difference

if im gonna say im gonna update whtever has happened so far. my hands and ur eyes will bleed.
too much to say.
well im not here to update


but to say smth tht i realised.
sometimes things can change over a second.
people do mistakes we have to accept them for their mistakes thts when we are true frens
stop over reacting and say ohh he cheated me or she has cheated me
even i was like tht.i called her a bitch for the things which she has done which seems to be the main issue now.but as time goes by i realise im being relli dumb.
i mean evryone becomes a bitch certain part of their life and sometime somthing u fine bitchy might not be to another
we have to accept or to reject
frens are jus not oni to laugh or for them to help u feel all awesome
ur a true one only when u can accept their mistakes
whye isit its nice when she was sweet but hate him when she does smth evil.
evil to ur eyes bt nt to hers.











time check:1.48am

sugar feeel

GOIN VIVO WITH HER WAS SUPER AWESOME.
ok my eyes are on those heels !!
super nice ones from charles and keith and mondo!
shona loves the heels from mondo..
was super glad she like heels all
and damn! she can choose super awesome heels..
her taste is jus AWESOME..!!

i have to drag her along
for my heels,make up,my one more dress,waxing,threading,manicure,pedicure
much more for my birthday lols..
haha speding time with her was jus jus i have no words..i relli enjoyed my whole day with her.


today was nice to spent time with my classmates at marsling.
rahayu birthday.i enjoyed my bus ride home with dylan and faris.
they are seriously funny .haha.
the bd was near jolyn house.ehhe i called her up cuz of tht lols.
anyways saaw my brother and people there.
feel bad i didnt talk but i was relli upset with someone ,
i jus wished he realised it himself.
but i really miss you alot!!.

okay seeeing ur family and not you was jus pure luck
cuz i know its gonna go back to basic if i were to see u.
i dunnoe how is it gonna be when sch reopen..anyways go with the flow yeah?

anyways im gettin tired..
happy to get back to blogging.


dear darling,rubah im sorry i cant spend time with you alot.
ive been really busy and its difficult for me to meet u cuz u live abit far away
and due to misplacing my ezlink card im tryin to travel nt too far u see.
anyways wish evrything went okay today for you ma.
i love you and u knoe it.
hope u understand me and dun feel tht im forgettin u or dun have time for u.
im jus trying my best to mke time for u darling
hope u understand love u so much baby sis..

okay who else.
oh preethi..
yes i owe a story..
appreciate the concern with ur little sweet text messages.
love u sweethart.

dunnoe where my duck go also.
i miss my duck also.

Punch her right in the face

ok thats the latest picture with her=))


holz are about to end like in another one week=(


well i thought evrything is gonna be like over.
THE "WAR"
between me and her.
oh fuck no i was wrong.
she has started her shit right back last night.
i wonder whther its due to the seasons.hehs.

yeap goin orchard with her should have been the last thing im suppose to do.
right knowing her damn fugly attitude i should had brough my aunt along which would have made things much much easier for me.

okay those who roughly got the idea who it is then good for you
those who don't ,its alright its not that important thought thats the major thing which annoys and makes me want to punch her.
im sorry i shouldnt say such things about her but man being nice and soft never helps.
i have to scream wail and shout at her.specially her =.=

lol in june today is the first day i studies awhile=p hehs
im kinda missing mahes anneh alot


okay and im jelous.jelous about this someone who used to be super close to me.
now got girl never keep much contact.but im totally happy that this someone got his perfect match she is super sweet and humble .she dun have the bitchyness i see in manni.
i like her actualli.but imjus jelous=))
but im okay ..=D

after a million

wow..Blog looks nice now.

it look me onli 15 minutes to change it
it was super easy to do it witha little help from the blog iitself.
yeah there is this new thing which helps itself.lols sounds weird but yeah=p

anyways.Thought of blogging..updateS?
too manni actually

got back with alot of long lost friends.
haven talked to bavani she has been busy.
and she really has to know her consequences..
wht she doin now is not wht i like.she bter tke cre.im worried.
love u..hope she reads this..

okay wht else.
heard u were sick too jus like me.ahhahaha.
ok im so mean=p

soccer fever has GOT into me.lols.=s
having Fever.
Thanks to those has been really concern and constantly messaging me and checkin on my health=)

and wht else.
im gonna miss my mahesh annna alot.
wil mis those time when ull shout at me jus for the fun of it cuz u wanted to see me jerk.
callin me for no reason jus to disturb me,
making sure im always safe..
tke cre dearest one..love u alot anneh..
uve got to stop getting angry !! cant wait for u to be back..

marmie and shona comin over today hopefullly they dun nag at me to eat more healthier=p
haha.

wht else..ok feelin abit dizzy im gonna rest..goodbye.love all=D
WILL update soon=))


