Misunderstood

time-check: 3.28pm

oh my god i missed out alot..

khay aanyways first thing
my colours do nt relate to the person for my previous post.
i jus realise tht..cuz nisha asked me whther it was smeone is specific/hell no its not.
i dun wannna have a misunderstanding with u.cuz we had one.and we are still if im not wrong.
cuz it doesnt to be like how it was.maybe u nver liked me.i dunnoe la.i dun force.its k.im sorry if the
me and u aare history post hurt u..cuz it wasnt u..jus informing u..

khay.lets start new.

i missed out few things.
didnt blog..now i havve to recal...


yesterday went for the ogl thingy which i didnt wanna relli go .
went with tivya..chats with her..
then after the very long interview i headed to cuaseway to meet up with tuafiq at the library
we studied with mr tan there till 5.30pm
then taufiq followed me to mac..i bought double chocolate!like after million years.heh..
then we talk talk like real alot..
then he was soo sweet enuf to miss a bus jus to send me baq first..
he is relli damn cute la....love u bitch! thanks for evrything=D

headed home took my shoowerrr then went darling house around 6.40pm
watched movie while mumz was doin exercise..umz mumz damn cute laa.hahaha
and mumz did my quiz in my facebook omg she got almost evrything correct!i was shocked!!
hahaha..then laugh like crazy at video we watch but *him*
then we saw a picture with all of themm oh my god like wad oni the pic.damn funy!
i haddd greaaaat fun with her!! laughed like crazy...less stress now=)
left around 9.30pm.went home sleeep

next dae today...

went school c.i.p
crazy mch of fun !!
hahahahaha..taufiq wass like all e way talkin talkin keep me accopanied.
so was luqman,fauzi and vineeth..
then they went to play soccer i went home showered since it was freakin hot
my athai was home..talk to her awhile then went to meet darleeng
went subway for lunch..spend time with her ..chats\..
we were laughin and laughin..actually aall the time im wif her i laugh laa
lols...anways catch up with her with stuff.
and atlast she feels the same way i do..
send her to library then i went home

very sleepy and exhausted.
im gonna spend my time watching television.
adioz=D

and pamela is not well still!!
grrrr...curse e flu..
dun worry dearest! ull get well soon
pray the best for u...hope nth serious.
dun wry no h1n1 all k..
loveeesss

short post

It'd be no surprise if you fell for one of your close guy friends! You value your friends more than anything so a relationship with one of them would be the perfect fit for you! It may take a little while to get it right but once you do, it's smooth sailing on the love boat!

wait this junk .. came with a long story..
so as usualy went to facebook went to my cousin sister profile and saw
500comments on this quz.i was like shocked..like ive never seen tht before.
it was abt love thingy dunno wht.didnt see properli
then since i was waiting for smeone to call
in the meanwhile i did the quiz.
and then results came out..right at tht time he called.
hahahah damn crap la... but trust me this is jus junk .it aint true .

khay im getting annoyed with myself
stayin home.
straight after school.

k baq to rotting with my television=D

me and you? are history

omg i have stalkers..
indians to be specific.

Anyways
i see and i hear ppl talkin the way i do.
or even calling ppl the names i called..
like me calling faris anneh...
like me calling a boy my sister.
callin a fren of mine ddarling.
calling my fren love.
and tht one was unique i knoe.
and i jus laugh when i heard u talk like me jus now ..
it was jus funny.
kknoe wht?
gossip for all i care..cuz i dun have hate in my heart to hate u.
and im glad things are over.cuz i see ur true side now.
and no this time im serious.lucky i forgived but never did forget wht u did to me.
and thiis is wht always happens...it will happen again when it has happened before


and i have to start being more organised.
and hardworking.
oh boy.i promise i keep to my pormise if u jus give me one mre chance.
now i beg.jus once.help me with this.and ill stay gratefull i promise.

and evryday they hurt me
in differeent ways.
i knoe she wants smone to vent her anger out.
but cme one im not gonna stay silent when u always do this to me.
how much mre u wana hurt me.it hurts and tht jus sucks.
puttin a fake smile across my face now it isnt easy as before
and im trying my best.evrytime u hurt me i dun say a word.
i say nothing.when night falls u hear me cry silently.


