another reason for my hurt

its ok i totally understand cuz i dun understand wht im goin thru

its tooo early for such plans

okay panguni was jus super hot!enjoyed my whole day there.hehes.
seeing all the long lost cliques were jus sweeet...


yeahh..
and happy birthday priya latha'
cudnt call cuz cudnt find a way to contact you.sorry.
but hope ur 16th birthday party went well at the chalet=D

moving on..
went to akka house yst ..
to well mum was actually planning to throw a party for me at some hotel place and she was talkinakka.
and akka didnt knoe tht i had no clue abt it..came askin me "gal wht theme u wanna put"
i was like"huh enna theme" *was watching movie*
thenn "birthday da"
i looked at mum.mum looked at her.she looked at my bro..hahah funny siah.
then i said i didnt knoe such was goin on.then she felt relli bad she spoiled the surprise..

besides i wasnt in any mood to celebrate any sweetness of the 16 this year..
the funny part was my brother was more excited abt my birthday than me.
he was like feeling "stressed" on wht to wear.what to do to his hair and who to invite..
it was funny yet sickening.lols...yeah but the oni thing i rmber when ppl say birthday is *itouch*
hahas yeahs badli wants an itouch...


anyways...i jus caught up with sleeeeeeepp...
felt soooo fresh after takin nap.and im back with an unhealthy diet and feel so sick..
ive gotta start eating healthier food!!
but no im not giving up my chocolates forr anything.

recently ive lost my concentration for studies..
i better get back on track or im gonna lose it this yr.


itss been a week since i and bro sat to chat or spend time..
yes ah...we were able to catch up yst and today=)but jus awhile..

saturday feels like sunday.thats gd in a way..

currently watching this damn annoying sickk in the head movie =.=

wait one more thing...
waaaaaahh two days back u pissed me off la.
wht the hell is wrong in ur head!!im so angry with you!
cant u jus understand the meaning of one!! 1 ondru! satu! ee!
so sickening knoe u...

anyways my dearest has elanged away.
dunnoe where he went 1 month since i saw him.
hiyah..angry and sad..but i sort of still get life goin..

with so much of love frm the ppl whom i love is the sweetest.
god is love.

adioz

panguni fever

short post hehx=)

time:1.36am

yyes currently fasting for panguni.
yup carrying milk...and piercing forehead..


sorry dun relli update much..due to lack of time..
packed with work and studies..

no time to facebook too

anyways life is abit exciting and abit annoying.
love has no time to take place so u can forget abt tht,

people wanna get married at the age of 18 shocking but sad.
so much is happening aand has happened in life.i knoe there is more to come..
good or bad ?both.
but so far even though there a bads i think life is quite interesting.
i think mm this yr is gonna be different.i like it..



one thing which upssets me is him and him.
long time since i saw hime.wish he goes for his camp properli and hope he is coping well in life.
and wish he dsnt have much stress at home.
and the other,oh boi jus getting worst by the dae.i cant jus let u go off cuz i care even thought have a major ego problem=.=

anyways wil blog when there is time and mood till then tke cre.

god is love.
bye aall.

geek

actually i had so much to write
but when i think of it right now nothing is coming to my head


few things went on for this week
it was mahesh anna birthday yst(27th feb)
aswini birthday few days baq too
and i had a chalet to attend plus a 21st birthday to attend plus meet a fren at bukit panjang and to top that i have chemistry paper on monday so my wonderful weekend which was suppose to be like this friday night:swithart's house saturday night:temple then back home chge go for mahesh anna birthday then frm there for chalet then come back sunday but i chged it to a geeky weekend was study study study cancelled all outing didnt go for birthday party and chalet. ALL I DID WAS STUDY. (indrani now u knoe whye i nevr go out=) )

even the girl who knew me for 12years was shocked tht i cancelled all activities=D

yeahhh..
so i think thats it.


the rest of the str

Middle of Nowhere

my saturday night jus sucked..purely sucked


wait let me rewind back a Lil...
Friday after my tiring cca i rushed home took my shower and sat down for my POA tuition
i was like half dead but still trying myself to keep awake and listen to wht my tutor was saying.
Good thing yeah my POA is getting slightly better=D.Much more effort to be made.
so yeah use lappy after my tuition then fell asleep..Next day which was Saturday went to do some cip.FLAG DAY first few hours i wasn't collecting anything.i was seriously annoyed..Nicko keep telling me to have patience.chua chu kang are full of stingy ppl unlike yew tee ppl they are SO kind..i manage to collect loads of money over there.i was sooo tired..legs were aching..then ard four head back woodlands return the tins then headed home with Mel..

