time-check:9pm

lets jus say i tried my very best to start a new.

mood swings was not my fault khays..*apologies*

other than tht..im jus getting to knoe abt people.yeah true colours i guess?
i jus realise by talkin less i get to know alot of stuff

k then recess was okhey..hope uma darleeng's eyes gets better=)luff yuew.
hahaha and yea when u were behind me i knew it u was<3

bubblesyg!
tag was damn long..BUT still u dunneeda go gym or train urself ....youre only 15!and hw cud u miss school...not again??and if u were sick wht were u doin in my house and wit bro?im not saying u r lieng or wht..u cnnt afford to like keep skipping school larhs..and yesh u no brains not because u nt or whtever idiotic reasons U give..u no brains got u my bestfren=D...
so dun be a bitch and talk abt nt alll k...u express aso still will be called idiot.hahaha..kk i miss you=)...pretty pretty.hahaa...idiot say will cal will call then never calll...angry with u!!!stupid nonsence..khay khay i love yu k bestufrenda..its beeeeen realllli reallli long since we talk siah..stop being busy can.its annoying!bitch yuew..u got alot to update me on..specially ur new new *smeonesmeone*..kk lovelove..=)call meeeee sooooon...so sad luhs long time no chats

owh umamamamamamama..im gonna miss yuew..cnnt see u for one extra day??oh man!!
miss u alredi laa..i luff yuew..and thhanks ffor evrything..very much appreciated.lau so annoying laaa..i dun wan alredi..find new lau k?hahaha...u also find new one...=)

swine swine flu...fuck it..if it gonna turn red..there;s no school then..no school prass is wont stay home..i relli wish it doesent come to spore....


eswaran..this time i seriously miss you so much...but yea u r baq..i feel u right beside me recently listening to my needs..no wonder things are chging in life right now..thanks alot alright..
i haven talk to minz in a while.i think she is fine larhs...kk i love u 10000 times more today..


i appreciate those who tried makin things right for me...i really appreciate it alot..i love all ..
and when i say i love you i really mean it=)

tuesday ...was a day which i didnt look forward..nth went the way i wanted it..actually no..i was really confused..sad?angry?stressed up...

i dunno wht to do..yeah i did cry..but i jus cudnt explain wht i was goin through..
its not that i dun wanna tell wht was goin on..i jus dunno how to say it..jus too manny things happened..and i was jus blank..deep in thoughts..cudnt smile..i always cud smile though i was sad..but not this time..i was fuckin lost..i didnt knoe who to talk to..i wanted him to be there..i wanted to talk to him..but he wasnt there..at all..not his fault..its fate i guess.

wadever..i haven got replies ....that was smth which made me annoyed..very darn upset
as if i and u are like strangers?wtf? i knoe u for about three years yeahs?

crying for smth u cudnt explain sucks alot..and i dun usually the type of person who wud cry..
yea was jus fuckin fucked up...seriously..i kept silent not wanting to hurt the people by saying smth mean ..cuz i jus cudnt control..

eshu was jus runnin through my mind..wht cud mke me hurt?

thanks for the company aswini to buy bubble tea..appreciate it alot....and thnx to umaka too who was there for me as usual..i appreciate it

sorry kumares,dhinesh and whoever was with them..sorry i showed face and i didnt even smile

and when u say u love me...dun lie to me..cuz i knoe when u r lieng...and mean wht u say cuz when i say it i really mean it..i dun say it jus for the sake of saying it...im serious..

this happened on tuesday didnt post on tuesday cuz i knoe how worst it wud be writting there..now im better..dun worry about me..a little time wil do the trick

saturday was speech day=D
settling things with ain..yea me and ain okhey alr..thanks for those who were there to help me out
SPECIALLY MY DEAR PARTNER KAI CHONG!
my house aswini and preethi then evening went ang mo kio..lols its seems to be like a saturday thing to meet broz ..leaving house at the same time every saturday seems like im goin for camp?lol

AS usual..niven bro jus make things simple..someone whom i love alot...love ya bro=)
slept earlier than broz//they were doin work..yea Homework=D..SUPRISED??yea i was.given by own uncle no wonder..=D

THEN sunday..darn sleepy have been laying on bro bed whole day ...then evening helping dhivian's sister with oral=)..talkin to florence aunt was weight off..feel more relaxed after talkin to her.yeahs manny things are happening in my life too fast i say..so fast that even i don;t have control of it..

problems..typical problems..people jus cnnt accept the fact that those problems are seriously small compared to the lost im having now..idiots understand everyone has problems!

khay today.morning??jus very not into it...as in i jus went with whts gonna happen next..no planning..jus go with the flow.yea...he was sleepy??looks more as if he isnt interested..=D!
YESH..i think u dun wish to talk...trust me i really have put loadza effort to msg and keep u there to remember u evryday=)cherish u ...but yuew...man u cant be bothered/

anand was sweet...i usually msg all my loved ones morning wishes..and today i didnt ..but he msged me ..hahaha.thats wht is called in return..not like sme idiots..

k after school wanted to cwp but pissed off so yea..standing at the fourth floor lookin at the drama happening on the ground..its really annoying..why do yuew even talk to her..omg!jelous?no.angry yes cuz u cnnt even reply my msg.but u cud stand with two fuckin idiots and laugh ur head off and play catching like wtf..its okah..i shall see how long u wanna put up with ur fuckin attitude stuck up bloody egoisticness/idiot.

KAI CHONG...im glad to see u baq to what u are..im here for u if u need smeone to talk to ..hope u cud keep up with this..thanks for the sub for lyrics..thats really damn damn sweet of yuew..noone has done that for me before in my life=) appreciated alot alot=D!!LOVE U PARTNER!SISTER!HAHH//tke cre.LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE YUEW..rmber to teach me chinese ah!!. nee how mah?wah men how? haha thats all i knoe..ahah dumb??i knoe!!miss u!!


gym is not good for a 15 year old..it will affect ur height it has been proven.exercise for a 15 is jogging and normal ..not weight lifting or what so ever..whye arent u listening to me/i dun get my replies..i hate it when u dun reply..annoyed with yuew...quarells??not again dear..im tired..im trying my best not to..rmber those times where u always msged me and il reply now its diff eh..and and the one where u will listen to me.=(..now its like? who the hell am i to yuew??
i still love yuew..and i treasure u.loadz.special one..its been long siince i got to talk to yuew..feel the distance..a big distance..so sad right not to think abt it..this sucks.tke cre bubble.

uma ka ka ka ka ..haha..calling u uma mkes me mre closer.yeah i realise it now..but man i still gotta respect yuew=)understand tht!! i luff u soo much..thanks for evrything...aiyo u cnnt sleep without telling smeone who my lau ah/.. and he is not my lau!!i dun think things have been goin well with me and fren..i dunno la...annoying la he..not talkin much also..but i still love u khay.thanks for evrything..mauhs!relationship-its ok..things will be fine soon khay..life has its up and down..il here with u!!ull get over it soon..things will chge soon khay.for the good..medicine uma medicine!!