And.
my real holz wud oni start oni if i mke it thru.
oh boi this is so stress full..


dearest i meant wht i said.
i was in love with u till i knew it wasnt worth
never wud appreciate for u are arrogant.

uh..
smth gotten into me.
sick in the head.
getting regular migranes.
ah jus hope i dun die without telling my mum my brothers and my close frens tht i love them
'
im done.

good luck to those who r doin their o levels..

and indianns are relli being slutty now adays.
damn im an indian too.
they are jus disgracing us in whole
im not being racist.sorry


all shades of blue.heee.
amzing uh..its jus one colour.
but it jus different shaades

and nick.dun worry
evrything gonna be ok.
and though im hurt with wht u said.
a gd fren never leaves a fren even though wht u do=)

Nth new

time: 9.13pm


jus came homeg
brought mum to shoppin gave her about 60 to 70 dollars for shopping
though it sounds little im not working to give her loadz of money!
i tried!=p

so we did shopping..
then went to cousin house.
while..watch the dnnoe wht show..

then homeee.

chats with pamela ela=d
she is sick D=
GET WELL SOON!!!!!
LOVESSSS=)

Boredom striked when im home alone

1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband?

+ My bestfren is not a gay=p
anyway my girl bestie nor my husband wud do tht

2. Where were you on your 17th birthday?

+ Not even 16 to reach 17

3. Have you ever seen a live bat?

+ YesYes!

4. Is there anyone you hate?

+Yes.A Man

5. How much are you on the phone daily?

+max 3hours?

6. Do you like the color orange?

+Uma fav. i dun hate the colour

7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive?

+Yes but not to forget

8. Have you ever seen a prostitute?

+Yes like thousand times

9. Have you ever seen a real redneck?

+Dun think so

10. Do you like tattoos and piercings?

+Piercing. tongue and eyebrow=D

11. What size shoes do you wear?

+OH MY GOD I DUNNO

12. Whats your favorite season?

+Winter!

13. Do you care if people talk smack about you?

+sort of.

14. Do you like someone?

+ till three days back..

15. Does your dad call you a nickname?

+And u have found out who do i hate.

16. Are you in a good mood?

+Not really

17. Do you think people will exist forever?

+obviously not

18. What is your sign?

+ cancer wish i was a leo or aries=D

19. Do you believe in luck?

+YES once in while

20. Would you rather sky dive or bungee jump?

+Both pleasee!

21. Do you like snakes?

+Yup

22. Where is one place you would like to visit?

+Gold coast ,australia,brisbane

23. Do you like waffles?

+Yeas!

24. Anything you are looking forward to?

+Shopping with mum later in the evening

25. What clothes are you wearing?

+black and pink tee and shorts

26. Do you watch TRU TV?

+didnt knoe this channel existed till now

27. Be honest, do you like people in general?

+Yea.the bigger the merrier=D

28. Big or small dogs?

+BIG FOR DOG..SMALL FOR PUPPY

29. Do you like Big Mac?

+No i cnnt eat finish

30. Did someone bother you today?

+can i talk abt yessterday?

31. What do you think about death?

+God is being sweet to tke me away from this hell and makin me meet me esh=)

32. Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?

+Yes but rarely

33. Does someone love you?

+YES! haa..i haven said any replies

34. Do you know anyone named Dave?

+ yes...full name of tht guy is pradave=D

35. Name a friend whose name starts with an P ?

+Pamela.lols.she took this quiz and write my name in here=D

36. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?

+YES! like evrytime i go out with my god bro or my aunty who is rellli super short

37. Got any nicknames?

+PRASS..

38. What color is your hair?

+Dark brown

39. Do you like starbucks?

+yeap

40. Are you named after anyone?

+ Yea.a singer. actualli my name suppose to be prishanjali or priscilla

41. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?

+ stupid question ..fail la

42. How tall are you?

+7th shortest in class

43. Are you taller than your mom?

+yes.and im facinated by tht

44. Do you like the color blue?

+NO.blue mixed with green or purple is fine

45. Who was the last person to send you a SMS?

+Mahesh annneh who woke me up in the morning.=p

46. Last restaurant you went to?

+gokul with bavani.haha

47. What do you order at Outback Steakhouse?

+Heard of it.but never been there

48. How do you like your steak cooked?

+Well done

49. Last voicemail you receive?

+ "prass wanago orchard.call me asap"

50. What would you do if you won five million dollars?

+Evvrything laa!

51. How many hours did you sleep last night?

+ 5hours

52. Any upcoming concerts you want to attend?

+ Dun think have any so far?

he makes me feel worst and she mkes me feel better

time-check: 9.42pm

Sometime i jus have no words to describe how i feel.
i dunnoe whther to feel angry or sad.


But i swear i loved u.
i loved u alot
i cared for u.Nothing was mre impt to me when it come to u.
i took care.
i tried my best to mke u stay happy.
u took me for granted.
U hurt me today.

im talkin abt two.
and it happens to be both guys,
one a fren whom i thought was my good fren
and the other was the boy who i thought was the most sweetest

Again i fell right to the ground
and my mum told me
"never ever trust men"
thanks mum u always made me feel better.
and i pray the best for u.
stay strong mum.im always here for u.
and i swear to kil anyone who hurts u.
i love u.

Today u make me cry.Tom im not even bothered.

