my fever was recovering jus till it rised up again..
i cant help it..
had migrane a pierce in my head..i knew if i were to sleep i wud die right then...
i cudnt even hit my head against smth hard i cudnt find time..or even cudnt find anything to hit my head with..i jus cudnt bare it..till i cried ....and wish i wasnt alive..
with tht i went for my course at clementi..and the training we did over there was tiring me..
any min i cud faint flat on the floor..my head was spinning..my eye hurt like no ones bussiness..
vomitted liek fuck...omg im jus pushing my self hard i knoe it..
alan msged me to meet him to give him his police report thing which was in my house...
he asked me to meet him aafter my course..my course is like at clementi side..and with this fucking fever and migrane.i told him yes..i jus didnt wanna dissappoint him and its been long since i met him.and with tht i met him near ganesan black near the street soccer court..
joshuel came along with him to see me..
and i jus put this bbig smile on my face to cover up the hell i was goin through...
he knew it all the time thht smth was wrong with me despite tht big smile..
we went to the shop and joshuel anna bought be chocolate..wasnt tht so sweet of hym
and he went "next time dun tell tht anna never buy for u anything ah!" haahha =p
they made me laugh..and u wont believe when i left i didnt feel any head pain at all..
i was really shock..no pain at alll...i went home showered started to pack my bag
and i need a small bottle soap for my camp cuz i aint gonna bring a medium size soap bottle..so i ask mum give me a bodyshop soap and she dunwanna give it to me..isnt tht fucking childish..
smetime she is freakin annoying..
and the thing which jus ruin my day was my favourite pink shirt had ink all over the shirt..
and my dad said it was fault to put it in the washing machine..
omg they fucking piss me...i have never written anything about my parents in my blog before cuz thesee people can be the nicest on earth when they are in good mood and the hell when they are in the bad mood..fuck its not my motherfuckin problem whether they r in gd or bad mood wht..wht did i do..i was bloody pissed off..my favourite short smemre..i said no more..i didnt argue this time ...cry is wht i cud do feeling soooo fucked up now..
smetime i really wonder why do i even wasting my effort to mke things right at home when they break it at home...or tke the blame of a family member's when its not my fault at all jus becuz i didnt wann a fight to occur..why do i do so much when i get this in return..unfair isnt it..
my half an hour spent with my two dear brother kept me goin...
not a day i failed to be hurt by atleast smeone..sadness garuanteed.eh.
and thanks to god i got back my migrane back and it hurts more...
right now banging it isnt helping me at all...took pandolsssss.5 or 6 i took..cant rmber..
sucha a situation i jus wish u were there for me..u didnt give me a chance to talk to u..ended up u having ur set of problemms..u were sick and was sleeping when i msged u..continued sleeping not knowing tht i NEEDED u so badly to talk to..its khay..sleep well and wake up ..rmber if im not there tom dun get upset=) rest well get well soon anyways
i pray nt to wake up any sooner
love all my loved ones .....
continuation of my course tml..after tht friday im out of spore .goin pulau ubin
i didnt tell anyone cuz im not important..so tke cre evryone..
love, wish u were here with me
hey eshu..dun worry about me khay!?ill be fine..as long as u r with me..
love u dear one.u will always be in my heart..someone who had appreciated me for wht i am,
thanks sweethart..
HOROSCOPE SAYS:Expect some conflict between exterior and interior, public and private or extroverted and introverted to emerge now. Perhaps someone else -- your sweetie, your friends -- is applying the pressure to get you out and about, when all you want is to curl up with a good book. Or maybe you're longing to cut loose and no one else wants to come out to play. Consider taking the middle path. There's a compromise here that'll work well.
wait for the death time to come
i cant help it..
had migrane a pierce in my head..i knew if i were to sleep i wud die right then...
i cudnt even hit my head against smth hard i cudnt find time..or even cudnt find anything to hit my head with..i jus cudnt bare it..till i cried ....and wish i wasnt alive..
with tht i went for my course at clementi..and the training we did over there was tiring me..
any min i cud faint flat on the floor..my head was spinning..my eye hurt like no ones bussiness..
vomitted liek fuck...omg im jus pushing my self hard i knoe it..
alan msged me to meet him to give him his police report thing which was in my house...
he asked me to meet him aafter my course..my course is like at clementi side..and with this fucking fever and migrane.i told him yes..i jus didnt wanna dissappoint him and its been long since i met him.and with tht i met him near ganesan black near the street soccer court..
joshuel came along with him to see me..
and i jus put this bbig smile on my face to cover up the hell i was goin through...
he knew it all the time thht smth was wrong with me despite tht big smile..
we went to the shop and joshuel anna bought be chocolate..wasnt tht so sweet of hym
and he went "next time dun tell tht anna never buy for u anything ah!" haahha =p
they made me laugh..and u wont believe when i left i didnt feel any head pain at all..
i was really shock..no pain at alll...i went home showered started to pack my bag
and i need a small bottle soap for my camp cuz i aint gonna bring a medium size soap bottle..so i ask mum give me a bodyshop soap and she dunwanna give it to me..isnt tht fucking childish..
smetime she is freakin annoying..
and the thing which jus ruin my day was my favourite pink shirt had ink all over the shirt..
and my dad said it was fault to put it in the washing machine..
omg they fucking piss me...i have never written anything about my parents in my blog before cuz thesee people can be the nicest on earth when they are in good mood and the hell when they are in the bad mood..fuck its not my motherfuckin problem whether they r in gd or bad mood wht..wht did i do..i was bloody pissed off..my favourite short smemre..i said no more..i didnt argue this time ...cry is wht i cud do feeling soooo fucked up now..
smetime i really wonder why do i even wasting my effort to mke things right at home when they break it at home...or tke the blame of a family member's when its not my fault at all jus becuz i didnt wann a fight to occur..why do i do so much when i get this in return..unfair isnt it..
my half an hour spent with my two dear brother kept me goin...
not a day i failed to be hurt by atleast smeone..sadness garuanteed.eh.
and thanks to god i got back my migrane back and it hurts more...
right now banging it isnt helping me at all...took pandolsssss.5 or 6 i took..cant rmber..
sucha a situation i jus wish u were there for me..u didnt give me a chance to talk to u..ended up u having ur set of problemms..u were sick and was sleeping when i msged u..continued sleeping not knowing tht i NEEDED u so badly to talk to..its khay..sleep well and wake up ..rmber if im not there tom dun get upset=) rest well get well soon anyways
i pray nt to wake up any sooner
love all my loved ones .....
continuation of my course tml..after tht friday im out of spore .goin pulau ubin
i didnt tell anyone cuz im not important..so tke cre evryone..
love, wish u were here with me
hey eshu..dun worry about me khay!?ill be fine..as long as u r with me..
love u dear one.u will always be in my heart..someone who had appreciated me for wht i am,
thanks sweethart..
HOROSCOPE SAYS:Expect some conflict between exterior and interior, public and private or extroverted and introverted to emerge now. Perhaps someone else -- your sweetie, your friends -- is applying the pressure to get you out and about, when all you want is to curl up with a good book. Or maybe you're longing to cut loose and no one else wants to come out to play. Consider taking the middle path. There's a compromise here that'll work well.
wait for the death time to come
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