tuesday ...was a day which i didnt look forward..nth went the way i wanted it..actually no..i was really confused..sad?angry?stressed up...

i dunno wht to do..yeah i did cry..but i jus cudnt explain wht i was goin through..
its not that i dun wanna tell wht was goin on..i jus dunno how to say it..jus too manny things happened..and i was jus blank..deep in thoughts..cudnt smile..i always cud smile though i was sad..but not this time..i was fuckin lost..i didnt knoe who to talk to..i wanted him to be there..i wanted to talk to him..but he wasnt there..at all..not his fault..its fate i guess.

wadever..i haven got replies ....that was smth which made me annoyed..very darn upset
as if i and u are like strangers?wtf? i knoe u for about three years yeahs?

crying for smth u cudnt explain sucks alot..and i dun usually the type of person who wud cry..
yea was jus fuckin fucked up...seriously..i kept silent not wanting to hurt the people by saying smth mean ..cuz i jus cudnt control..

eshu was jus runnin through my mind..wht cud mke me hurt?

thanks for the company aswini to buy bubble tea..appreciate it alot....and thnx to umaka too who was there for me as usual..i appreciate it

sorry kumares,dhinesh and whoever was with them..sorry i showed face and i didnt even smile

and when u say u love me...dun lie to me..cuz i knoe when u r lieng...and mean wht u say cuz when i say it i really mean it..i dun say it jus for the sake of saying it...im serious..

this happened on tuesday didnt post on tuesday cuz i knoe how worst it wud be writting there..now im better..dun worry about me..a little time wil do the trick