thanks for reading up.
yesh u have been pretty rude recently..i dun like it..dun like it jus say it..i wont bother..
the things i did for damn worthless ah..fuck!

but to those who have been my side..holding me tight thanks alot laa..i really appreciate it..
taufoq and anand has been really nice recently.so is faris and aliah.wait sangeetha too..ahas yesh bavani too..tivya too..suhan is speakin to me after long=) *bestufrenda* where are u when i need u to be herE?..

hey i dun hold anything against anyone alright..anger is jus awhile till i accept the fact that its my fault or cheat my self by saying im at fault=)..ill get over it..

eshuu...yes the miss syndrome is baq..i love u sooo much sayang..wont beleive it..today i saw smeone who looks abit like u..walks like u...hairstyle also same..tht min i thank god for giving me a momment to atleast see u from far..miss i hell loads.sorreh cant hold baq tears always=)..i wish u were here.exams are here ...guide me through...brother's birthday is here..i really wish no one cock up his birthday..let him enjoy his day..but mke shure he dun get in trouble too..thanks alot..u tke cre too alright..

time:9.46pm
owh met umaka in the morning
spendin every minute with her jus makes me a better person in life and love is always there when she is there..i love you

healthy lifestyle...jus didnt feel like running..when i think of running i rmber smth..when i see her i was jus annoyed..i dunnoe whye...im sorry..

was moody after healthylifestlye i didnt feel tht i ran..maybe because the route was shorter yeah?
wadeva.

after school went down to third floor..sherinnya was there so was jus talkin..preethika came out of class and left..then why did i even come outside her class.ah nvm

went home early cuz i jus didnt feel like moving around..talk to vimal near my house then left
home situation..not good...

ask almost all the idoits where they were cuz i was on a search to fing smeone to accompany to have dinner.then thank indran so sweet follow me go woodlands mart to eat ...haha stupid idiot tke so long to come..haha...then talk talk..half of the time on the phone la he..then the little story abt nuggets come out..haha indran shorter ..wheeee...talk crap al the way...then walk me home..tell lies to ppl all.see girl like never see..aiyoooooooooo!!!! that one funny la..
end up forget to tke pic..ahaha..though we didnt spend time alot..i had fun laughing till cnnt alr..
hahahaa..thankew indraaaaaaaaann for following..loves...

kk goin out..soon..buy bro present..shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuh

i waited for ur call again..wth..u said u will cal but u didnt..attitude had gotten into yu

kaikai- i really wish things chged for u...feel so sad for u..
lets al wish for the best..im here for yuew...jus the way u were there for me.
think for urself.nth is impossible..seeing sucha a wonderful person sad hurts..love..

esssssssssssshhh....thanks for the safe..and man attitudeof people sux..he is annoying..i gonna do the same thing to him laaa..hahahaa ego ego.

oh and not forgetting miranda..he called me today..shocked whn he called..haha..
its been long since we talk..lols..haha yes bruno i miss u alot alot=D
HAHA damn funny ah u talk in tamil..hahaha...anyways u tke cre..

the things i did jus for friends...the lowest i had to go for it.
treasuring so much

u jus insulted friendship.hurting evrypart of me..does it give u a joy?i wonder?

boy befor flowerS?i accept/ boys before frens?man u r unfaithful

u make me regret.u make my sacrificed seems not worth.i hate to say this but i regret givin another chance to talk to yu..

distance is wht i see now..

washed my hands? yes i havE...but i salute u ah..i gave u whatever i cud and best la u can hurt me till like tht..hats off la....dun jus say wht u dun mean..i feel the same pain whn esh left.
jus one more thing left hurting myself..

ive learn..

uma ka thanks alot..i love u....i dunnoe which idiots wwud be there to ruin it if u werent here..
a gift from god which i treasure

the truth

time:10:49pm

usually humans are thats sucks alot..
friends are suppose to be the one there where u can trust and not for me to put a test and see whether u are able to be trusted..dun ruin trust its hard to build it or rather if iver trusted the wrong ones means i stupid.lets all be practical..its hard to be but thats life?!yeah?

u did smth which no bestfren would have forgiven.but i did that by still talkin to you.
a wrong is a wrong...no right makes it a right k?of cuz the anger is still there...its takes time for me to swallow facts..and i kinda wanna move away from yuew..im sorry but thats how i feel..for the time being..i jus wanna some time alone to..

like today morning..sleepiness heads to all the things i dunwanna do..first having ur bestfren beside u but u dun wish to talk as u got attitude problem as in i have attitude problem..shunning evryone..giving a stuck up face ..being quiet and sleepy...this is how i was till taufiq came to sit beside me..i chased him..but he still got baq and tried to chg my mood.he did chge it..even i didnt realise it..but my eyes cud say i was annoyed and tired..I HATE TO FAKE A SMILE..you make me do oit everyday!!damn!fuckshit!

oh boi when i was moody i expected that comfort from yuew i ended up giving way and keeping feelings in since u had problems urself..cheating myself saying my problems are small compared to others..


i was being a jerk during recess i know..i dun feel sorry but im sorry..
i jus dun feel right.


uma nver failed to make me happy ..not it the outside but inside!smeone whom i treasure alot and gifted to knoe her..she is jus smth different=)ii love yuew darlene~!


as for the idiots who annoyed me dun test me..ive not been in the happy go lucky kind..
so much things to solve

i jus feel like ignoring all and sticking with 2/1.
one thing which stops me from doin tht is darlene=)for her=)i luff yuew

we stayed on the phone silence and quiet...with so much sadness and shock
how cud she say that??how hurtfull cud she get? im sorry my friend but the words u used to him names u a heartless idiot? dun do this..i feel for him so much..

thinesh..problems once again..get out of there..ive told u before dun trust people..
i jus wish u dun get into trouble..glad for replies and annoyed cuz u haven called

i dun feel like blogging..

anneh,whye?wish u were here..i wonder why u had to go?this world sux without u.
evrything had chge.I HATE IT OVER HERE.i miss the love.i miss you.ur smiles.
who do i lean on now?i rather lean on a stone than trusting anyone.
esh.isit me or people jus hurting me?i really wish "fatty" learns a big lesson..
i dunn how to tell u la..i miss u like soo much..it hurts alot..damn i dun wanna cry.
i miss u.memories hurt.i love u so much bro.dun worry ill be fine i hope?

dunwanna live in a world that u r not

aaah..i feel so angry with myself..i haven completed any assignments,projects or the things which are suppose to be done last week.i have been postponing manny things to a later date..its too late now..i have one mre day for finishin up my geog file..i have been really occupied recently..actually the truth is ive not been managing time properly recently.ive been lagging alot seriously..
i jus have enuf time to come home..sinda and homework.,not been doin self study or even reflect..
its my fault not anyone elses..i shud have been more carefull..and i feel i wasted about three weeks...slacking ...really slacking..exams in another two weeks..haven started real revision..ive said it in words tht i need to revise i haven done anything..gosh this is annoying..i hate to rush on work..and now im not done with anything..rushing throught everything.NOT PUTTING 100% EFFORT SUCKS ALOT.its not the best i knoe it.ive got no choice..i gotta stay up late today and finish up..im angry with myself for not doin things on time..gaaaah!