went home talk to deep then took a short nap..
woke up got ready and sadly had to go temple all alone.
but ok la dear nick gave me company all the way.he is freakin sweet la..
and assholic telling me how banglas can be pervert and wht are their weakness.
haaaha..and he was makin shure i reach home safely..
oh after temple felt that i had some peace and quiet in my head..
head to causeway point renew my popular card then bought some thing.and a colour paper.
omg i took and hour to choose one pathetic colour paper.cuz it was special and its was my first time..ill write about this if i make a midnight tonight.or maybe tom morning..we shall see how..
so anyways yea bought few things then head home..

and there everything started.
i hate to go home la like seriously.
ive been planning to maybe stay over cousin's house till my exams are over.
how the hell people expect me to concentrate when all they do is to fight
its seriously sickening.u want to fight and show ur strength do it to smeone on ur own size and dun be a fuckhead.
I HATE ANY FUCKERS WHO HURTS MY BROTHER SO BE IT IF UR HIS BLOODY RELATIONS OR IF U MADE SENSE I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
AND I'M NOT FUCKING AFRAID OF ANY FUCKERS...im not afraid u'll whack me up
try me try laying Ur hands and i swear i mke u regret ur whole fucking life..i make shure u live in guilt till u die.sorry i sound evil but yeah this dumb assholes at home are just giving me a hard time.Going home is the last thing i want to do in my life.
I jus wanna go somewhere far so i dunned see idiot ppl face evryday.
though im not directly involved.obviously it hurts and annoys me to see such happening ..
sick and tired of this shit which is happening.i just cant wait to get out of here.
thanks to LAN Anna for keeping me accompanied when i needed to talk to someone.appreciate it alot ..

Seriously if any one's planning to annoy me for the next few weeks ill go mad.
not in my self control.dun test my patience.im about to lose it soon.
i know..
thought i have high tolerance i too have my limits..

anyways tom English exams oh GOSH
Ive gotta start revising..
someone mind lending me some knowledge i need some=)


Just need someone to talk to..
actually i wish u were here with me
i miss u

He will always be my valentine?!

tags replied

humi : =)thanksss once again
sherlin: will link u soon alright.
MR G(indran): indraniii!! i misss u so much=((yesyes meet soonsoon=D

oKay..
yesterday went to mahesh anna's akka house.they did 30 days thingy for the twin babies.
oh boi they looook sooo adorable la..seriously soo cute..hahah so small size smemre.
mahesh anna kept disturbing the baby.haha.fell very zombiyish over there.was actually tired..haven caught up with my sleeeep for 1 week..
oh ganga look super sweeet in orange

but okaay la..then talk to lan..hiyas things hasnt changed for him.hope things get better for him.hate it when he have so much to handle so manny probs..jus wish things get better for him.
and so evryone headed back to woodlands.this lan so mean keeep llaughin at me jus becuz i asked him whther he got camp on monday..idiot=)haha in the train damn funny this shamen keep disturbing those indian ppl in the train,so mean la..then this thinesh also giving him ideas.they all had a mini drinkin session under some block.
owh sorry didnt tell who .

they = Priya darshini,Priya ravindran,Jays,Shamen,Deep,Thinesh and my self.
yeap..then stupid ppl throwing things from ontop.and these ppl makin a fuss abt it.
haha.then talk talk talk 12am started to wish evryone happy valentines.
hahaha this thinesh was the most excited one..he all the way counting down to how manny minutes left to midnight.then we all left like around 1plus..
send jays and company off .then me deep and shamen walked baq..

go baq home took shower then watch t.v then sleep.
aaahss tired..

tom must get baq to geekyself and study=p

foundmyself a new name. GEEEEEKKK=)

anyways,wish he will stop smoking soon.
loved.

my valentine's spent with you.
whhtelse could i ask for.
i love you so much and yea im covering up=p

GEEKY

time-check:9.57pm

k first ive gotta mention about this person i knoe.
stop acting like as if u r the oni one who makes sense and the rest dont.
they are much wiser then u .and stop whatever u r doin.cuz it might seem right to u
but IT IS NOT.
im writting this here cuz if i were to tell u this..u wud eventually start quarelling.
im jus saying it from my point of view thats all.not to insult or to hurt u.
u r my fren so im jus saying it.end..


