eshu anneh..miss him so much..the sweetest thing happened in my life is knowing him..the person whom im look up to...like my own brother=)..
the love we share is never to be found anywhere else..
rest in peace bro..
always love u..till i close my eyes forever..
missing you so much..life has changed so much with out u..
as promised i still tke care of shamini for you=)
love yea much..
tke cre...hope u r safe up there in god's hands..
thanks for evrything u have done for me.......evrything wud be treasured...
the time spent...the places we have went..sweet memmories=)
there's no other replacement for u..there will not be too


~babygal prass

the most boring saturday

saturday..i dun't know why i wasted my Saturday by stayin at home..should have gone for a movie or something like that...

yes morning mum woke me up ask me follow her go marsling..she wanna do for me my own account...then i woke up la..went for breakfast then the accessories shop since i had to go out later and i got no clip..lost alr la..haha..abit irresponsible with accessories..

then the supid posb ppl say need to have ez-link card to do..then i was like shit i dint bring..
yea why does a person travel by car bring ez-link card...stupid right..its no use bringing too

then we never mke laa...grrr......then went to DVD shop to look around for DVD players for my roomy...yea i always wanted a DVD in my room....i haven make over my room fully yet..=D
its still plain ....hmmmmmm...but stil purple paint all over room.it used to be green actually...

then yea...my study table was in a mess..so clean it up....i was really tired..i haven got my full rest yet..and i din wanna walk too..cuz my legs are sore sore sore=p!curses..

then dad forces me to go for sme stupid shit wedding in the night..i was like i have homework to do and im tired...and they both went " u can sleep in thr aft and do homework now wht?!"
i was like sooo fed up laaZ!!

i wanna go meet nisha..aiya no time to meet her sial....sorry larlink!very busy dii!
i talked to navin yst..he is diff from lat time..hope things change between him and bro..
nth exciting happening on this weekends..more hatred than anything...


today such a boring post luh! sorry readers for such a boring post..
i dun think i would blog tom ...i dun wanna blog boring stuff...

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babygal uma...

i missed it

morning had to wake up early cause had to get my npcc things prepared..

i was like "muuum!! where's my socks?" i looked evrywhere cudnt find..priya to the rescue she lend me hers..hey brand new hahaha!!

then saw love in the morning..love was having headache..gave her panadols..

then morning subra was sad...then he told me wht happen it was damn shocking uh!!!
i din expect such things to happen...yea ppl change so much uh!!

then today everyone sat at hall watching videos while 3/1 and 3/2 went to dance studio for our dance ..haha hip hop...haha tthe instructor so damn flexible uh!.haha evryone was like trying to catch up..and i enjoyed myself haha...

then skipping lessons part...i dun think i saw frenda today?aneways yea..
npcc starts at 1.30 pm..then got ready...
whooo baiten drills are quite fun uh..haha.put hand will ache alot laa..haha..
then stupid suhan and tuafiq smiling away sial...mke me controll laughter which i suck at!
grrrrr * bite both of them *...
haha.then physical training was killer..

training exercise
1 set = 25 jumping jacks , 25 pumping,25 clutches,25 sit slow
sit slow means..u stand straight then u reach for ur feets keeping u back straight and squatting down realy slow ..
yea we did 5 sets ah!! then after that still got jogg waaah killing me siah!
whooo did u knoe i wanna get abs??haha rellly!!im gona work out jus for abs!! hehehe...

then yea it was debreiving time for npcc
prass was daydreaming when evryone was talking..
mis fu: anyone had disagreement on the main comp ppl?
evryone:no
miss fu: i knoe some wants syriff to be the chair of the npcc but i think raycia was abit better..
miss fu: i would like to tell u all smthing
miss fu: actually evryone is abt the same..we had a hard time findding out who has to go under wht....
oh btw im a sec 2 member means.ill be takin over sec 2 whee..
haha..
miss fu:oh i would like to smth too..actually i was considerin prassanna to be in the main comp but since she was missing for two days..we thought she was abt to quit..after we decide then oni i recieved her medical certificate...
prass:*fcukin shock* haha i should go back in time...
miss fu : haha..
evryone:hahahaha ..wah prass see la all ur fault...
prass:yea yea get one small chance then tke advantage...haha

lol wasted..haha being in the training community was the third choice i put..cuz training means mus shout mus be firm cnnt joke ard with my juniors thats soo sad ahh....mus be loud too!!