And today evrthing ends.cuz our story ends tonight.and im movin forward.without u

And im glad i was never with u.
cuz if i was ull have treated me the same way wht u have done to the rest.
i kept remindin u tht u r my fren.cuz i wanted u to erase the thought of me.
and u did ..jus the way i planned.

and then things started changing the other way round
who is goin to tell me now?noone.

so today i stand.
i say i move forward.
with the right friends to trust.
the ones who wudnt backstab me.

Think im gonna beg for u?

ok im was not occupied for the pass few days
still wondering whye i didnt blog.
evryone is usin my lappy except myself.
great..


wadevr.


soo i was moody the day lan came over whenn thinesh was there.
dunnoe wht date?
so didnt talk much,
and he gotta stop eating maggie..oh god
and then once he left he msged me why i was moody
this is whti say..brother knows me the best=)
love ya.

then i dunno wht happen after thtt.
but i was relllli rotting at home.
i think i didnt go out for abt four day...and im getting lazier.

ysst after school i went vivo with my loved ones.
was jus having a great time.
doin crazzzzi shopping and catching up with evrything
me updating abt me getting over things=d
i seriouslli enjoyed myself.life crazzy much/


me and chan was like crazy couple getting excited over evrthing
then when ppl like abt to bang me chan keeps pullin me away.haha
love u load sayang.haha.i think i found the right one=D
left there around 8..
reach back at 9.30 plus i think..

when home change then went out with family
when weirdest things happen
i didnt get why he msged me like tht?but i jus wush he is ok now?
im sorry if ive hurt u.tke cre

actualli manni things happen im jus fast forwarding

and day 2 of getting over
goin strong actually

chan,thanks for evrything
i love u.

All the way to the bottom

time-check:10:09pm


soooo..
i didnt go school today.for a reason or two=p

lan syg and anneh came over my house.
watched moviee.then john anneh fell asleep on my lap..
lan was about to fal asleep but didnt..poor boy was soo hungry ask me mke for him food.
cute la he..then makan makan.idiot didnt go for camp..
And i seriously didnt knoe tht boi have high blood pressurree
i luff yu

thenn.
thinesh came home.
loadz of drama happened.
pretend as if i couldnt hear half of the things he said.
wht for knoe when its not for me=)
k then i evedrop alot so
for wht i knoe.
congrats to u on ur new girl.

thats it for today.
lips sealed for tonight
annoyed=p

Moved on

Actually i have alot to write.
but too much happen then i dun feel like wrtting anything.
im forcing myself to write .
cuz all bloggers starts off their blog to write in almost evryday
they try their level best to blog but after months they jus go lazy or say they never had time.
so i dun wanna be one of them=)

so ill jus force myself to write in
evrything needs a start..

lets talk abt deepavali first
i wished my bro first=) last yr i wished esh first=)
then wished nesh then mahesh anneh then elan then bavani and then the rest all came in
k so like loads of wishin ...

oh my god michael was super hot on vasantham central evryone was like msgin me saying he cute hot and stuff..*burns*
heheeh.

then ppl come my house.blah blah
was runnin almost evrywhere=p
picture il upload when im happy
brudders came over..i wanted to crazily tke picture with evryone.
i took with shamen mahesh anneh oni the rest alll came late late
all so sleepy mke me angry then i never tke picture.
alan idiot never talk properli also.ban all like so zombie tired...
so talk talk entertain evryonee.

then went to mum's bro house.
prob prob.
spoiled it.blah blah shit.

then sunday.went for mre visitingss.
cnnt rmber wht happen also?

monday slack with bro all the way ..
azmi came over.poor boy was supper tired he fell asleep on my brother's lap
and me and shamen had hard time wakin him up ..poor boy was tireeed

then i got ready to go sangeetha patrick star house.
with calvin my son, nikita,li min,rahayu my mother,ishaq,faris sy if i miss out name.
yeaa i hadd sooo mccchh of fun..crazzzy much of fun...=)

khay.
then today was school.
hate it.whye?cuz i cried.whye cuz it wasnt my fault
whye?cuz it was them to be blame.even teacher knew.
whts next i dunno? i wanna pray hard for the best.
im kinda lost i dunno wht to do next.
but i swear if only i mke it through i mke shure i stay mre concentrated ill do whtver its suppose to be done.im sorry.but pls jus give me lastt chance to mke it through.

