Thursday, April 23, 2009

the truth

time:10:49pm

usually humans are thats sucks alot..
friends are suppose to be the one there where u can trust and not for me to put a test and see whether u are able to be trusted..dun ruin trust its hard to build it or rather if iver trusted the wrong ones means i stupid.lets all be practical..its hard to be but thats life?!yeah?

u did smth which no bestfren would have forgiven.but i did that by still talkin to you.
a wrong is a wrong...no right makes it a right k?of cuz the anger is still there...its takes time for me to swallow facts..and i kinda wanna move away from yuew..im sorry but thats how i feel..for the time being..i jus wanna some time alone to..

like today morning..sleepiness heads to all the things i dunwanna do..first having ur bestfren beside u but u dun wish to talk as u got attitude problem as in i have attitude problem..shunning evryone..giving a stuck up face ..being quiet and sleepy...this is how i was till taufiq came to sit beside me..i chased him..but he still got baq and tried to chg my mood.he did chge it..even i didnt realise it..but my eyes cud say i was annoyed and tired..I HATE TO FAKE A SMILE..you make me do oit everyday!!damn!fuckshit!

oh boi when i was moody i expected that comfort from yuew i ended up giving way and keeping feelings in since u had problems urself..cheating myself saying my problems are small compared to others..


i was being a jerk during recess i know..i dun feel sorry but im sorry..
i jus dun feel right.


uma nver failed to make me happy ..not it the outside but inside!smeone whom i treasure alot and gifted to knoe her..she is jus smth different=)ii love yuew darlene~!


as for the idiots who annoyed me dun test me..ive not been in the happy go lucky kind..
so much things to solve

i jus feel like ignoring all and sticking with 2/1.
one thing which stops me from doin tht is darlene=)for her=)i luff yuew

we stayed on the phone silence and quiet...with so much sadness and shock
how cud she say that??how hurtfull cud she get? im sorry my friend but the words u used to him names u a heartless idiot? dun do this..i feel for him so much..

thinesh..problems once again..get out of there..ive told u before dun trust people..
i jus wish u dun get into trouble..glad for replies and annoyed cuz u haven called

i dun feel like blogging..

anneh,whye?wish u were here..i wonder why u had to go?this world sux without u.
evrything had chge.I HATE IT OVER HERE.i miss the love.i miss you.ur smiles.
who do i lean on now?i rather lean on a stone than trusting anyone.
esh.isit me or people jus hurting me?i really wish "fatty" learns a big lesson..
i dunn how to tell u la..i miss u like soo much..it hurts alot..damn i dun wanna cry.
i miss u.memories hurt.i love u so much bro.dun worry ill be fine i hope?

dunwanna live in a world that u r not



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