that really sucked k..

time:7.53pm

haven got my replies today..makes me worry but more of upset ...prepaid low?it better be tht reason..orelse my care and concern jus went down the drain alright..hmm,
not getting the remarks which i expected first thing in the morning is not good.plus getting a letter frm yuew was a shock...i was clueless...and i dunnow wht to say.world is so complicated..ontop of this i put up this big smile on my face..it is terrible..
the class beside is a useless..half of the class didnt turn up for school today..thats sucks alot...
lessons..u wont beleive i was attentive for both chemistry and physics..its good to be on track..ahas but i gott loadz to catch for the time i doze off on table..haha.man...im jus wishing i dun kill my mid-year..giving everyone a shock..i really really dun wanna disappoint anyone with sucking results and then cheating myself..

today there;s loadz reflection made..isit too late i realy wish not..
gals im sorry i cnnt meet u often anymore..i really gotta get back to studies..i really got so much to get baq...geo!??my file..sucks...evryone is done with it..oni a handfull..it doesent sound good being called up..fuck!i better get goin!

umaka get well soon ..i miss u soo so much..recess sucked without yuew..man..so much to say..its khay i can wait.now the thang is for u to recover.get well soon darleeenng..*hugs*

bubble u too..get well soon alright??baq to school soon k..!!still sad u didnt eat that day..
get rest alright...haha again im elder than yuew so jus shudup! and cmeone get baq to school..so weird when u dun tag even uma feels it..haha..



hey love,its khay tke it easy..i have trust ...and cmeone i dun find anything wrong if anything happens too..im cool with it serously..haha..jus let me know earlier next time.haha..not hurt alright..jus confused..i still love u alright.i was jus kidding when i called preethi love..haha i oni got love okhay!my duck..haha love u the same..no less alright...dun stress ur self alright...loves

eshu.....help me.here i go again needing ur love and help and guide me through bro.
have not been on right track for both studies and life..the wrong people im mixing with outside school and the studies wht have i done....pleaxe..for now i jus wanna get done with exams..mke my frens understand my situation..ive been not myself lately..i think alot .i hate listening..im like whtever i think is right i do.thats not good eshu..im afraid really afraid smth gonna go wrong=(..miss u dearly..if oni u were here.ill be like..haha fuckcre evrything ive got yuew beside me..
now..i gotta worry so much..and i have a bog portion in my heart where i have yuew.eshu dun tke so much space can!! haha kidding..i love u the most..can think of anyone as great as yuew..thns for the wonderful frens i have..i love all.i love u more dear bro..hope u r safe in god;s hands or where ever u are..rest in peach eshuuu sayang

time-check:3.56pm

i doubt ill be able to blog at night..so yea.morning morning..ive been msgin people morning msges recently..lol reminders to umaka specially for her medication.=p
went to school with a positive attitude trying to ignore and finding an alternative way to tke things..basically cheating myself la..
k then assembly was super boring..like the omms today was boring.i usually listen up for the omms..but today it was really sick...humairah was telling me about wht happen on saturday and i was telling her my story..sorry too noisy today till my teacher was like standing by to chatch me talkin red handed..grrr.
SMEbody doin word puzzle all..NTH better to do..=)

class lessons lessons..cudnt thinkk right..things bothering my thoughts..not good!
recess was ok..jus tht i cudnt talk normally knowing the truth and not aware..trust me it hurts.
it okhay i will wait till u open ur mouth to admit the fuckin truth!hahaha idiots.
well i wanted to talk abt this to umaka but jus cnt put myself together to say it.but ill tell her soon...


feel bad for sickboi..get well soon khay!!!!no ice drinks...dun sleep in class i got spy okhay!
so sad to see u sick sial..i think u need rest larhs..get well soon..loveeee<3!


i dunno where to put this anger?or isit hurt?seriously? u have lied and hide things to the wrong person..ive done nth to you and thats why i have ears all around..u call that bestfrens??haha i duno whther to laugh or cry..maybe is my fault doin introduction to the peeple i knoe
well done to ur fren who helps u hide things from me to..haha..maybe the one who is helping u out might knoe the love or might not..ill keep quiet till i knoe both of u are involved..
but thanks to yuew.so much for trust..i rather trust the people u hate.lols..im mean?fuck you..its u...feelin guilty good.i give u one mre week to confess..and if u dun im leaving u for good..and if u do ill jus keep my eyes closed and take it as u were abt to tell but had no time..its time i knoe ur true colours...u and i have the distance from now?i guess so

my job is done...

the wonderful people in life who makes me goin..thanks to those ones =) u knoe who u r?


eshu..sorrry i dun wanna bother u by telling uthise.will tell u evrything some other time..=)i still love you okie

Baybygal Prass

SATURDAY

woke up in the morning went to doc for migrane plus my damn leg..
afternoon preethi came over my house a while..aswini was at joanna house as for what i was told..u knoe the best not me.stupid preethika buy for me bubble tea with pink straw..and she had her lame reasons for takin pink...O.0 ..YEAA WADeva

after tht met np people at causeway then wait long long ..sec 2 took long to arrive..punctuality ppz!
then in the mrt to yishun...so sweet of boon chian to carry my uniform for me..ahahah..thnx boon!
=D..we reached yiishun and was waiting for bus..hahahahaha wash eye wash eye..lol..then we reached ahmad ibrahim sec late..chiong ah!!faster chge to npp full uni..then setlle down for bus to arrive to get to hta..(home team acadamy) yea...i hate to share bus with another school..it sound stupid but those ppl was not noisy at all..not funlehs.we reach there...whooooo we got gold once again this year..congrats sec 2!!and last year..ourbatch was the first to wear no. 1 uniform..haha thats pride man!!haha=D..went baq to AI then chged then went home together around 9 of us..hhaha in the bus damn noisy ah..stupid zhen xiong keep match makin me with tuhin!! what the hell ah!!! thats soooo eeew ah,,hahaha...then bus rides was great with the..reach cwp at 9pm went to cwp buy drink with xinyi then cioaz..walkin home saw bro .rooban anneh shamen and shamen fren..itss been lonngg since i saw rooban anneh.haha miss him ah..i was so tired i cudnt even like stand and talk i said bye then left..went home tke shower get chge and left house to meet bro at admiralty..waitied for like 15 mins..i hate waiting ahh!!!haha bro came with joshuel...
haha his voice chged ..ahaha...then he pushed me jus to ask me how am i? i alr like gonna die like tht ..then he had to annoy me all the way till i reach marsling then till yio chu kang..ahaha
keep telling me i small girl la underage la..idiot!!haha then told me that i disturbs me so that i wont forget him..haha nonsence la hee...i miss hym loadz...then went to niven anneh house..taunt there sunday night return home...get well soon niven anneh...love u..
sunday spent..........shud had stayed home and studied..aiya its k..sake of niven annneh=p

life was so great that even i knew that smth bad is about to happen cuz i knoe life can never be filled with laughter...expected..

well im gona be open..

