climate change.people chge

first day of school
lets jus skip it..

oh wait jus abit of it alright..

i missed smeone like soo freeaaaking much..
and i got to see that person like from far.so im happy about tht=)

then some people cudnt come and talk to me.whye?got a problem in the head?
i jus closed on eye..try not mke it a big issue


so get all types fo comment for bangs..lols..wadever..jus get used it =p!

TODAY WAS ABIT BITCHY=d

K THINGS WAS OK...TILL the climax where..u gave me this fucked up face jus now..as if i owe a milliong bucks..seriously if aint interested to talk i wudnt evven thinkk about returning a smile..=)
im not being a whore..but i have enough of this shit..seriously..this is too much of drama for me.
i jus wanna live a simple life so jus dun complicate it..im not the right person to give a fuck face..cuz i have more than one fuck face=D!
Then silence from yu is jus getting more and more.. have been extra quiet these days.
usually u r the one talking..now im like talkin and u go huh hmm yea.like u aint interested..
and same to u too..if u aint interested jus dun talk..yea i wud lose a good laughin partner and a fren but come on i dun wish to get hurt evrytime..oh wait we got two winner today.
and two winners are the bestfrens of the day..if u think im not worth jus go through the exit door of my life..and im not gonna turn back to look so yea..jus leave me alone..

and if things gonna stay this way..i wud jus stop hanging out with u..i got my own bunch of good fren which i believe love me the way i love them..they knoe who they are=D!

i m not able to smile the way i wanna smile when i have u in my way.stop blockin it.

so much of stories hear evrywhere..oh gosh..why i still wish u talk to me..?



haven met up with the usuall people i do after school.
well i do not knoe whye.uninvited.lols.
you guys have been acting weird recently.maybe i think this way
maybe it is..i dunnoe..i do not get my usuall calls and messages

..

oo wait..then after school went to buy bubble tea umaa followed..
bluberry milk tea okhay!
nth longer than this..hahaaa...sorry green apple!

sent her baq..then walk home..saw him talk to him
i knew smth was bugging him...
uma was right=)sorry umaa..
k then stupid vimal making a fool out of himself..then left=)

the things people say isnt convincing abit

belated

Saturday….

I was jus helping to clean up the house since school was about to reopen like in two days time which I didn’t even wanna think about=p

Rubah came over my house we went to the shop to cut hair ..i cut bangs I jus wanted different..=D

LOL hope I think it looks weird lolls.haa I care=)

Sunday went yishun to get new bag..got it…green..=))

Wanted to buy this bag with stars all over the bag the bacround is black..loved it cuz of the colourful stars..but then my fren had it soo I didn’t buy it..so sad ehs..

Then drive down to yio chu kang go cusin house…

All my cousins all giving comment on the new look…

Niven was the worst…..wht happen to yuew!!!!!haha actually nice la.notbad not bad=)arse…

Then my aunt gave me this huge huge plastic bag saying ..im giving u a very very advance birthday gift dun mind ah.hope u like it..then I thought a while trying to recall how many more days left for my birthday..like 21 days ah!!

I keep thinking there’s three more months..lols..dumbass me..

Kk then went home scolded my brother for wht he was doin…personnal=p

Then chats then sleep

Uma Darleeng

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLEENG

She has finally turned 17!=D
i'LL jus take this opportunity to thank her for evrything she has done fer me=)
recently only we got close about 6 months or less?yea around there..
well now she is someone close to me.And if ive come this far she is one of the reasons..
she has been always there giving me postive thoughts and keep asking me to move on and stuff.
She has never failed to cheer me up even if she didnt knoe how to=D
And even if she was upset she wud cover it up and jus pretend nth happened..all behind her smiles.And even though she knows that smething is not right she wud still find her way out of it..
She is jus smeone special=)so yes thanks for evrything u have done for me..
APPRECIATE IT ALOT!
LOVE you loadz darleeng...