k getting baq.
gaahhh ive been spending much more then im suppose to beD=
AND I FEEEEEEELLLL SOOOO GEEEEEEEEEEKKKYYYY
haven been goin out at all!ive beeen spending quality time with books exercises and worksheet.
i feel so lifeless lahs..so i felt very bad and i told bestie.
that idiot making fun of me keep tellin me ive always been a geeek..
so mean right..oh btw u sound so scary when u wake up from ur sleep=)
anyways today went home at six ..watch watching t.v awhile then showered.
jus after showering i played soccer with bro.how dumb.
jus awhile oni la.haha.

then he went out so did i with my idiotass!i miss her so much la
its beeen mths since i saaw her.so we went walkwalk then went to have dinner=)
and i saaw joker over there=p.i jus turn and walk .didnt wanna see his face..

misssssssssss my idiottt indran!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(((((
owe u mac smre..Hope u r doin fine and not skipping sch=p

wht else.
wah when i was jus about to be strong
as in like know where is my stand and have less distractions
and there we have a winner u r baq..when we had less communications i was okay.
grrrrrrr wht do i say now/ i dunno



__


yoU mAKe mE so Jealous=D

short post

time:9.02


yes.Studying with timetable
dun play play

lol i feeeel geeeky studying almost evryday oh wait.
yes studying evryday,goin baq home after school.
oficially feel for those ppl who go home straight after sch or arent able to go out.

well its difficult for a person like me .
speciallly with so manni ppl always there to meet up after school
or the sweetheart television staring at me
and the one thing i cannot keep off MY PHONEE!

today ive started new..
wooo.i feel good
though i hate to go home..
and i dunno how long i gonna stay here..might shift to cousin place to stay till exams over.
too much distractions at home
m.fuckers=D
bro have been helping me in studies!shockin but yeah.wahaha


all my loved one all having problems,.
hiyah wish evrything gets better for them too.
cant really blog everyday.
laptop in parents room now.thanks to bro for leaving the laptop on for three whole days.
arghhhh

hate to go home,thts my main thing for now.
i feel so annoyed to step in u knoe.
i used to love home missed home when i used to go out.

but now..bitchness and fuckup attitude which feels the house
sickening but yes gotta go through it*silently*

miss my dear lan..hope is okay now.
hiass..


and my dear rubah sweets.

and the rest.
alll la having problems.
poor thing laa..


ooohh tivya birthday ended
so did dylan's my cousin bro.his bd parrty was great!
mahesh anneh birthday comin!!
woooo so is my common test bleah..


i miss my love..
dun ask whye=)
p.s dun stalk me=p


know what i dun care about you much.
as like if u wan u come back to me.
yes i stil love u.but i dun care if u were to see another woman=)
and i feeel gooood now.having u less in my life gives me less distractions=)

mESSy

time-oh:10.14

Some time certain things in life jus inspires you.
And the same thing might annoy smeone else..
IVE learnt tht.

And anger never helped..


Yes it hurts smetime to see u in school with the other.
but ive learnt to jus move on.




misunderstanding with the ppl u love can be heartbreaking.
yeah .but hope they get to knoe the truth la....


and i miss him alr.like so much=)
laann!

nijangal now!!

Positive thinking

TIME-CHECK:3.55PM

ASHIKIN-thankss babe
ayu-ahaha better tke cre..and thanksss=D
TAUFIQ-YEAAA ur watch is fineeee..and return u alr laa..=)watch is happy




okieeee



yst evening was effed up till my dearest ones came over..hhaha
mahesh and lan these ppl are crazzyy
lann started to do my tamil n level booklet all.
while mahesh anneh starts shouting and scaring me for the fun of it.
end of the day they never let me sudy in peace.
they are so much love.thanks lan and mahesh for evrything=D
P.S LAN can never say a story properli..wahaha.

anyways yeap thatt made my day.
the things they did yst was jus damn funny.it cover up the horrible thing which happen in the evening.yes ,,,fucked up home.sorry.

anyways.
todayay..
hahah P.E has been relliii enjoyable..
laughin like mad till i literally roll on the floor and laugh .
yes the best people to play while slackin and imitating ppl while they run.
tivya jolyn humi hahaha..i was jus laughin like sme mad kid being released from hospital..
hahhah..relli that made me day too..i laughed till my tummy hurts=D

then wht..hmmm
boring lessons..but with tivya ard it was relli.
had a small nap during english=d bala selvan=p
physics amzingly ive put in effort today to listen and do on my own.*self praise*
anyways.i feel happy i went home straight after school=)


AND GUESS WHAT.
im doin a good job in stayin postive.
look at my post.evrything seems happy ..haha.
shud stat doin this more often,.