it all started...
ain came online.and she asked me whther i like her
i was so darn blur..and she explained to me about it.
she said then sherinnya told her i badmouth abt ain to others..
i was really blur and shocked..and i felt bad cuz..i expected like u knoe u shud trust ur gd fren then the other..well ain was confused on who to beleive..i dun blame her..its people speech which had brainwashed her.

ain,u were ther for me when i needed smeone..why wud i betray u..im not a bitch...seriously..if i were to hate smeone i rather slap that person than move on in lfe rather than betraying!!
cuz i knoe how it hurts to get betrayed..i dun do that.i find it dumb..i beleive in wht goes ard come baq around la..if oni i was lieng i seriously wish i was hit by a car..i fuckin dunnoe how to prove myself right..and im the gal who respects frenship mre than anything..but after this its upp to u to believe as for the rest bitches..trust me...if i dun get baq my friendship get ready to get in return..i swear ill get baq to the idiots who ruin m frenship..i swear!!illl do anything to get baq my frenship...


sec 1...it reminds me of sec 1 life..when peeople do smth or talk smth which i didnt do jus whack oni dun ask all...doin things which I THINK IS RIGHT...the not thinking type...

frens..are suppose to trust one another..not to trust smeone elses speech..
believe in one and not evryone

thanks to kaichong for trusting me.and trying to mke things right..
i really appreciate it alot kaichong..i owe u baq..a fren who i can trust..alot..
thakew kaichong..thnx for the listening ear=)lovess<3

thinesh too..who was there lending me a ear and shoulder..
of cuz i wish u were there helping..but i jus dun wanna mke things realy big for now.
guess u had to offline..wished u stayed longer..its okie lazziness is gotten into u for bad.
loves=)
but i appreciate it laaa..thanks alot

need to update umaka about this...and i dun think i gonna get my frens involved la..
so gilfrens dun be offended that i didnt tell u anything jus yet..i jus wanna get things over before tellin alright.

eswaran anneh,why all this stupid things all happening siah..wht the hell did i do..i stayed out of trouble..i talked less to people who had betrayed me before..i changed myself for who?you!yea...i chged my whole self...from a person who fails,roam,whack,slap,made problems,and evrything to a whole new person, who dun talk to brother;s frens much,studies,and all the good things..wtf..
i feel so bad maintaining the distance with my old frens..i chged..and this is wht i get!?u see wht the fuck people can do jus do get u downgraded..and u see the lesser people who there to encourage u..this is humans...humans are jus so annoying...feel like goin baq to basics..poeple are jus not understandable..man this sucks..people might thiink that beacuse of one things prass is getting stressed up or overreacting...this is not the first..i was jus getting blend to an envioronment without u(eshu)..and now its like waaaaaah..soo annoyed..whye eshu ..im sorry i jus cant tke this anymore...and bestfrens??oh gosh im telling u now seriously people dunnow whts the mmeaning of it..bestfrens are suppose to be there when u need them and not jus letting u die half way or wht so ever..maybe it my fault choosing the wrong frens maybe..im sorry eshu if ive let u down or abt to let u down..but this is it.i cnnt keep quiet for evrything i got my limits!
im sorry anneh jus didnt know who to talk to ...lol if oni u were on the phone ill be like crying alr..
rest in peace eswaran bro

before i cud smile wide..snap alr..haha.i can promise one thing to her...that i will always love her=)

haha aswini is oni $2.50..im the owner..pllace u order here.
u thin!k!? go die la..she not for sale..she is mine!

wah.this one too much alr...post post..

us for fast and furious

lovelove!!

prass tie hair la.wait larhs!!

tickets with prass hands

aaa..nice ah!!! not prass la..the wave laa...hahah

umaka skills in tking pics!!nice scenary

preethika darls...haha trying to hide my slippers!!

my love..i love u sweethart!

the one who has been always there for me..darleeng umakaa..love u!!!

sorry not in order..*east coast love*ME AND PREETHIKA WALKIN ALONG THE SHORE BEFORE HEADING HOME
I LUFF WALKIN ALONG THE SHORE<3!

evryone will sit facin the ocean..prass weird la..hahah sit backwards better!the wave nice ah!?

my left and right...my secret boxes

colgate advertisement larhseh!

i jus wanted to be tal okhay..im tall though!

hugs love from behind=D

WHOO..my fav game.cme on shoot shoot!!

turn turn..hand twist alr larh..ahha

i took the pic..haha the two beauties of my life=)

find the pic abit weird..but i love her alot..so much that she doesent knoe it her self..
my love.

time:8:06pm

yes love 100th post is big thang okhay!(read ur blog)
mornings till now ....msg and msg and msg..my bill gonna burst!!
hahaha morning was keryuit...idiot craves for thosai and prata...if oni he came earlier i cud have maybe help him buy or follow him.haha stupid!haha paavam idiot had to wait til recess to eat..
hahaha..i knoe i knoe u kept looking at the clock waiting for it to strike 11 right!haha..bleah!\

unlucky ah..i play with stapler then staply my finger then finger bleed bleed bleed..i laughin away ahhaa mad alr...then during recess chille kenna my shirt then run here and there finding for p.e shirt..then i got it from ushaashaa!

then recess was extra noisy today..have been smiling wide today non-stop..haha wooooo..

=D!!

THEN ...school was quite entertaining larhs..walk here walk there..talk andtalk..sleep during physics..but then i finish up my work for physics and mr see was like"well done prass,continue to work hard and u can do well for o's" i didnt rellie get wht he was saying cuz i did my work jus to sleep ..=D.! haha oni physics k..stupid bitch mke me worry so so much,..give me heart attack la..

after school...
met preethi and aswini...love was moody i think..nvm larhs.cnnt get angry wit love..so jus try to ignore the anger parts=)then abit
of confusions to watch which movie..i had to withdraw money and all.abit stressed up at tht point..and movie starts at 3.15pm?sch ended at 2.45?yea
luckily we chged movie to fast and furious..
so we went cwp went to withdraw money..used to have $150 in card now oni $80.love is angry with me because of tht..well i promise her to top-up next week
..cnnt spend next week..=(.
.then we ate and laugh and laugh
then buy snacks
then went it to get seats for movie.sat beside love and preethi..movie was nice actually..
haha crawling up cuz i was cold
..if oni i had smeone one to grab i tell u i hug the person tight..haaha damn cold uh!haha love also felt abit cold.
.movie was great!!cars man!!wooo..effects was super great.
then vidette tke the picture...we cudnt see anything..hahaha..complexion problem..ahahahahhahaha..laugh like hell..then i help tke the side way pic ...then cud see.
oh oh and 20 mins before the movie vidette passing us a almost full pop corn and says she full..hahah hiyooooo!i laugh till cnnt tahan..haha chandini damn funny ah..haha..i really enjoyed myself....

then send one by one baq home..took bus with uma and vidette around 6+ then home..
then co-incidence siah..to check whther bro is really playing soccer i msg nesh where was he since my bro hangs out with those same grp ppl..then yea..bro call me to tell me to pass soccer ball to kateh...then i was like who kateh..bro was like ur fren la thinesh..hahah dumb!!

then stupid idiiot lazy to come up to my house.haha..made him come hahaha..argue till the end..haha..then ask me water then fuckin bitch drink one sip...he looked super shag..he went to play soccer straight after school.idiot la..lazy to tke out shoe also la he.pure excuses.l.

hahahaha umaaakaaaa...confessions ..hahaha..no no no!! mus maintain distance with whoever u talkin if nt u brainwash me....anyways attatched alr laa..cnnt do anything..ahhahahaha...
lalalalalalala....AJAN!hahhaha..."ego ....curfew 7pm" hahaha..i love u you so much


jus took shower.will upload pic later..for east coast and today;s movie..

eshuuuu sayang.......thanks for evrything...seriously....i love u larhs..!!idiot man!!! mke me miss u like hell..mke me reminded of yu also....hahahaha i happy today la eshh!!if oni u here ah...i hug u alr laa..haha ..i love u eshhhhuu..hugshugs


thineshbitch!!.i saw this world 8 days before u...so u better shutup!..haha this is for argueing with me yst....