'PRASS'

PREETHIKA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREETHIKA


okayyy..


u have turn 16..but im sure u still will trip and fall as usual..
haha kidding..

anyways hope ur sweet 16 goes well
thank you so much for evrything u have done for me..


ok the confessing part.
maybe when u r with me..i jus thought u will never leave my side and so i always took it for granted tht u will always be with me..welll ive learnt it.
and always wanted to tell u that u have made many chges in my life.
u r one of my secrets to my success..with all ur love care and concern..im jus gifted to know u,,

i jus wish i cud go back in time and be the way we was..being together.
but no time dsnt wait do they.

but evry single memory spent with u will always be remenbered.


thanks for evrything
i jus wish to be here for u jus the way u was for me.

do tke care and enjoy ur wonderful sweetest 16th
god bless u and gd luck for ur future=)


LOVE U sweets

you

its easy to say u love someone.its easy to fall in love..
but its always difficult to say goodbye..

this is it.
i see so much.and it freaks me to see these things surrounding..
but the joy u see when u see the smiles of smeone its jus special...


i dun ask for much.but ur smiles jus mean so much..


im sorry we both have much of ego problems.
i didnt wanna have any commitments and thts whye i hid evrything behind close doors.
on the other hand u were jus angry and so u continued life the way u wanted it yet leaving me behind seeing u do this..

right now u r fickle minded..
jus give me back my other half and i wanna leave forever
out of ur sight.

enough of so much drama.
i wanna live the way ive wished.
its a diff ball game

i wanna make changes in my life.
and i will.i knoe i can.
ill never forget you.the memories..
but ive gotta move on cuz u had moved on.


cantt wait for june to help me move forward.

pissssseeddd

i realise i come here the min i feel fuckin pissed recently
maybe because ive lossed my privacy at facebook having my mum over there=.=
yes my mum has been like seriously on my damn nerves.
i haven been arguin back but jus keeping quiet.
and the more silent i am the more she raises her goddamn crap nonsense


i sometime envy his mum..oh wait my bro and i envy his mum alot.
i envy both his mum and esh parents..

when ive decided to chge for the better i struggle to cuz thse indians are gd to mke u stay for the worst.

the little things which pisses me off

woah...i jus duno when im gonna burst..



i dunnoe where did my little happiness ran too.
yes seeing u in school was a happiness.
but u urself joining them was jus a big hurt.

but its ok.i guess iver no right over u..


i stop wakin u up in the morning
cuz all my morning seems dark.
i thought u wud be there jus the way i was for u.
but no..and u another reason for my hurt

its ok i totally understand cuz i dun understand wht im goin thru

its tooo early for such plans

okay panguni was jus super hot!enjoyed my whole day there.hehes.
seeing all the long lost cliques were jus sweeet...


yeahh..
and happy birthday priya latha'
cudnt call cuz cudnt find a way to contact you.sorry.
but hope ur 16th birthday party went well at the chalet=D

moving on..
went to akka house yst ..
to well mum was actually planning to throw a party for me at some hotel place and she was talkinakka.
and akka didnt knoe tht i had no clue abt it..came askin me "gal wht theme u wanna put"
i was like"huh enna theme" *was watching movie*
thenn "birthday da"
i looked at mum.mum looked at her.she looked at my bro..hahah funny siah.
then i said i didnt knoe such was goin on.then she felt relli bad she spoiled the surprise..

besides i wasnt in any mood to celebrate any sweetness of the 16 this year..
the funny part was my brother was more excited abt my birthday than me.
he was like feeling "stressed" on wht to wear.what to do to his hair and who to invite..
it was funny yet sickening.lols...yeah but the oni thing i rmber when ppl say birthday is *itouch*
hahas yeahs badli wants an itouch...


anyways...i jus caught up with sleeeeeeepp...
felt soooo fresh after takin nap.and im back with an unhealthy diet and feel so sick..
ive gotta start eating healthier food!!
but no im not giving up my chocolates forr anything.

recently ive lost my concentration for studies..
i better get back on track or im gonna lose it this yr.


itss been a week since i and bro sat to chat or spend time..
yes ah...we were able to catch up yst and today=)but jus awhile..

saturday feels like sunday.thats gd in a way..

currently watching this damn annoying sickk in the head movie =.=

wait one more thing...
waaaaaahh two days back u pissed me off la.
wht the hell is wrong in ur head!!im so angry with you!
cant u jus understand the meaning of one!! 1 ondru! satu! ee!
so sickening knoe u...

anyways my dearest has elanged away.
dunnoe where he went 1 month since i saw him.
hiyah..angry and sad..but i sort of still get life goin..

with so much of love frm the ppl whom i love is the sweetest.
god is love.

adioz