Respect MJ

Time-check:9.48pm

got the shockin news about mr michael jackson.
usuallY i dun address singers or dancers with mr..but yea..

he passed away yst around 2 plus..
sucha a wonder dancer..
noone cud reach his standards of dance.
his famous songs like beat it.smooth criminal.billie jean and loadz more..
the one i favoured..people wud wonder why do i like someone who is soo old fashioned.
i dunnoe whye but he is smone different..stood out from the rest..
i respect him as a dancer.he is jus awesome...
loved his songs till today..cnt believe he's gone
the one who wore white socks with black pants..
special!hats off man!respected by me for ur uniqueness.
rest in peace

u wont belive it..but his eyes are amazing


RESPECTED.MUCH LOVE

bueno

went for my last lesson of image consultant course..we suppose to go sengkang..but end up bring us to yishun..went swensense..eat..coudnt eat finish ravin help me eat.man he never gets full=p
then bused baq...then during the debrief..our group kept chuckling and giggling..makin others annoyed..and one part i cudnt tke it i burst out laughing so loud and evryone started laughing..

hahaha...i had a great time during my courses thanks to my stupid funny group
vineeth,luqman,ravin,sara,jolyn,tivya,aliah hahaha..fun siah!hmmmmz

then send aliah to the bustop talking abt how assholic people are in life grr..
then went home.......
got scolded from alan cuz i nver pick up phone..ass ask me throw away my phone=D

ourselves to Then went home shower hurriedly chged ...then met joshuel and his god sis at khatib then mrtdhouby gourt..then went plaza singapura got tickets to"drag me to hell"
movie was at 5..so we walk walk then movies!
this movie is not like terrifying or wht..it wasnt scary but thrilling as in the sound effects and scare u out of ur chair..other than that it ok not scary..and joshuel wasnt happy abt the movie...
he called evryone and say" fuckin dun watch this fuckin slut movie..its fuckin not scary..i wasted fuckin money its fuckin not worth it." hahaha..he was laughin his ass out during the movie.
he find it funny..
then went admiralty makan then went to soccer ccourt near my house..then few of them come out..talk talk..then ask lan to follow me buy drink..then end up 6 of us went to get a drink=p
talk to anand..hope he gets well soon...fuck those ass who had nth better to do...ask them go to hell.fuckheads.

kk as i was sayingg..then joshua was there.its been like 2 yrs since i saw him due to certain issues i didnt talk to him for quite some time.so i cudnt recognise him yst..he too cudnt..then
bro was like askin whther he rmber me then he was like ur fren ah?then i was like who is he?then my bro was like..ur brother la evrytime i hit u this is the guy who will whack me..rmber?
then slow reactions..i was like who siah? then i rmber ooo joshua HAHAH!
damn diff...bought for lan syg apple tea..
then i was tired so i left first..so told evryone bye..lan and joshua sent me to my block so sweet.ha..then went baq home...tiring day..after long meeting my dear brothers..=)

oo tom night ban..milo boi coming out from ns..cant wait to see him...=D
BUT HE has to go baq on monday=(((...

kk i really hada great time out.......



yea i lied to them today....haven done this for a long time..but brother knew wht was happening..so as long as my bro is ok with it..i dun give a damn abt others=)


shit im missing elangovan manimaran alr....



uma birthday is here..omg omg!!

oh and i thought u wud come online.
aneways get well soon=)

time-check:9.41pm

so went for the course today

not bad but felt very sleepy today..

dun ask me whye....=p

after tht met uma darleeng outside school
went causeway to get herself a storybook.
which took very long..haha..its hard to please her when it comes to story books=)
but its ok..it was cute looking at her having a hard time choosing over a range of books=p
then headed to shops to look at jackets for her...
then wanted to check on phone...but gosh it took yearsss laaah!
so i jus hecre..then went to faceshop and body shop..
bought her nail polish and maakin a mess of blue onto fingerss..uma uma!hiyo
kk then head towards marsling get threading done..
lols waxing was more painful=D
uma also did=))
then head baq to causeway then from there jalan jalan go 883 then buy stuff
there..then went uma housee then left around 8.45pm
came home showered..