today after sch went out with humi luqman ravin emel
went to makan at cwp.i swear its been months since i laughed like how i did today
though it wasnt the right time to laugh.i laugh till i cried.really cried.
luqman was jus being a biitch joker.i was jus laughin non stop la.
seriousli was happy for tht hours spend with them,
idiots did stupid things to humi.tke out her shoes put ice inside it.
i was jus like a big bitch and doin crazy mean things la...but not in a bad way.
haha..crazzzzy but fun time=)

went home
chats with omma.
omma my mumma.
mumma my mummy=)
she was jus being my only motivater for today
i thought im gonna be a big failure and she relli mde me chge my thoughts and almost evrything
i love u omma.the bestest=)

chatting with pamela ela.
haha i lyke her name=D OH I JUS WISH THT GUY WHO ANNOYED HER JUS BURNS IN HELL LA.damn busted case! dum worry ela cchiiiilll..lovess=) grreeen jus for u=) haha

two hours mre

time : 10pm

watchin the show thing on vasantham central currently=D

khay.. Lets go back one day...


yesterday had to stretch here stretch there clean here and there..stick all those cards. and this is when u wish u had long legs and few mre arms=) KHAY.though its tiring i jus feel happy doin it.lol i sound lika kid.hee. so then my brother brought visitors to the house cuz he was bored and lazy at the same time. so melvin and thinesh came.ha mel's hair is crazy long alr..so we had mr thinesh over to. and at last my mum saw thinesh..By the time they were here i was super tired done with evrything at home..humi came over awhile..me and her went to vista point to get done with threading for me=) came home faster faster get ready to go to my grandmother's place for prayers.then cousin bro psycho me and deep to stay over his house and we did. i fell asleep while cousin brothers played streetsoccer an x box 360 game like crazy=p then next morning woke up got ready when to mother's brother's house.prayers alsssoo. then baq home sleeeeeeeppp.did last minute preparationss.

and deep thoughts. still wondering whther its worth waiting. or jus to forget and to move on since he has kinda found love. but not love of his life.=d. jealous.oh yea very.

esh anneh happy deepavali pa. love u .wish u were here.like when i was 12 u came over my house. and kept calling me girl girl cuz u wasnt used to my name.and was amazed by my glitter henna=) and when i was 13..u me small boi geevan all went tekka jus to get my henna done. and u kept tempting me to hit u when i cudnt cuz my hand had henna..and u pinchin me so hard cuz u knoe i cudnt do anything back.i rmber my arm getting swallon cuz u pinched so hard..idiot. haha i love u soo much dear one.i love u.
whtelse. happy birthday vishnu


i told u not to drink too much.but u jus didnt reply me. when it was two yrs back when i ask u to drink less.u stopped drinking. and u always asked me before drinking.haaiis..tke cre of urself.love u

Happy and PISSED

Super tired.
Though i didnt do much.Im tired=p


I met Bruno Dunstan Mathews Miranda ass at boots and shoes.
then i brought to shops with much of weird expressions cuz i cudnt keep a secret
hee..then tht idiot also like crazy scared of my expressions..ahahha but damn cute la he=)
so we went shop a little..wanted to show him the billabong laptop bag which i wanted to get it for his birthday ..sadly they dun have it anymore.ASSholes.
k then brought him to gelare where the big surprise was=))
so yes he was shock..oh boi u shud have seen his classic reaction when he saw the rest of them there.haha..so yes he was shocked but happy.100% happy i say.
so we had a great laugh..crazily laughing at Bruno..then darleeng had to go tuition and
so me Dunstan umy preethi Pris went for a small shopping=p.ahah dunstan didnt get bored
shockin u know..cuz usually girls shopping is one of the last thing a boy wud wanna do..
but relli i appreciate tht guy so much.like who wud follow to shooping a guy..lols.
the then went sat and ate..for liek one hour we stayed at the shop.hahah till darling joined us baq.
did More shopping.sadly Miranda had to leave..cud see it in his face he doesn't wanna leave but have to...so he left.
then awhile later preethika and pris left.
me umy nd darling left after while.
sent umy ..then we started walkin thts when i saw him..


had so much to catch up with darlz.
then sent her home then started walking home..


thts when i msg u.thanks for thinking i lied.
just made ME SO hurt.
its Kay..if that's what u want then yea.OK.
lied?why wud i.what do i gain.

Seriously where did u go when i wanted u.
why do u want me baq when my problem are over
when u were on Ur knees that day saying "I'm sorry..i wanna be with u again"
i didn't know what to say NT that i want u ..i cannot believe boys are all the same.
selfish.they think abt themselves..so annoyed.
forgiven but not accepting u in my life as my love.but as a fren.
aand this doesn't go to only one person..those who has been gone when i was literally falling apart.and returnING when im gettin better.

so im kinda pissed righT nw.
i went to the rest profile..
u were talkin as if u knew "these few people" for loonggg ..
u were so sweet and u were sooo Talkative.but iT comes to me ..its me
who crazily msg u..its me who mkes the moves.its me and me and me.NOT U.
and yesterday i made my stand.all this while when u did this to me i kept quiet cuz i wann u in my life..but u were jus hurting me too much.but i still wonder why do i stil like u the way i always did..