100th post

people who have my password..come to myblog then edit from this post ok... have fun please write ur name innn!!!

rubah♥

cheyy!!! 100th post!!!
imissyou. continue blogging kayy???
had a great time with you last saturday!
take cares.
sry, but i dunno what to write )=
hehs. studyhard;stay smiling and call me often(lol!)
iloveyou and imissyou akkz!


Preethika(=

Wheee!! Happy 100th post,Prass!!!
Kay anyways,all i wanna say is tt ure a really wonderful fren & im sooo happy to have found euu..
Ure my greatest treasure..
I dunno wad my lyf would be wifout euu la..
I luv euu,syg!!

aswini

hahas, your 100th post. Finally man, after blogging for so many years. Heeeee.
Ms Blog Addict.
Take cares, dont blog everyday kay. Must study okay.
Haha, this is so weird lah.
Kay, byebye.
Quack,Quack.
Oh ya, love you(:

~~~MR.G~~~
Prassuuuuuuuuu...hahaha...
100th post ah 2day?...
CoOl...must blog somemre k...later i will miss it...
I'll try to tag oso....
HEHEHEHEHE
kk...
u take care k..
See u soon.... Study hard...
Byebye...
*Salutes sergeant prass*....hehehehehehe...
loves and misses

UMA MAGESWARI!

PRASSANNA! 100th Post Ah? AiSehFuWah! Somebody Lah You. But Hey, Don't Concentrate Too Much On Blogging Okie. Must Study Study. Exams Coming Right. & Omg, I Love You So Much. Going To Miss You Like Tonns Next Year. I Wil Never Forget The Good Times We Had, Have, Will Have. From Recesses, To ECP, To Your HSE, To Everything. I Will Just Miss Every Single Thing. Especially Your Cute Face & The Way You Always Block My Way. Which Is Irritating, But Yeah, Will Miss It. Im Always Here For You Okay! Anything Just Ring My Number. I'll Run To School To Your Rescue. Woohoo! Lols! &Eh, Lau Lau. Lols! Must Tell Me If Got Any Good News About It Okay. & Don't Worry About Me & My Lau. I'll Get Over Him Soon. LMAO!! Kidding Kidding. Okie, Im Crapping Now. Enjoy Your 100th Post Darling. & *Dances Around*! Tomorrow Movie Date!! Can't Wait. FAST&FURIOUS! See Lah Prass, I Got Your Syndrome. The Cannot Stop Talking One. HAHA, Okie Okie, Now Serious, Take Care Sweets. All The Best For Mid Yr. Im Sure You'll Top In Many Subjects. *TightHugs&Kises* LoveLoveLoveLoveLove.

'Umaaa!

P.S. I Know Im Vain! Put Pic All. WHAT?! So Many Uma(s) In The World Okay! Lols.

time-check:8:16

well wishes to everyone.happy tamil new year.
wished idiot first at 12.cuz i was alr msging him=D!
then woke up lika sleepy head..did things the wrong way.and woke up grumpy
walk to school not the usual time.abit later i guess.

walkin to school alone today was a bad idea..Its when i start to think deep..whats right and wrong.
and when i start realising the wrong things it jus mkes my day worst..hiex
but msges from manni jus kept me goinla.anand was the sweet today morning.

school yea...boring...jus studies and more of that.its getting abit boring...i think shud change lifestyle already la.mus to smth extraodinary already..seriously its really darn boring to with same boring routine in life..get some chge yo!

since i did marhsalling for mass run.i did my mass run today.timing was 13.23..
sucked..i knoe why also..i have not been exercising..have been slackin not attending cca training for about three weeks...gah..i gott go baq for training this friday or else.my next 2.4 km run is gonna suck...prass gotta push abit harder...=)

last lesson..physics.wht else can be more boring?him talkin i guess?
then msging like 5 ppl..dhinesh,sarahlene,kumareswaran,bavani and Anand
stupid thinesh sleep in class all..see i told u i got spies all..ahaha..dunned to stalk u larhs..got spy.
=p..or abt that.yea he is baq to basics with love..honestly speakin i object..lol..but i shal shudup gotta side him with mouth shut..=X!
man its been long i caught u online to talk..so much to talk sial..updates about others..idiot la u no time to talk also..haha i vote for specs..yea i think specs better that contact lens=p

baq home straight..yea..advices from dad..guess dad is right..i did hold grudges i knoe.im sorry.
i knoe im at fault now.i thought i was right.i mistook things.im sorry.i knoe wht u r goin through now..its jus that..smetime i feel to much pressure from yuew..but cme on im oni 15 ..i dun wanna tke a role of a 18?but things are parting..i see it..attitude problem is wht is within her..i dunnoe when is she gonna chge.is this is it.i wonder where wud i be in the few yrs?parteD?i dunnoe..but trust me if thts wht is gonna happen.i changing for the worst thats for shure.blame it on them i dun care then..

i learn my lesson today..ive learn many things today..ouh and yea officially over w902 ..yea
ex dream phone..no maybe i stil like tht phone..but nah ive lost it.not goin for it.maybe not worth it?manny brain washed me..noone in my side to get tht phone.except preeth,love,umaka
its k alright.i dun usualy get wht i want..used to it=d.no heart feelings.

black cat outside my house..weent down to buy drink.yea its really scary.it kept purring.i nearly cried.that cat was like following me everywhere i went its as if some dead is trying to talk to me.oh gosh wht is its smeone i knoe.wht if its not..ahh i mad..eshhhhuuu this reminds me of u..when i see a cat..ill jus grab onto u..closing me eyes..thinking that there's no other safer place then beside u..

esh..its k..let him decide for himself whther she is right for him.nth feels right without u.
why do i keep running away from truth?all i think about is u..crazy isnt it..wht can i do..so helpless cnt go baq to the past now can i?its k.memories still stay k.il love u til i close my eyes forever..=) rest in peace eswaran bro.rest in...if oni..nah i shudnt say it..dun wana mke ur heart heavy jus because mine is..im nt self centred..i still miss those love esh.=(


tom 100th post i think.do ask for my paswrd.want loved ones to write in smth,,
not each of u one post..jus edit post then write ur name once u r done k/dun msg me or contact me or smehow k...dun forget..impt k!!!
impt:indrani,umaka,preethi,aswini,thinesh,bruno,any loved ones la.

much watch varnam ayiraam..ah love story..
ava ena song nice
kk loave alllll..dun sleep in class all..hehehehe


babygal
(mixed emotions)

TIME -CHECK: 10.29 pm

monday morning..saw uma akka in the morning..then talk..
then wish preethi today.its her one month anniversary!
lessons were boring..humi started it k!! she told me he wasnt in school then i started finding..uunfortunately i didnt see u...haha sorry!!tkes baq the scolding..

recess was like a repeat show..prass wish to shudup but jus cnnt
haha..i will try.
after school saw faris bro.yea he my padayappa bro!!
haha...i love him alot!!he is liek one of my sweetest thing in my life.haha..
he knows almost evrything i go through..idiot he neve come school..
he broke promise smemre.nvm la still love him=)faris bro!

kkk.after that went home shower went to buy chocolate and drink then left for sinda
then arvind msg me askin where am im..then end uphe was jus sitting beside me.haaha dumb.