mum cancelled the groceries things cuz dad was busy..

then thinngs happen..badly want bro there.but he wasnt there..
then he came home..then talk to him
thanks ..i love yuew.

camp

sentosa

my baby boi nesh!

mine deep niven and navin..mine special..the greenest one

settler's cafe..drinkssss..four of us again..pink is min..suprised purple isnt mine eh!?

looks like monopoly??no its the food menu at settler's cafe

settler's cafe//sorry photographer was on when tking pic

darleeng's and my house after our movieee

she at shop doin her hiar=D

the shares

time-check:10:02

ive been having sucha great weekend and hardly had time to blog cuz i wasnt at home too=D

FRIDAYY..
it was first day for the image consultant course=)
i wasnt really looking forward to it dunno whye..cuz i didnt kneo wht to expect for it..
so we went there...met aliah then went in...the course wasnt bad at all..was talkin about skincare and stuff..lols it sounds boring eh?but nahs i wasnt bored though i easily get bored when people start talkin but noo i wasnt bored..at all...haa..then it was lunch time...
so we headed to 883...
we as in luqman,ravin,vineeth,jolyn,tivya,aliah and myself..so went there all of us bought chicken rice..haha..then we started eating and laughing like mad ass..then saw priyaaaa' there...talk to her..
she was wit her dad..talk to her dad alsoo the cioz...
then baq to course it ended around 3 yeah?then home..
i cnnt rmber wht happen next...
ouh ouh once i reached home..deep called me..and was like where was i.and i was like stepping into room..and he was asking whther i had money then i was like ya whye?then he whisper to smeome beside..saying "dei nee kellu da." then he ask whther can lend money cuz stupid fren of his wanna see doc so tht dunned to go camp..who else alannnn laa...ass he...met them..scold alan ...evrytime dun wanna go for camp..ass la hee...then left...come home...watch t.v..
then bro ask whther i wanna follow him out for guy's night..and i was like

huh..guy's night..i have long hair u knoee..then he say then outing laa..
so i was ok..but felt awkward..

me bro shan sathish niven naven jay met at 10..
head to orchid country club ...bowling hahaha...damn funny ah..when i strike my brother strike..when naven lobang niven also lobang..siblings ahh~~hahaha..kk
then head to central.

went to settler's cafe..around 12 we reach...went in theere...its a place where there's hell load of games....sooo much of games....and i cant describe it!!but this place is damn amazing ahhh!!!..
i was jus having sooooo much of fun!!after so long..i was really happy!=)
we left there at 1.30am like tht...passed by boatquay and clarke quay...asshole saying wanna club...hello 15 15 fifteen!!!not 18 me.!then speeeeeddddd to changi makan makan.by then it was 4...passeb by senkang ....bukit panjang..marslingg...was practically roaming evrywhheree
reach home...haaaa..flat alrr siah!!!...

its beeen years since i had a great time like tht..i was jus having a splendid time.....
wish to go back in time...this is the way i leaved my life=)

saturday woke up at 1.30pm.haa ass mee..
then bus-ed me and brotherself to yio chu kang....went niven anne house..
watch manmathan then..calleeddd so manny people at night prank prank..
then was telling me she called him to ask where he went..lols..infomation so far....

i think i need to let evrygal knoe tht..i and my brother can fight with eachother..and smetime r the cause of it...and listen up..brother and i are close.i knoe evry single thing u speak.=)
and evrytime u meet...i may knoe it late but ill knoe it..and when i knoe it through him i jus learn my life lessons about girls=)i love my brother..and right now if u had this strange feeling u are doin smth then good...i wudnt be suprised if u felt nth..and rmbe the truth wud be obvious one day=)) haha runaway bride =D