aiyaaa but still im ok with iit laa...hahahahaha...after npcc pris babe wait for me..sorry made u long then cudnt go home with u!!im really really sorry!!!!!!!!i feel so damn guilty...
ill buy u chocolate for my dumbness=)

in my blog u talk so sweet...
in school u say hi when i say hi to ur best fren
online i mke the fuckin effort to talk..and all u do is reply?
wht the fuck...i dun usually mke effort to talk first..
u suck ah!!

got loads of typo errors..sorry lazy to so check for it....
and yea im so angry right now and its cuz of u...
dun mke me chnge my mind....when i go anti-u..like wht im doin to ex gd fren!!

sorry i sound abit evil..today is not really my day..abit not myself laa...
but love was loving today=D she and pris made my day ....

actually i suppose to go to stay overnight at bro house..then no mood alr la...

eshhu....im confused in my decisions!!?
i dunnoe whether im doin the right thang or wrong??
i miss u so much anneh!love yu!!

~babygal

dun wanna see e the morning light

time:9.50pm
exhausted..didnt wanna go school today...i was llike run of energy kinda thing in the morning..
had to iron uniform as i forgot to iron yst...grrr...

to sch.bus rides...and bus rides always make me sleepier..hmph...
but it was okhay...and as luck chase me away i had to sit beside someone who i don't wanna talk to you..yeah him....ass...i was lik god do smth..i really dun wanna talk to him..i don't want him involving my life.and yeah i moved infront suddenly got spot in front to sit durin assembly at hall=D..

then go baq to class..the one sec u looked at me and turn..i was like bitch!u suck!hahaha=p
then classes lessons was sleepy..sighh..very bored..

recess was abit off..i hate it when people copy exactly what i do and the things which im known for...like im mad of chocolates and i love purple like thats the love of my life...and some bitch from somewhere is trying to do the same..i hate it!!!hmph....

hey its been long since i got jealous..whoooo good prass..

then uma akka din come today...=D OWN STUFF..
ooo gd fren is getting a lil on nerves.....
pris is sugar!!sweet thang!!love her !!
love is recovering slowly...

sangeetha insult 3/2 like so much ah..its kinda hurting..really ah..i din wanna say anything and make her say more things....i jus guess evryone changes...even bestfrens...

after school went home change and went cwp with uma akka..then meet umy akka which was a suprise..haha then go popular buy books for me thanks uma akka...owe u manni!
then study study study..then chat chat...uma akka teach me..i understand better..unlike others...
it was good time with her..it is always good times with her..haha...umy akka was a miss i missed her alot she was so diff that i cudnt really recognise her..haha..

then saw flow at library haha actually din notice..haha "engross in studies" lol no la..
i wasnt facing the way..ahaha..then after studies went to bubble tea shop ..uma akka got green apple ice blended..i like that drink...haha matching..

then back home..momma was tired..sigh pity her..hope she gets herself enough rest....
tom have cca..hiyaz..!!!tired luh..!!

don't go pass me without saying a word or even a smile cause ....im negative and ill think i got a attitude problem,egoistic,arrogant,faggot and stupid...

u might feel shy..feel shy unless u like me or u r a lesbians...so next time walk pass me say the magical words.."hi prass!" or give me the warmest smile...u will mke my day a happy one...
i always look out for smiles...specially for my loved ones..
i am able to differentiate it when u fake ur smiles and u really full heartily smiled at me cause u do care and love me..

i love u baq when u smile...=p


kk im getting really sleepy..need to get certain things done
haha 2 sec ago
deep(who is my bro):can i use laptop
prass:wait a while alright?im blogging..
deep:no cannot(not really meaning wht he said)
prass:then too bad
deep:smetimes u mus knoe how to talk to elderly properly(tries to annoy me)
prass:yea whtever u say..
deep than laughs and goes to watch t.v
deep:prassanaaa!!!
prass:yeaahh?!
deep:wan poppiah??
prass:hahahahahahahahahahah yea wait
funny sial my bro...hahahahaha..
if fu dun get it then its k!!

aneways i wanna go off..tke cre evryone
miss my best friend ..yes u idiot!..bitch!
who else do i call those two nameS? u laa

kk i love esh the most..u knoe it and i knoe it..eshu also knoe
i miss him..