AND ONE MORE THING!!
humi bought me chocolates cuz i was sad thats like crazy sweeeet la..i appreciate alot..seriosly alot.
and plus she bought me two pens..cuz i was complaining tht my pens arent working.
like who wud have thought abt tht la..swweeeet ehs..thanks humi

i think thats abt it.
love all.
bye

cant wait to go zoo.yay?
lols..

KALKIEEEEEESSSSWAARAAAAN I MISSSSS UUU

i'm not angry with you.to my stalker=D

she turns 18

This post is a SPECIAL one.

Happy Birthday To My Shona Sayang.

Heys.
my sweetest wishes to my dearest.
I wish you have a wonderful year ahead
Thank You for all those advice i needed when i was crushing and thrashed to the ground.
Every single sec i spend with u is the sweetesT and the most memorable ones
And those time when i wanted to run away thanks for the support and advices to make me stay in control.and knowing u is a gift I'm telling you.
not everyone cud get to know u and be so close to u.
I'm so lucky to have you in my life.
i love u so much .
no word cud describe how much i love u .
Just wanna let u know that I'm always here for u.
we have gone through much.
yes those small little misunderstandings but u know what that's what which makes our bond stronger
and you know it yourself that I'm here for you and always will be!
this is a small way of appreciating you sayang.
i love u =)


all in yellow just the way you want it=D

pain in the heart

time-check:10.10pm

KALKIESWARAN ELAGOWEN

two years since my dearest left this world.
many shed tears two years back.
and i am still crying till today.
for i can never get over it.
no matter how much i try.
it hurts so badly.
i relli dunno who to tell or how to tell it.
he mean so much to me i really cnnt tke this.

i misss himm soo mucchh.
i love u bro.
i relli wish u r in good hands now.
wish u keep smiling.
jus the way u was.
the oni once i saw u not smiling when u left.
hias.
it fucking hurts me so much.
i cnnt find my way out.
and time is not healin anything.
words cnnt describe how i feel.
noone cud mke me feel better.

i wish i had a shoulder to lean on.
i love u like my own brother.
rest in peace anna.
i love u.
u will always be the one and only esh.
and noone can replace u no matter what
and u will always be my first then the rest comes

i jus wish i cud see u once.
give u a big hug.
man i wonder how wud i be if i were to see u now.
wud have run towards u crrying.
tellling u how much i missed u and how much of problems in life
and how much life sucks without u.
and most of all how much i love u..
hias.i guess its long gone.
babybro i llove and and always will!

tke cre.

last night's nightmare

time-check:9.49pm



black and white.
yes i cried last night.
and yes its been a year since i cried like that.
cause i had my limits.
and when i start to stretch my limits.by keeping quiet and not bloating.
this is wht i end up with.
i dun wanna go back to yst.
but trust me.I wanted someone beside me.anyone would have been good.

And a wrong time to have a misunderstanding with her.
but lucky the right we way said was to stop talkin last night so tht it dsnt mke our situations worst.
but she aint the reason why i cried.
my reasons ARE...
for the past few years.
so if i were to write it here.
u wud cry along.its okay.i rather mke ppl happy then cry.
let my sorrows stay with me.i dun wanna mke ppl worry..


my bro can be really supportive and loving.
yesterday he was the sweetest thing.
so much love in wht he told me.
and i kinda start lookin up to you more recently.
loving u more actually.i sense smth not right recently with u.
u seem more stressed up i wish things get better..

and to my 2nd bro.
i cnnt imagine life without u.
when deep told me abt the accident.
i was soo shocked.hias.i pray hard nth happens to u and u stay safe.
i love u so much bro.

ok wht else.
oh five days since i fell sick.
i dun seem to be recovering.
and whye cuz i got no time to tke my medications.
haha elan so cute msg me evry morning to tke me medicine.