THEN sundaayyy..sentosaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with my big head family=D..PALAWAN BEACH..im freakin freakin dark right now...cuz i never apply any sunblock..hahaha....black =p!
then tke of baby dhinesh..hahahaa ...brought him into the water..he damn scared..hahaha....duh hw do u expect a 2 yr old to react to green water?lolls...kkk
then went to sakunthala WHICH WAS NOT PART OF THE PLAN..
i wanted to go vivo!!!assholes!$%^&* then made me upset
but but but...so sweet niven were like talkin crap trying to divert my mind..hahaha..
then eat over there..omg there so manny bangalas laaa!!!!!!!!alot..!!!the whole place was bangalas..at littlle india..try goin there on sundays and u wud knoe


kkk i really had sooo much fun!!!!!!!!!

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this is how it ends=)

time-check: 10.32

i wanna play a game..
and this time im playing it smart or rather i dun wanna be the dumb loser or the childish one.
and i starting to learn lessons on the way


i think morning i jus cleaned up roomy....

ONLY after alan told me tht his room was cleaner then mine..sad alr la...
then i cleaned it.abit oni la..tired alr by then..
i felt very tired actually..and im usually the one doesent feels like tht..
and since morning i jus felt like smth is happening around me..i jus feel weird..
and most of the time its the truth.but this time i didnt feel tht..continued with my dailyy things..
suppose to temple with indrani and uma..then chged plans to uma and me watching a movie..
its not a need for me to inform anyone right?lols..except for those iidiots who caalls me up and ask "where u??wht u doin therE?who u with?wht time u coming back?whye so latte?kk call me once u go home!" haa the usuall brothers...nahs i didnt get any calls except from deep who wanted me to transfer money..wadever !

then took shower ..get ready..my hair was in a mess but i was afraid i wud be late/
so i jus left wit messy hairdo=p..met darlink ..said hi wiith her hug=)lovex..
then continued walking...ignores whtever has happenned to ruin sucha wonderful outing with darleeng..oh cmeone ive seem so much of this in life..i dun mke issues out of this cuz i aint getting anything out of tht ..am i?>noo..so whts the point...jus learn from it the move on..
anyways life has to go on no matter wht follows u behind or wht happens behind right esh?
i bet u have told me that tons of times and i always ignored it cuz i never knew life wud be this way....=D..ITS KK...LEARN THINGS HARD WAY RIGHT UMAA??HAHAH=)

kk then...catched a movie with her....
totally forgot about pictures..hahaha...nvm then went to her house she chged then brought her bike over to my place watch a movie then she left..she was tired.i understand..rest well darling!love yuw/


kkk ....eswaran..dun say "see u ass!totally forgot abt me!"
i didnt and wudnt and nver did....kk letme explain..i was jus busy.u knoe it too..
i got no time to like blog properly..u can see it throught the way i present it..
likr u dun see much of expressions and so much of spelling errors cuz i got no time to slow down to type properly..but u are always with me so there is no way i cud forget u...my phone reminds me of yuew..and when i on the latop there u are as my wallpaper.i never forget u..im jus having alot of things in mind..adding up to it u see wht cn happen also right..wht am to trust..my eyes or my ears? or jus shut both and ignore...and a fren of mine thinks his girlfren is the biggest thing in life when he was the one who told me a total diff thing back then..come on u knoe i love u so much eshhuu..u knoe it...and u knoe that how much angels u send from heaven to earth to make me feel better and happy and not feel the pain ...u knoe its jus not the same without yuew..
rest in peace...i still caant believe u aint here..i took the phone and was abt to call yu last night..and realise been a year since i had you beside me .



uma uma...i love yuw.thns for the the...evrything..haa..chats with yuew..catched up alot today=D.