freshies annoyies

10.13pm

aahhh the wednesday morning where the whole body aches and regrets for the extreme issues of holidays...lol blame..curses!

kiekie then i meet priyaspriyas then went to school..
haha..POA was not what i expected...i was abit dissapointed..
situation was..class was not attentive maybe cause they were in holiday mood
i wasnt~i enjoyed mine more than enough=D

so yea then my teacher went
mr andy wong : there was once a guy in my class who gave me attitude ..he put the pen in his mouth when i was talkin to him...
and i told him "take out the fucking pen from your fucking mouth"
i was so damn shock ah!.though im used to the words ..but i din expect him to say that!!
*jaw drop* =p!

then mother toungue...bitch ask me go for remedial jus because i make careless mistakes like not writting in plural form or past tense ...f** right! stupid bitch

then recess!preethi spoil my foodie...annoyed...dun wanna elaborate...
skipping..after recess was geo ..
as usual it was fun and interesting....
then after school was abit occupied..like i was thinkinf of manny things..
then on e way down saw..bestu frenda and suhan..
then suhan said hi which i din expect.....then thinesh said hi which was shockin too..
yea and then realise his hair is so called dyed..stupid bestu frenda..dye back larh!!!
its nice though...dhinesh broke his aarm...i wanted to sign in the cast...idiot never let..nvm!

then saw my love..she looked better even though she was still havin bad eyes..stupid virus..
hope she get well soon..eyedrops love eyedrops!! every 2 hours!!hmph..

it was then tamil composition competition.ya..i know..iim no nerd okhay!
its kinda a complsary thang thing..=D
THEN i finished early cause i whack only..heh-hehe..
then meet aswini a while then left to cwp with sangeetha bunny and amirah
went to mac..owhowh owh!i saw chocolate star there....sangeetha eats beef! omg..actually i can eat but i dun wan!!i dun lyke!!
then smth happen..which i cnt write.personnal stuff=X...

went baq home..watch t.v then got ready for sinda...
sinda was abit weird...
gregory conversation.
shane:so today ur bro fetching u ah?
prass:i guess so whye?
shane:no i thought u following us
prass:no luh most of the time bro will drive me home..AHAH..soreyh!
shane:uh nvm la its k..=)

end of sinda..hahaha...
then nothing much la...jus blogging..
6 feb mus go marsling temple for eshu prayers>.

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i hate it when you know i am there but u look somewhere else and wait till i smile..
i hate it when you wait till i say hi
i hate it when you don't reply my calls!
grrrrrrrrr..so manny things i hate !


tom go library with uma akka!=D

i feel like goin out luhs..!


the blog space abit cock up ..
sorry for the typo errors..
couldnt check up for it..sorrreehh!!

extreme cny holiday!!

time-check:7.44pm

Saturday morning was boredom as u cud see in my blog..
my night started...bro call me to stay overnight at his house....
but end up staying in my uncle house but it was fun though...then the next day drive to grandmother's house...we had some cousin quality time...we as in prass deep niven naven
we studied...play fifa street (x-box 360)..annoy the younger cousin..play soccer...and all the stress was so called gone when im with them..we gossip like girls...loll..but im not the one starting the chapter u know!!!!hmph..
that night dhinesh was crying so rabah rabah..he missed his mum
he was like "i wan mummy!" then he''ll cry and stop and cry and stop..
haha..then i distract him show his street lights and brought him to the room and mke him sleep...
which is NOT EASY i tell ya..i nearly took an hour to make him sleep..haha...but it was worth ...
he very keryuit laa..haha baby bro....

then about 12.30 a.m we went home they stayed over our house..the next day
we went chalet a east coast ..its jus a two days one night..we went there..we unpacked..
got into the sea.played beach soccer like mad for very long...then mke sandcastle for the small kids.cause they all give the pity full face and will go " akka akka can help me build sandcastle?"
haha...lol...yeaa kiiiidddsss...