karthick came atlast.waah. missed those two so much!!..haha those jokes really made me laugh my stress out..the two idiot friends.haha..then help sathish with math answer so now he owes me a chocolate=p..then it was 9 sharp left sinda went home straight..damn tired..haven done any work.for this week..should start studying alr..might not be able to blog often after this..gotta start revision for my mid year..time to show suckers that i can strive harder..

oh i haven been apreciating..yesi love all my taggers..u make me blog..seriously when i see noone tagging i feel sooo like not blogging..u mke me blog..haha..so yea..its in ur hands taggers!!
kk thnx to those who have been reading my blog and tagging..

ohoho i saw indranni and sathish today at cwp..hah miss both of them so much!
=D...I LOVEE ALL


eshuu.life is ok..but not that great..but i knoe u have been trying really hard to mke things right.thanks alot dear one..but its ok la...ill get over things soon..hope to..i llove u...miss u so much..*hugs eshu tightly*..man evrywhere or anythin somedoes it reminds me of u..man u make me think so much..tke cre sayang

SATURDAY

-morning was abit effed up.had to wake up at 9 plus..i havencaught up with my sleep man!..suppose to buy my dream phone then hias..i dun wanna talk abt it!
then afternoon we had a small gathering with evergreeners..haha..cut cake for nicholos..haha so sad he got all dirtied with flour ...haha my idea..hahahha..thakew thankew..

had to leave early cuz got 21st birthday party to attend at night..so went home to shower then wear smth nice ..yes smth which brother likes if not all the way he will comment on me..grr
then yea went there..saw all my sisters..man its been long since we met..haha..hugs
evrywhere..the year's gossips everywhere..i had a great time..then after evryone left ther they had the dance floor...and yea i rarely dance ...man this time round the songs jus sets the

mood..plus sisters pestering..yea man....dance and dance till cnnt alr..brother hard core la..dance till he cnnt..haha..i enjoyed myself..dance til 1am then tke pictures with all cuziz then left at 1.45am...went home...then i was sooo darn happen..then spread love to everyone else whoom i

love too..haha..then slept.wwoke up sunday at 11plus..left to cousins bro house..help chinnamaa to carry oven to the cash changer end up get so less money..f**! but its k la..help oni mar..jus that my black shirt got dirty cuz of the dust..haha washed it off..evryone has been asking me whther i perm my hair..i didnt larhh...!!aiyoo!!!

then.......play bubble with dhinesh..haha..my cute little baby bro..hahaha.then left early...since monday got school..haaaaaaaaaa.....then uncle drop us baq..then late night chats with fren..sunday night was off..i really needed to talk to smeone..thnx to him..haha u knoe who u r laa..call it day off then..=D

• FRIDAY

east coast love...meet umaka love then went shop to get titbits then met love and preethi bought dounuts..ahaha..trust me those doughnuts was jus sooo great!!chocolate lar seh!=p
then wait and wait and wait for the two prince..suhan and kumares who took like sooo darn long to arrive..grr...then bus rides was jus sleepy and pictures..but the bus ride was long sial..but not boring uh we talk and talk then me and love take picture like never take picture=D
haah..once we get down umaka and myself didnt knoe the right way..haha
then we follow people we dunnoe all siah..uma " eh eh faster faster follow faster" haha aiyoo
then those people went shop n save...aiyoo then luckily we found our way lar..we did soo silently that the rest didnt knoe we were lost and was jus following the crowd ahahaah..then
we walked so far that we decided to rent bicycle to find the place..haha uma ka desire fufill alr..she wanted to ride bike badly..then we rent boke while love and preethi rent roller skates..
then we sat a while.then went riding riding.then so sad both of the roller skaters fell once..haha hope they both ok..love-hand preethi-butt..hahahhaha.then ride ride and ride..saw my bro in the twin bike..tupid kumares and suhan keep ringing bell at me.haha..then i tried roller skates.imma slow learner..its been years since i played la..love was fast man!then we give baq bike..then idiot came..yes yes thinesh..by the time i see him he far far away with his ahem ahem.kk i shall shutup..then we all started walkin to mac..thinesh followed.we ordered like one meal and evryone's sharing..didnt feel like eating all i felt like doin was to drink coke.yea thats it! then stupid idiot..eat and eat.yea thineshidiot!yuew..pig!haha..then it started raining heavily..grr..
play truth and dare..i had to get the weirdest question..*stares at uma*..then sent suhan baq then we all went arcade play play ..then preethi left a pouch there..aiyo then it was there but she didnt check properlii..then kumares gave smth to preethi..thats sooo sweeet of him ah!!preethi blush blush..haha cute couple la..then kumareswaran had to go some other place then i and uma ka walk and walk walk ..aiyo tiring u knoe..damn long ah..then had to walk baq..we were both dieng of thirst..once we reach to our place then inside uma ka bag alr have water.aiyooo!!
then duck and preethi tried to push me in ..end up both of them got wet first..lol..pictures came in then..all those weird pictures..=s.we had to leave abit early..so sad..but its k..i enjjoyed myself.then when goin baq.me and preethi walk walk at the shore..i always loved doin that!ALWAYS..haha then went to get chnge and stuff.saw smebody.haha..bestufrenda's ex or now?i dunnoe yea her..haha=) *whispers to preethi*..kkshh..then tell bro bye then left..stupid slipper got sand..hate it! then thats when prass got hungry..hahahaha..very very hungry.buy food. then walking down the road..this big sigh saying(mac) love-$2.50 HAHA....aswini is oni 2.50?lol love's owner (me).haha the pics all i upload another day..haha funny sial.haha no la love cnnt sell all..permenent love..love u duckling.!then bus ride..haha prass whack food..haha..dun cre who lookin also..whack food..and yes ive been talkin non-stop in thebus..im sorry!!!bleah.i tried to stop talkin ..i cnnt !!too bad..then sent love baq then preethi then me and umaka took bus and went home..haha..i really enjoyed my time..=D..THANKS EVRYONE FOR SUCHA A GREAT TIMEE!!!LOVE ALL!

10:06 pm

tiring day i shall say.

morning was okhay til humi had a bad fever till she cried..then recess was walking around to reconfirm the outing's pllan and stuff...till it was changed to movies.where things cock up where idiots told me they dun wanna go...and we had to chge it baq to ecp again..damn them!
but its okkhay..wadeva larhs.

tThen physics bored be to DEATH...then left sch at 1pm cuz had to go for marshalling and stuff for mass run..=D!went with sangeetha..blah blah..marshalling was super tiring where u had to cheer for evryone and look out for pale people.!=p

then after that follow my good friend and classmates to pizza hut..i really enjoyed my time with them..really really did..after so long i feel the 2/1 loves..
people who went to pizza hut
-calvin
-zhen xing
-faris
-ishaq
-vickram
-wilren
-diyanna
-ashikin
-sangeetha
-nikita
-limin
-prass=D

HAHA..made loads of noise as usual.