YOUR GALRFREN IS A TOTAL SLUT! OH WAIT! I THINK U BOTH MAKE A GOOD COUPLE CUZ U R A SLUT URSELF..GET A LIFE...


sorry..jus need to vent out anger abit..IM DONE FOR NOW..

got course tom ...awwwww..

mr god may i knoe wht time is life ending>?or atleast can wish it was sooner?


kkkk thanks to those who hurt me=D I FEELL MUCH BETTER NOW..Hhahah i mad alr la.
kkk...i jus dunwann shut the laptop for god knows wht reasonss......

no prass u relly need to go!!!awww mus i??kk im shuting my ass mouth now.bye evryone..


oh and a big thanks to all those who care for me so much..and those who reads my blog..
seriously those who reads my blog are wonderful people who wish to knoe abt my life though it doesent bother them..and they tke their wonderful time to come to my blog to read........thats really sweet of yuew..i may not knoe exaactly who is reading ah..but i appreciate each and evryone ..i love all..i dun hate.k ..bye

at mos burger after my course at i think clementii

super tired aftr the party

bus stop..at sembawang..around 9 i think

thats ny new handphone pouch..the star necklace i bought for her..the dice keychain she bought for me=)

lift mirror..usss

smile wide cuz u wint gonna lose anything by doin tht

peace lover..haha..seafood!!at sembawang.
my hair looks long to me for once=p

the one two

time: 8.16pm

yst suppose to watch movie...but but ..she had problems with the laptop and had to fix it..
so sad right..then we didnt go.....so i stayed home...

had a movie marathon..


then was giving joshuel company through the phone..
so sad he was darn bored..staying home all day long..and this guy gets restless when he has nth to do smre at home..hahahah..then hewas grumbling all the way tht all he cud do is watch t.v and read book..lols...sad right..then i entertain him all the way..=D GET WELL SOON JOSH

haha..then chats with brother....he was telling he about this big nonsensical story..hahaha..
not gonna elaborate it cme on this is my blog..i think there wud be oni one girl who reads my blog wud be interested in knowing it..ha bitch..

not even a call when i was back...not even a msg....do u even care?i wonder...
lols...dun show me this "i dun cre abit him face" cuz i knoe u r lookin forward for it...
wadever loser=p

kk wadever...about this fren..ur name is evrywhere around the place...
u act like a slut..u r between two ladies...breakin friendships...like a bitch...and u didnt tell me a word...all i hear around the place..boi, u jus suck!=)
lol the suckish fact is tht though i knoe all this i jus keep my mouth shut and wait for the fatefull day when u wud tell me abt it..and i cant believe i still talk to u..and i dun hate u/i wonder whye?


kk todayay i went to...oh wait wait.today i cook chicken curry!!whoooo it was damn nice..
haa hope noone dies la...none died k!so i made it and man it tasted wonderful babeh!

kk i went to mum work's place then go check the car bat thin
then went to tekka go makan makan..=D
THEN baq home...
i watch one who movie during the drive....
i watched ayan..finnally i watched it..so sad the fren died..but it was a nice movie i wudnt say the best.i expected it to be much better..but its ok la..it was nice=)
the songs were all whoooooooo great=)


then lan called..

lan: where u?where u!??
prass:huh whye la??im outside.
lan:where?askin rite?
prass:out!!whye wht happen
lan:oi.where?
prass:in the car ..at novena currently whyee??
lan:haha owhh
prass:why?
lan:lol i went 888..then i saw smeone who looks like u..
prass:haha then?
lan:no never..i go shout ur name damn loud...then the gal turn stare at me..waaah.maanam poittu sial
prass:hahahhaha...u ahhh..nonsence laa..hahaha..
lan:u gonna do the car thing now right?
prass:yups..
lan:k then ...call u later..bye
prass:mm kk ...byee

funny la he..=p
like eshu like tht....will shout my name across causeway...
and on my birthday..oh gosh...at the bus stop shouting to everyone tht it was my birthday..idiot la eswaran!mman i miss those times..

kk then baq home..now phone giving me problem....the sound got problem..
so mus go check it out tom..maybe dad follow..then planning to go temple tom with darleeng

lately ive been listening to loadz of songs..
and it really gives me good company when i feel lonely=)

u gotta listen to the song from sarvam
*sirugugal*
got it from uma..that song is damn nicee

not going to escape with classmates..
im effin broke..i dunn how and whye also??