then after that with much sand on legs we went to swimming pool jumping into the 2.4 metre deep pool.haha it just went down and down...i din know it was that deep!
then we played water polo!! omg damn rough ah!! when i get the ball one person hold me the other pulling the ball then my team people all come snatch the ball..very violent !!!
but we all play like mad!!aiiyo!!!..hahah then it became like 5++
then we went back to the chalet to tke shower..i was the third to shower...then me and naven anneh and chinna maama start the bbq...i always like BBQ-ing but i dun like eating unless i make it myself and it looks satisfying..haha..
then bbq run till 10.30
we booked online a day before the chalet to go futsal to play soccer..the best place to play soccer...it like street soccer..its fully caged up!!..whoa i tell u its one of the favourite thing to do!!..
but very expensive.. 1 hour is usually $90 but for the season the brought it down to 1 hour $50..
so game started at 12pm..for the first 15 mins we let the small children play along..they got tired alr..then our game started..we kept whacking only..haha..it was really violent..but damn shiok!!used up ALL my energy...end of the play i was tired my legs ache soo much..
1.15 back then tke shower..then sat down chat chat all the adults plus the teens .

.the kids all dead tired they sleep alr..then around like 4am we went to dunnoe where to drink coffee then from there drive to orchard to eat ...then return back at 6am then play "titee" shit i dunnoe how to spell.haha..poker ....then around 8.30a.m start packing and went to carls ju to eat.. the bloody burger is soooo big!! triple the size of mc chicken ah!!couldnt finish!grrr.

drive to grandmother house..on the way we saw a Lamborghini.pure white..it was really elegant..the speed it went omg fast but for a Lamborghini its slow..it was in the speed around like 140 km/h my uncle raced with him sial!!whoa lao!! oh yea my uncle is a mad speeder but damn safe!!!but yea u wont believe it my uncle caught up with him and..the guy in that car damn humble siah..he move to lane 2..giving us way..we were like damn shock..cuz ppl with luxury car usually wud speed off seeing other trying race..

i tell my Holiday was extreme..mum bought me something from batam few shirts and a key chain..haha now at home.blogging..it was one of the fun weekend la..i enjoyed myself the fullest..
watch rihanna live show...haha..unbrella is still nice..haha...we still have each other..you stand under my umbrella..hate that i love you...

thats all..tom is school..with cca and sinda....so extreme la prass..haha i gotta slow down abit!
haha..

eshuuu thanks for evrything!!love you esh...
miss all my besties..tke cre ..

babygal prass

picture time

us at some formal dinner..naven,prass,deep,niven

nice right my photographing skills ahha..random la

ive know them all for 14 years..the cousin loves...

onam 2008..babygal and gayu

onam..me and sherinrinrinyaaa haha

saturday morning

i missed swimming today..hiyer....
preethi suppose to follow me too..

mum left house about 8+.when i woke
mum didn't want me to be a home alone kid
cause bro is goin to uncle house with Bros for study issues la..
so i dun wanna follow to bother them all..
i ask mum whether can go priya house stay she say if i want stay late night but dun stay over cause she say if anything she cnnt run back to spore..if she at home then i can stay overnight la..safer
i agree with her actually...

so i might be goin to my father's sister's house ...or bro house to stay....
will seee how laaa.

yea i have the whole holiday to myself..wht is not great!wht can be better than this
parents-free yo! yea but still i do still miss momma..duh~

uma akka goin over the sea...have fun uma akka!

i have changed the song..hope u all like it..
if dun like..tell ah..go tag and tell me..
but i like the song uh!
love love

im gonna post bulletins..wait lemme go find a nice one..
thats all for morning life

when one door closes the other open..but in my story four doors closed and one door is open

healthy lifestyle whooo im healthy..
lol..i was the first girl for my class..that was Chinese new year luck man!
exercise babe exercise!i wanna be fit very very fit=D!

chinese new year quiz.whee i won a pencil..lucky again..ahahas.multi racial la mee I KNOE OTHER RACE CULTURE stuff..haha..actually my friend told me partial of the answer..
and guess what i got a purple pencil...good good .

new year celebration- was looking forward to it with excitement cause of indian dance and malay dance..indian dance - uma akka and chandini akka very nice.they dance very nice..akka dun beleive me..she was really nice to watch dance..lol..mus agree k!

oh yea..bought kitkat for kumar.....cause last year he buy for me.so i return kindness..
well i din wanna go give him cuz i never talk to them for long la..then so awkward...
chandru !ignorance is nt bliss!shunning me does not help..but its so weird i think few days back oni u acknowledged me..aiyaahh...nvm..i dun wanna bother anything..live MY life


then went cwp to drop love to her bus top .. love was having sore eyes..its hard seeing love being with sad face..then saw kumar sheri sarah and dhinesh..all said hi except one...then preedigaa came my house..then met my all time favourite Dunstan Mathews Miranda a.k.a Bruno!he looks abit diff.missed him alot.its been months weeks since i saw him.
then after both chiow i took a nap..cause i have sinda today..
woke up ..took shower..change and left..
whole family went out without me..that suck ah!