then kfc talks was nice=) duck is still doin the illegal bussiness of drinking cold drinks!
then yea things happen when bro was around..skipping it..im sorry to those who felt hurt.im sorry reallly sorry=(

its been long since umaka and i chat..yea feel much better after that..yea by the time i took the bus i think it was 9 yeah??gosh in school uniform smemre..its been long since i stayed in uni and stay out long ah=)but its k la

___________

sometime i wonder whther i expect too much from u or wht?or u really takin advantage of me?
when u wanted someone i was there 24/7 ...when i jus wanted to speak out this is the response u give..i even cleared with ur "whts next" before talkin..so whts the problem with u...gah u really spoil things..but wht to do..u r special cant help it..cant fight with u too!i love u still..but i jus felt like giving u a stuck up face or talk with attitude when u respond me.but no..u shud have felt it.and trust me wht u said is very very hurtful..i dun force anyone to say anything..get ur facts right...

owh eshu..i super shagged esh.....eshuuu go buy for me chocolate go go!!..i love u..i miss u khay!!! jus shut up!! i dunwanna talk to u..cuz cuz i also dunnoe why..nvm when i find a reason to fight with u thenn ill quarell till then so sad..i cnnt argue with u boo ah
kk i gonna go slack and tke shower..byeee..i love u khay!

i was in class when i receive a msg from love.."quack quack"
i started laughing my head off where my teacher i asked whther i was crazy..
ive been calling her duck recently..haha...yes she is a duck..my duck!!.ducklove.

kk starting todayay.nono from yst night! im glad u told me how u felt.=) and plez for the last time no violence=D!*glares at bestufrenda*.well get over it..she is a bitch=).then ttoday ermm nth much la.it is my good friends birthday today..yea sangeetha..haha wished her 635372735 times..haha

ermm...was again upset about people not turning up in school..today excused la..but come on its been years since u came to school u knoe!!

after school was disaster...i knoe u shudnt had done wht ive done..im sorry for wht ive done feeling the pressure right in me now.the old me?whye did tht happen?maybe because i listened to much of my friends that i loose my sense??well she tested my patience.but im sorry..and thinesh!next time reply fast man!!

oh and after school went to meet preethi..then she told me got library and stuff..then after she say that i didnt feel like goin too..its jus not ur fault la..next yr can go la...didnt feel like goin actually..all i wanted is to feel the old feeling..haha the drums and lughts the old people..haha..man i miss those memories..butbut ive changed even though i might not like it..but its for the better and the ssake of myy darly eshuu!=p..its ok

duck nearly nearly made me upset..haha..but when i see love i jus cannot get pissed la..haha..i love u =) and yes preethika u too..

and i found out that when people dun tag i dun feel like blogging..i wud feel that unnlovedness haha...my word..oh another word... "criminal-minded-evil-duck-love(quack)"haha aswini name..
yea u better recover soon k!hmph!i love u love..

when i say i miss u it really means i really really missed u so much=(..

AND YES PREETHI I THINK HE IS CUTE!! "MR HANDSOME"
*STICKS OUT TONGUE AT YOU*

eshu..ive been thinking abt it..but i dunnoe whther i like it anot..thats why i haven done that yet..wel ive considered it but i dun think u wud like or allow it ..so mmost probably ill wait for 18 perharps?man i wish ive cud have done tht..i really like tht=)peirce*..i love u sayang!

TIME-CHECK:9:35PM

yes long day i should say but i still could tke it=D
kk

today morning when i was walking to school i rmber bruno
knoe whye??cause i rmber the traffic light?i and him always will meet unexpectedly at the trrafic light in the morning..ahhh man..i jus wish to run backwards and wish time too run backwards..haha..sorry imaginations do run wild once in a while k..accepting it!

we shall start with the normal routine in the morning where i need to spread msg about east coast park.yea..all confirm and i started to search for bestufrenda..idiot never come..grr.msg also never reply!hmph! idiot!

then i got 21/21 for POA ..so i was very happi=D
recess was all about planning and gossips.as usual la..
yea this week is crazy man..got alot of things to get done ah!

then nth much la...after school went home get pe shirt and shorts for usha!
then baq to school...meet uma ka darleeng...then met preethi and pris then buy chinese rojak at 888...im sorry uma ka had to bring you under sivan's block just now=(
i knoe how u felt when u still say u think he still is studying.haha i still feel the same for eshu till today..thats life..sighh

*change topic*

so had great time with them ..as usual!!
aww yes need to catch up with dunstan alot alot alot!! miiss him much!!
hopefully he reads this..

once they left went sinda..they split my class..aww man now i cnnt see karthick and sathish anymore..grrr..but its ok i got his number today so gd lar..during class i msg..hhaa.karthick damnn nice..so is arvind<3

once sinda ended.yea heaache started ....aww after such a tiring day i still got headache? u must be kidding yo.?!

then yea..dear boi was stress so had to sacrifice time for him to chat with him for a while..
man..u better thank me..i struggle to come online..idiot then get angry jus cuz i never cme online..told u before right.if anything then call right...its k..still u told me..haha..dun worry sayang.things will get better..screw that bitch! haha..omg u r also a bitch..nvmnvm two dfferent bitches..sorry sorry i crapping alr..kk u tke cre..rmber da NO VIOLENCE! I so darn scared when u get stressed up la..well i wish i was there byy ur side and tking cre of u=D..SUCHA A GOOD FREN MAN PRASS.haha *self praise*..oh god i cnnt imagine if i didnt msg u..haha thats wht i say..best friends got link link one..far also can feel..haha..
kk i love u..get baq to sch!!i love u =)

kk now i gotta go baw to hmwk with headache clinging onto me like a ghost holding my neck thight!errr..

aww man eshu..lol i see so manni pictures of today..trying to tell me to rmber u right..
idiot idiot!! dun worry la wont forget u oneall...i love u more today ok??i miss u like ive never did..gaah life's is diff? esh u listening??i knoe u r? dun fall sleep eshu!! im talkin!!if not ill pinch u till u wake up.haha rmber that time when u did tht..yea retribution haha..kidding la sayang..tke cre k...guide me through,,need u now and forever=)

time-check:8:09pm

woke bro up for he had to go school in the morning..

randomly i decided to see my two sisters..so yea got ready and left to jurong=)
spent my day there..

wanted to go shopping but nah.maybe someother time..didnt had the mood for clothes.
so went home called idiot cause he called me yst but i didnt pick which isnt my fault=p
but sorry though.

so yea

bitch's sleepless days

two days stay at sivan house..never sleep
then went home then left for soccer which is "very important"
then now goin sathish house with a heavy load to carry..