6 months baq..
u told me...brothers first.best friend second then next girlfren
i thought i were different..
now..u show me
galfren,brothers and evryone else..bestfriend jus ran out of place.haa
u have proven me like the rest..

the oni words i believe on is brother's and UmA=)

and FYI
uma is impt!VERY IMPORATANT
SO shut the fuck up=D
love u darling.
shoot other darlings!!
stares at cucumber!!!hahahaha



this is for u bavani!!
congrats on the new blog..hope u like ur new blogskin i did for u...
love u dear one...thanks for evrything.!!!!!!!
willl meet u soon!!
haa bye pondattti!!!

at orchard...long time baq

i wonder whye u do this to me

time:10.40pm


morning was jus idiotic...skip all the nags

went to see doctor cuz of smth on my face and loadza pimple out of no where
and back pain...so went to see

when i left my house...mahesh anneh was in my house..
after three years im seeing him...he was inside..man he look totally different..
i couldnt recognise him at all..from a cute guy i knoe to smone who looks like a young adult matured.omg!ahz!! he still rmbers me....gd ehs/

LAN called me
lan:May i speak to PRASSANNA!!
prass:wht la yuew?whye u calll?
lan:haha where u?
prass:out la whye?
lan:adi paavi!! when i wanna come your house to see u then ull go out!!isit!
prass:haha who ask u tell me so late
lan:haha i jus oni decided la
prass:kk dun worry ill be back in one hour time..
lan:kk i gonna tke shower
prass:haha oh oh then no problem ill reach home befor eu come
(lan tkes hours to shower)=p
lan:haha kkk byee


after that met umzy and uma ...they were having lunch
then walked toward home with both of them....went to my house mahesh anneh and deep was watching yaavarum naalam horror movie ..we watch too

umzy had to leave after that umy was with me all the way..
watch the movie..hahahah uma keep guessing whts gonna happen next
hahahahah cute la shee..


then lan came over...never say hi..wait for me to say hi....

then was watching t.v didnt talk to him much though...then
they left for soccer..me and darling was jus rotting at home...crapping doin all types of surveys and talkin about proposal all..haaa..then she left...


lol...anneh jus came my house..haa john anneh luhs..its been like 145678 yrs after i see him..grrrr he has to pinch my cheeks evrytime he sees me...bleah.
then lan Sayang also came=p..pig head he
jus insulted me then went into brother's room

when i dun wana talk about you i hve u saying u love me...wht the hell is wrong with you!
whenever i dun wan u..u are there..when i want u...u go missing...lame shittt..



movies with my darling tom<3..love u


needa to go help bavani do her blog..byeeee people..


heard abt joshuel...yeah..his leg swell..he told me his tendon tore..and trust me i knoe he is in great pain..and still he can tell me..not to worry...grrr...pray he gets well soon..loves...


get well soon dear one

camp

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let jus say
i sprain my ankle and my back hurts me so much i got rouble walking=D
I HAVE BEEN HYPER ACTIVE JUS THE WAY I WANNA BE
but damn it was tiring..

walking for hours and hiking and then tent picthing...
aaah man it was serious bussiness
but i was into it..that time flied fast ah
the 2nd day was full of leadership games and training..
we did intermediate rope course
the elments are four story high...damn scary ah..
nigel so sweet keep saying "im here cme on abit more..whooo prass"
ahhha..
then got jetty jump..hahahhaa fun ah tht one...
mus jump into the sea at about sme height


camp fire was jus mind blowing..the people were all jus so high!!
kai chong was jjus having fun
but he was like worn out

i jus had fun...

that three days i didnt think abt yuew..
i thought i jus got over yuew..there;s so manny beutiful things in like more than yu..
yyes i admit i thought i were evrything.nahs..its jus an affection and i think im soo over you=D
THIS TIME IM SERIOUS..and im ssaying this not cuz im angry ..im jus over it i think..
I DUN NEED YUEW.HAA


thankyuew uma for buying me dinner and coming over to my house last night givin me company..watching a movie with me...thanks for the love..haha..
one and only darleeng=D..SHE LEFT AT 1AM..and i jus prayed she reaches home safe and sound=)love u darleeeng!!