dear niven bro ask whye i never come...then i told him
then he very sweet sial..he say nvm...dun get angry.BETER EAT DINNER and stuff la.im here for u!sweet la he
waited humi at one viodeck near woodlands ring..before she came shane came.
then she came all went in..then sinda lessons starts and ends..

shane Gregory :where u stay ah?
prass:er..near evergreen primary.whye?where u stay?
shane:near there also la..how u going home?
prass:aeroplane.ahah walk laa
shane:owh k then i follow u..mahesh also..
prass:alright

then walk back home...wahh.we had so much to talk..he was telin me his bestfren's love life.
then its like so manny things in common!haha.he is like a very gd fren sial...
then i went home la....

so angry ...to be alone at home..annoying..
i dun wanna care..but its bugging me...
on my nerve i tell ya!


eshhhhh.....r.i.p
love evryone

~babygal

backstabbed friendship

time-check:10.27pm


morning was such sleepiness..i was really tired..after yesterday's full day out..
met priya on my way to school.She got her braces on.it looks nice on her..red though i dun like red its still nice on her..lol..

as usual ignoring to be continued..i dun wanna care anymore..

humairah was upset today..i knoe why..abit personal ah sorry..i blue promise her..
aneways..manny has changed..in appearance and character..i never liked changes..
and it always ended up in no good..been there done that..

so i told humi the frozen friendship..and she was like such a dumb ass sial...


"when noone then talk to you then got new ppl then ..become invisible alr!f*** man"
she din say this ..while i guess everyone would have reacted this way...

but its khay..im getting over with..its not worth my time..seriously i jus wished ive never ever known "that person"

im sorry..i mixed up my cousin sister aswini and my sch fren aswini's birthday
im really really sorry laaaa

ANYWAYS...recess time!!at last i was release early for recess i need not need to queue at all..
tickling me behind was uma akka!lol..then i had my Malay foodie.uma akka say i eat so slow..sadsad..next time mus eat faster..haha..aiyo uma akka drink cold drinks..she still sick then still drink!mus recover faster laaaaaa! ice Milo kills!=p!still loving uma AKKA ka ka ka ka...

what else.tamil was ok luh...sangeetha is nice to be with..she was happy and its nice seeing her like that..haha..very hyper cuz she is so called the black..African American.yeah that's that..
haha happy for her..she just got smth from MTV too..lol lucky month for her..lol..

eating chocolates without me=im not sharing u mind next time
ditch me and tell me sorry=u r branded in my mind as "ditch er"
movies without me=movies with ur tickets torn
talkin behind my back=10000 ppl thinks u r a slut..

that just pop put k..i din planned it!

i jus finished my 100 math questions given my @#$%^! sinda..
then went cwp..bought few books..must start studying alr la..common test is exactly 1 month time!oh my!

i hate it when u dun pick up my calls
i hate it when u dun reply me
i hate it when u give me late news
i hate it when u give the blur look when u actually knoe im angry

soo long...im not tired..
my bro jus made me soo annoyed la..he fighting for e laptop man!!suck ah!
whole family gonna celebrate grand mom bd tom at amk!well ill be the idiot goin for sinda..
how great.(NOT)

i owe kumar a chocolate..he bought me one last time..i gotta return the care..lol?

anyways i change my mind..im also gonna ignore ...i dun care too..cause u suck from today
i really mean u really suck

whee tom half day.haha...kk im gonna see other ppl blog..
love evryone
hope uma akka recovers soon..i love her.


r.i.p eshu anneh.miss you so so so-oh much

heavy heart!

time check:9.48

all i could think on my way to school was..how am i suppose to cope with timing..
cause school ends at 2...npcc start at 2.45 and ends at 6 and after that sinda starts at 7...gosh!!