and wanting to whack relatives if he wasnt given money for taxi..
lol..idiot's lifestory for the past three to four days..so sad..idiot get some rest lurh!

then now..watching 2 fast 2 furious..aah..i love this movie..yea cars..i fancy cars okhay!
speeeedd!!=D!

aah..have to wait for mum's sis to come..then after leave ive gotta run!goota go ouT!

tom mus wake up ..goin jogging plus swimming with humi=)
hahah prass healthy k!!

kk i love all..ooo im recovering..but cough is really bad..my voice is even worse.
yes thank you for reading..

daily reader mean mustt read evryday!!and mus tag also!!haha..

i love all..eshu i love u more..haha dun be too happy!bleah!!*hugs*

spread the love today cause im happy today....hehe=)

time-check:12.03am

sometimes i wonder is this how bestfriends treat each other...or am i jus expecting too much from my click..sometimes u really mke me think whether i had made the right choice in friendship..its like when u get someone to cling u jus go angst me..smth like tht...or like im not informed in stuff makes me more annoyed in an situation..whats the point??i think im wasting my time talkin to u ..thats why u dun see me argueing back..rmber when i stop argueing with u it really mean u have gona too far and i dun wanna talk to u...if u hve known me well..someone who is close to me...ill argue till the end...yeah thats diff..

sorrry to start off like that.

so morning was dramatic hahas...bro never go school hiyer..in school..so sad bitch never come school..reached school did physical training and then yea be the marshal.i got to stand and rule ppl..haha basically safe pppl from getting knock down by cars..npcc marhshalling duty..so i didnt run today=p!

then nothing much la..baq to class social studies thanks love for the lemon tea..mrs lee was like "students,there wud be teachers comin to our class today to see ur behaviour...so unless u have done anything wrong u shudnt be afraid!!see ppl like prass ..put 20 teacher behind also no problem" i was like was she being sacarstic or was she really praising me..and then the whole class turn and look at me with all the idiots in my class started disturbing me=)then i shall tke that as an compliment =D!


odinary day i shall say..after school...went cwp with uma ka...yes i didnt go cca i wasnt feeling well and yea..then went to meet the other umy ka..thenwent up to eat ice kachang..ice kachang or the new one which uma ka wanted to try .haha that one also confusion!hiyo!then yea as usual we tried to find a day where i and her was free to catch a movie...trust me its always that im free and she's not or she is free and im not..grrr.

baq home..send umy to bustop then went home with sangeetha..man its been ages since i talked to her..we went to buy bubble tea..and yea blueberry is not bad u knoe..sangeetha bought tht!
oh wow!sangeetha got a new phone!! same as aswini..flip!whooooo

baq home..tv time then shower then went to sivakrishnan temple around like 7+ with mum and dad!i left phone in the car=p! we went to dp prayers for my uncle who passed away two yrs baq....then guys who i saw.yes mr handsome=D..HAHA..lol its been like very long since i saw..nah i dunnoe him well..but yea he is famous..biggest clue alr la tht one..haha..haha lmao!

sooo close i tell ya..soo close..im knowned to be existed now..caught stared at several time..hahha..*goosebumps*

went baq to car..jus thought of bestufrenda out of blues..went home friend help me call unknown number yes bitch called my thrice..im sorry ..i didnt mean not to pick up i left in the car..im sorrrieee...

went home then waited for bro then fell asleep..


negativesness deleted

my days in school does not amaze me anymore..i look forward for thrill=D
SO TILL THEN,BORIN BLOG=(..sorry readers have bore u=p
love u all still k!

eshhhhh.....oh gosh when i saw it i rmber u ...yes yes that...memories like running through my mind now ah..anyway how have u been..hope u r fine up there..safe in god's hands..i love u much esh anneh..missing u like i never did...

prass.

time:10:21pm

i made a big fuss yst night.sorry mumm u had to deal with a very stubbon prass yst=(
was jus too stressed..i coudnt think much..i felt like throwing evrything to a side and wish to stay silent..tried my best to stuff evrything as hard to the locker in my heart..but sorry its too full bloated yesterday..i usually don't..but yst was it..too much..thats it..but i still control ah..so for that im sorry mum..

moving on..morning woke up reall early to end up homework and thats it..and with my uniform i sat on my sofa sleeping..jus sit sleep...i was dead tired..knockin out..but i gotta stay half awake to keep track of time..met priya in the morning ..head to 883 then school..

first idiot to be fooled by me was sherinnya haha dumb..kk then don't think was on the mood for the foolishness..fell for it only once today..haha..zipzip!=p

battery died in school..booo..i hate it when that happen..

then happy to see people coming to sch..haha don't go for looks..hope u really mean it! u r suppose to be special..rmber that..love u idiot=)

mr andy koh inspires me alot.yes my geography teacher..ahh...i pay 99% attention..thats the oni lesson which i enjoy the most..he is the oni teacher i like in my years in education.and trust me its hard to please me when it comes to teachers i like..and he beats it..he is really good..he explains well..jokes are never lame.and i always look forward for his lesson=D..LOL IM NOT A NERD..he is seriously a great person=) respected by prass=D

lessons..been attentive in class i knoe tht..but today was better than yst..or atleast i made it that way..so recess was okhay except that i miss my dearie uma ka alot alot ah!!been years since i talk miss her so much=(!two days seems to be two yrs=( i love u!

after school..thanks love and preethi for the company to causeway=) quite some time since we had a chat..feel much better..thankew so much...preethi get some rest aitex

baq home nth much..sinda was smiles..haha..yes karthick,arvind,taufiq and sathish was darn funny ah..haha..MAKE ME LAUGH TILL I CANNOT TKE IT=)
suprisingly sathish say bye to me.haha he damn cute=)

well fever is gone..but cough no..ive gotten my voice baq!still havin flu and all=)

chocolate anyone sweet enough to buy!!> hersheys (cookies and cream)
haha prass askin for too much right..bleah bleah.i knoe..

i hate it when i dun get replies..yes but i smile widest wehn i get my replies=)loves=D

MY TAG BOARD IS DEAD.that really makes me sooo sad ah!!..my daily ready idiot also never tag..i sooo saddddd=( booooooooo...

and again.i appreciate evryone who took ur time to read my blog..i smile at u when i see u ok?
tag meso that i knoe u were here reading my nonsense..but thankew ah..i love u all=) love shared.

esh...im sorry if ive let u down again..i really wish u were here.life is soo diff without u..and memories haunt...freakin miss u..u really had to that ?gaah..u shud have been more careful right bro..i love u so much..miss those time alot..miss u more..tke cre..

pink coloured are special=)