nothing cud jus be any worst



searching like an ass for smeone to have a printer for me to print sme documents out..but cud find noone...evryone was out or printers hhad no ink..what the fuck...im hungry and pissed..

i swear nth cud go worst..wait there is ...unless i dies la..which i wish cud happen but nahs i knoe i wudnt..

sucha fucked up environment ive got here...
ontop of this im being insulted by the "makers"

im jus waiting to run away from here..im goin for a camp though im gonna die in the camp
i rather perfer goin there then staying home...

he just thinks im always wrong and he is always right..being head of the house is no big fuck
respect for u?i bleed inside to do tht ..i do it for god's sakes..not cuz i have the love ...
there to join u have ur one and only she is another who jus joined in the force to make things hell for me..u mke me cry so much ..you hurt me so much..and so much things u do i come baq to yu ..i dunnoe whye....u make my evryday life so sick..as if i was in hell...wht did i do to ge this fucked up torture from yuew...wht do u gain seeing me cry all night long...hurting me soo much...


anyways ill be gone for the next few days..when i return i ain gonna stay home...
bye

my fever was recovering jus till it rised up again..
i cant help it..

had migrane a pierce in my head..i knew if i were to sleep i wud die right then...
i cudnt even hit my head against smth hard i cudnt find time..or even cudnt find anything to hit my head with..i jus cudnt bare it..till i cried ....and wish i wasnt alive..

with tht i went for my course at clementi..and the training we did over there was tiring me..
any min i cud faint flat on the floor..my head was spinning..my eye hurt like no ones bussiness..
vomitted liek fuck...omg im jus pushing my self hard i knoe it..

alan msged me to meet him to give him his police report thing which was in my house...
he asked me to meet him aafter my course..my course is like at clementi side..and with this fucking fever and migrane.i told him yes..i jus didnt wanna dissappoint him and its been long since i met him.and with tht i met him near ganesan black near the street soccer court..
joshuel came along with him to see me..

and i jus put this bbig smile on my face to cover up the hell i was goin through...
he knew it all the time thht smth was wrong with me despite tht big smile..
we went to the shop and joshuel anna bought be chocolate..wasnt tht so sweet of hym
and he went "next time dun tell tht anna never buy for u anything ah!" haahha =p
they made me laugh..and u wont believe when i left i didnt feel any head pain at all..
i was really shock..no pain at alll...i went home showered started to pack my bag

and i need a small bottle soap for my camp cuz i aint gonna bring a medium size soap bottle..so i ask mum give me a bodyshop soap and she dunwanna give it to me..isnt tht fucking childish..
smetime she is freakin annoying..
and the thing which jus ruin my day was my favourite pink shirt had ink all over the shirt..
and my dad said it was fault to put it in the washing machine..
omg they fucking piss me...i have never written anything about my parents in my blog before cuz thesee people can be the nicest on earth when they are in good mood and the hell when they are in the bad mood..fuck its not my motherfuckin problem whether they r in gd or bad mood wht..wht did i do..i was bloody pissed off..my favourite short smemre..i said no more..i didnt argue this time ...cry is wht i cud do feeling soooo fucked up now..

smetime i really wonder why do i even wasting my effort to mke things right at home when they break it at home...or tke the blame of a family member's when its not my fault at all jus becuz i didnt wann a fight to occur..why do i do so much when i get this in return..unfair isnt it..

my half an hour spent with my two dear brother kept me goin...
not a day i failed to be hurt by atleast smeone..sadness garuanteed.eh.
and thanks to god i got back my migrane back and it hurts more...
right now banging it isnt helping me at all...took pandolsssss.5 or 6 i took..cant rmber..