but its khay la..i have to do it...
i was sitting jus beside kumareswaran and he never even say hi..thats like soo weird laa...
i dunno whether he angry with me or wht...i din do anything sial..hiya nvm luhs..everyone changes..but its so sad to see it laa...like he used to be soo nice la..i used to tke him as my really gd fren ah..then he buy for me chocolate all sial..he damn nice sial last time..now never say hi also..

thinesh also la..like never talk also..funny sial..lol?.

actually im not gossiping about you all luhs.its jus that..its really smth bothering me la..i got nth against u...seriously..i really never wanna be bad luhs..

tomorrow is dear's birthday..aswiniii..

then school was quite ok..we had a POA surprise test .hope i did good.WISH ME LUCK .

then cca was interesting for once..we got to do batten drills..it was a lil hard but fun uh..we get to handle weapon..lol not really a official weapon though...

sinda was fun..with shane and another guy i forget his name..lol
they damn funny sial..but gd to talk to laa..they always copy my work also haha..keryuit

then back home la..at 9plusplus..haven done my hmwk..such a tiring day man!..
im still sad luh.hiyer..i wish ive never talked to u in the first place...

hope uma akka recovers faasster...thhe magic is to love me back ..lol..jkjk...rest well uma akka.

omg...im so sad laaah...but i still have my love..and bestie...

i miss u eshuuuuuu..
but i stil love u ah...*hugs*

life still suckin air...

pris thanks for evrything..


~babygal prass

best freinds mirror image

time-check:9.51pm

ITS GONNA BE A LONG POST..
if u not interested then dun read..i dun force..


well everyone should have best friends in you life..
today was a half day...so yea yst was abit turn off..i din liek the way u talk..again!!
i dun wanna talk about it...

sorry abt today morning pris..i din had the mood to talk to my best friends..
im sorry....but its jus a feeling in me where i was like"i dun wanna sit and talk to my besties"
im sorry..no offence ah..
well talkin about bestfren..ive not heard from....yet..
you know when u don't me a reply i feel really annoyed luhs..
i did feel the ignoring part la..i kinda shun u all ..i know that luhs..
i jus feel like moving away from all my besties..i dunnoe whye...maybe its jus not my relations time..
i dun wanna keep much contact either..it not ur fualt guys its jus me ..i get the weird feelings of life ah..
humairah is such love la...she is a love thang!!
yea today is half day since ppl did well for their o levels and n levels..expected a whole day off man!
dumbass..
so we got ice-creams as a treat..i din eat it cuz it was walls.i never liked walls man!
i gave my "son" my ice-cream haha he damn happy..ohyea i got three "sons"
hhaha...its a long story luhs...so im not gonna explain whye they call me mum!hehe..LMAO
After school met uma akka..i missed her so much yea..then pris ash preeethi tag along to macdonalds..
i was hungry.realli realli hungry...whooo i finished a mac meal !!*shamless*
then uma akka teach me math..she is good in it!and tips for studies la..she is really balanced ah!
someone like a role model/?maybe ??yeaa i guess sooo..

after school at the busstop one sec 1 gurl call uma akka ask uma akka to follow her cross the road to follow her
to see those woodlands sec guys...i was liek wtf?haha..thats the lamest thing ah!!omg!
then i told uma akka dunwan ah!cuz dumb sec 1 liek forcing her laa..
then call her "aii" all..waaah i damn angry sial when she damn rudee to umzy akka..
then i told tht gurl "dun force la..she dun wana mean dun wan la..so annoying sial.dumb.!"
stupid la..mke me angrier.haha..then the 'us" went to cwp for lunch..

after that go home lorhz around 3.24 to 3.30 i reched home..
i chged then doze off alr sial!!

woke up stupid family tell me last min that they all goin temple then i never go..fu*k ahh!
then i sat down in the hall...dinning table ..i sat a while..in thoughts..how much i missed esh..gosh alot la!
then got back to homework..studies from 6.30 til 9..then polish my npcc boots.tiring u know!
then i forgot to wish my grand mother today..actualy not forget its jus that i was really occupied today laa..
then brother annoyed me laaa..then dad also scold me for being rude..SLUTS..
then mum blur sial..waah for that one my dad say i never explain to her properly then mum sight for me then end up dad nag my mum
but then smetime ah very weird la ..my mum will sight for those idiots too....

waah very annnoying sial..i think im having some bad luck la..
i wish i cud talk to bestu frenda...aiya he like missing alr siall..he another one..cant even talk to me..
aneways my year currently sucks..school is really busy busy busy
but i prefer being in sch then out of there.