People have been showing me more attention recently.
people have been more caring towards me.
its nice but at the same time i wonder whye.
how true it is?wht do they want from me?
or isit my love i shown so far is comin baq in return.
but its nice to have manny around in such a time


its gonna be two years since esh left tom
20th january 2007 at 1.03am
evrything chged.
i miss u bro.
rest in peace

sick

time-check:9.23



not feeling well..
ahiya.whye siah.
my cough is killing me.
evrytime i cough like smeone is stabbing a knife into my heart!
it hurts...
i hate to be sick.
i cant affors to skip lessons.
one day of work missed,and pooof ill go mad when i return to school
its hard to catch up day's work..seriously thats the speed we r moving in.

with this puffy eyes.
with unsteady legs.
with a head which feels like smeone is takin a hammer to hit on.
and a cough which is relli killing my throat.relly sucks
i still walk to school to and fro
exception today where i took a taxi to school.
cuz i missed my bus and i was too weak to walk=D
YES ITS STUPID TO TAKE A CAB WHEN UR HOUSE IS ONI 10MINS WALK AWAY


Anyways preethika's leg was injured.as usual she keeps her eyes behind when she walks.
yeah she is turninn 6 oni..
anyways hope she recovers fast.

continuin
yesterday during english lesson

mrs bala selvan : class we dun use the letter "z" as we follow the british and not the americans
prass:so we dun use them at all?
mrs bala selvan: yes.if u use it.u wud be pinalize.
the guy sitting beside me sing siag: SO TEACHER,ZEBRA AND ZOO WE SHALL PRONOUNCE AS SEBRA AND SOO..???HAHAHAHAHA
mrs bala selvan:*blank face*


damn fuckin lame but damn funny la..


HAHAHHAHA..
THANKEW xue min,christine,aswini,chanthini,sangeetha,emel,humi and many more for takin care of me today.appreciate it alot..

and yes i jus lost my voice.due to screamin at the top of my voice jus three mins ago.
yes.smetime i wonder whther was it a rule to stay in the house u were born from.weird thought but yeah.


so tom if i do not speak but smile im not arrogant.
im jus covering up my stupid problem=D

teachers are so unpredictable

sweetest addiction

time-check:10.36pm



disappointments plus shocking news..

congrats to uma mageswari and sangeetha mogan for doin well

preethika not to worry.hope u work harder and do better the next time round

for my dearest one.
yes this is ur secound try.
maybe this is jus not ur thing.
more then anyone i was affected most.
being in between ur hurt and parents hurt.
trying to mke u and parents feeling better at the same time
not a easy thing to do i say.stuck in between.cryin silently
yes it hurts more then expressed.


and oh boi.
my syang not fine..hias hope evrything gets better


lan,yes heard abt the bad news..hope u get over it.
its easy to say but u goin thru it yes it hurts.
wish i cud help.but no matter wht others say u wudnt hear it.
cuz u r not in tht state of mind
tke cre brother.i love u so much

Spend it wisely

woaahhh


ALL i needed was a friday night all to myself.
to sleep

shocked?
thought i was about to say goin out late at night..
NO.
i needed sleep.
regained energy after a good night sleep last night.
4sleepless nights due to work in school.
and my god.i jus need some rest.

my room is baq to neat and tidy=D.
Studying when noone's home is totally good.

evrything went almost well today.

and sad to say my saturday is gone=(

anyways.
im starting to miss u more evryday esh.
hope ur in good hands.
i love u so much bro.

i writting in with a bad mood.
im hungry
im annoyed.
im tired
im having a headache
my whole body aches.
im sleepy too

first week of sch was a unexpected packed week.
yes..i didnt had time to blog.
mumz birthday
thanks to love and my clasmates..wudnt have manage to do it without ur helps.

and really,thanks alot love for wakin up so early to come over to help me out.
appreciate it alot.

so manny things has happened.
i always get to bed at 1plus.
wakin up at 5.45
haven caught up with my sleep.
and food??oh my god.
i barely had three meals a day this week
ive been skipping meals cuz i have no time to eat.
that sucks but i dun have a choice.

when i come home today.
damn pissed with her damn attitude.


u leave me wondering tonight.
when i saw ur eyes.i was like.
wht the hell was i thinking?forgetting the past?no way.
yes.
not to worry ill find my own solution to get out of this crap.

anyways dead tired.
gonna crash to bbed early


nights.