sucha a situation i jus wish u were there for me..u didnt give me a chance to talk to u..ended up u having ur set of problemms..u were sick and was sleeping when i msged u..continued sleeping not knowing tht i NEEDED u so badly to talk to..its khay..sleep well and wake up ..rmber if im not there tom dun get upset=) rest well get well soon anyways


i pray nt to wake up any sooner

love all my loved ones .....
continuation of my course tml..after tht friday im out of spore .goin pulau ubin
i didnt tell anyone cuz im not important..so tke cre evryone..

love, wish u were here with me


hey eshu..dun worry about me khay!?ill be fine..as long as u r with me..
love u dear one.u will always be in my heart..someone who had appreciated me for wht i am,
thanks sweethart..

HOROSCOPE SAYS:Expect some conflict between exterior and interior, public and private or extroverted and introverted to emerge now. Perhaps someone else -- your sweetie, your friends -- is applying the pressure to get you out and about, when all you want is to curl up with a good book. Or maybe you're longing to cut loose and no one else wants to come out to play. Consider taking the middle path. There's a compromise here that'll work well.



wait for the death time to come

cause i was bored

Are you afraid some friends will feel left out if not in your survey?

Do you think anyone you pick will re-post this survey?

Pick 5 Girls:

1. Uma-Darleeng
2.Bavani

3. Aswini

4. Preethi

5. Shamala

Pick 5 Guys:

6.Alan
7.Thinesh

8. Joshuel

9. Piradeep

10. Rooban

Random Questions:

What would you do if no.2 came to you and told you she was pregnant and no.9 was the father?

[bavani and piradeep] lol wht a combination. ill slap my brother=D

Is no.1 your best friend?

[uMA] Yupz..

What is no.6 to you?

[ALan] my dearest lan! he is like a good fren and a brother=)

Have you ever thought about having sex with any of them?

OMg noo

Which have you kissed?

number 4 and 9=)

If you could pick one girl and one guy to go on vacation with, who do you choose?

Number 1 and 9

Which guy and girl do you think you can trust the most?

actually i trust all of them..

What would you do if no.3 & no.10 hooked up?
nahs..they are both two opposite people..but i wudnt mind=)

If no.1 was in jail, where would you be?

lost..and running evrywhere to help her out

Have any of them seen you cry?

yesh.Aswini,preethika and ban

Have you seen any of them cry?

yepp. thinesh and piradeep

Are any of them dating each other?

nope so far

Are any of them family?

yes my own brother..actually treat the rest as family also la

If you could pick one guy and girl to get married, who would you pick?

bavani and alan

Who do you think you would be able to live with?

everyone.

What would you do if no.8 cheated on their partner?

he woudnt..i knoe him well=)

Who do you think you couldn’t live without?

Number 1,4 and 9

Who could you live without?

none of the above

Have you ever committed a crime with any of them?

haahahaa noo

Would you rather wake up next to no.4 or no.10?

4!!!''

Who is no.6 dating?

not anyone for now

Who is no. 2 dating?
she jus broke up

Who have you known the longest?

my own brother hahaha

Who have you known the shortest?

shamala

Out of the girls who is the:

Tallest: Shamala

Shortest: preethika

Prettiest: Uma

Most talkative: preethika and uma

Most athletic: preethika

Outgoing: uma and bavani

Shyest: Shamala

Smartest: Uma

Blondest: none

Oldest: Bavani

Youngest: preethika

Most likely to be pregnant in the next year: noone!!

Funniest: Uma

Out of the guys who is the:

Tallest: Joshuel!

Shortest: thinesh ahhaha

Hottest: Ban,lan,nesh

Most talkative: lan and joshuel

Most athletic: i think ban

Outgoing: joshuel and deep

Shyest: rooban!! ahahaha!

Smartest: joshuel and ban

Blondest:

Oldest:ALan syg

Youngest: thinesh

Most likely to get a girl pregnant in the next year:haha nahs i dun think anyone la

Funniest: joshuel and alan!