omg..smeone safe meee..purple night nightmare..

i tink thats it for today la..im sorry for the long post..
but there was manny things to say for today..

its been one year

yea..its been one year since eswaran past away..
and of cause i miss him soo much..its mre than what i mean..really
he is smeone special..ive always loved him alot..when he was there and when he wasnt i still love his as much as i always do...

we do quarell once in a while ..but that doesent last long...cause when we meet each other we wud forget about wht happen and start a new...thats smth i liked about him.he is really someone special...its hard to say...but someone whom i trust the most is him..noone knows me as much as he knws me..he took realy good care of me..i and him were like blood brother and sister..the bond we share is special..and i bet none has the same as ours..i knoe all of em missed him when he wasnt around..and all like say this and that...but to me.when he was around also ill miss him la..its jus that its been like 1 year i never talk to him..it used to be almost evryday ill talk to him ah..

but its like ..gosh its hard to explain...but ive never net someone like him before laa..
he is really a one of a kind...ive never used this phrase on anyone before this is the first time..
lol it used to be problems-free times when he was around cause he was always there for me..
and yea i was always there for him helping out with his relationships and his problems too.
its jus a different life i live without him...evryday there would be something that reminds me of him..thats so hard to live with ah!!.like memories haunt me so bad..


here i am writting about him...i miss those times man!
you are always special to me..and you ae someone whom i look up to ...
i love you so much...take care eshu..miss u

monday-yay!

i was suprised that i din have monday blues today..
school was ok...all i could think of was sinda...how wud it bee.


school was lectures and POA WAS great as usual...
lol..tamil teacher gave me a compliment..she said i was good in tamil as in she ask me to read and i was able to read it without any mistakes and stuff laa..


and it was end of schoool..
this is not ur first time luh...not telling mean goin off..i find it really annoying..but i aint gonna say anything..but i am annoyed la...and not making up to it is annoying me more..movies tom should be cancelled then..bleah...

oh i saw thinesh atlast in school that bitch waas sort of m.i.a..oh yea i still haven seen sham for a long time!!gosh!!!vimal jacket was nice..but but but!!i dun wanna say the bad thing hahaha..no offence ah..jus a thing laaa..suha and i had a smalll fight it wasnt my fault..i asked her nicely but then..sigh..nvm...forget it..then back home..calls from humi..to get to woodlands ring primary..lol
for sinda la duh~~

i miss uma akka soo much.get well soon umy akka!!ILY!!muah!

then sinda was a bit funny..saw my long lost fren and stuff..saw chocolate star
thats wht humi said la...nth amazing though!!hahaha..kk i got homework to do people..i gotta get goin yo...bye and yea love u all!!

tom is 20 january 2009
20 january 2008 at 1.03am my eshu passed away..i miss him..memmories is within
r.i.p eshu

35 secrets

35 Little Secrets:

Be honest no matter what!

[ONE] Who was your last text from?

` preethika

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?

` my house

[THREE]Your relationship status?

` single

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?

` yea..jus recently

[FIVE] What is your current mood?

` annoyed..(credits to bro)

[SIX] What's your sista's name?

` no sister..so sad..

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?

` purple..lime green and black

[EIGHT] With Who do you wish you were right now?

` uma akka or bavani

[NINE] Have a crazy side?

` haha duh~

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?

` yea twice

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?

`blog,smile and shop

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?

` almost everyone

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

` nothing

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?

` yst

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?

` yea there are few

[SIXTEEN] Love your Galfriend/Boyfren?

` single la bitch!

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

` dad

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?

`whatever u like - t.i.
crush-david archuleta
ava enne - varnam ayiram
manny more la

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?

` blogging

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?

` humairah,uma akka,niven anna and few mre

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

` queenstown

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?

` yea babybro dhinesh..keryuit la he

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?

` 8 and 16

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?

` preethi,pris,aswini,uma akka,thinesh and humi

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?

` annoying

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?

` nah

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?

` nisha

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?

` swimming

(TWENTY-NINE)If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?

` wish esh was here..

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?

` mundhinam parthaen

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

` bruno and preethi

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?

` brother..only three people in my life who nags..him and parents..it used to esh...but no mre

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
' nope

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural

hair color?

` dark brown

[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?

` shane gregory!