its been one year

yea..its been one year since eswaran past away..
and of cause i miss him soo much..its mre than what i mean..really
he is smeone special..ive always loved him alot..when he was there and when he wasnt i still love his as much as i always do...

we do quarell once in a while ..but that doesent last long...cause when we meet each other we wud forget about wht happen and start a new...thats smth i liked about him.he is really someone special...its hard to say...but someone whom i trust the most is him..noone knows me as much as he knws me..he took realy good care of me..i and him were like blood brother and sister..the bond we share is special..and i bet none has the same as ours..i knoe all of em missed him when he wasnt around..and all like say this and that...but to me.when he was around also ill miss him la..its jus that its been like 1 year i never talk to him..it used to be almost evryday ill talk to him ah..

but its like ..gosh its hard to explain...but ive never net someone like him before laa..
he is really a one of a kind...ive never used this phrase on anyone before this is the first time..
lol it used to be problems-free times when he was around cause he was always there for me..
and yea i was always there for him helping out with his relationships and his problems too.
its jus a different life i live without him...evryday there would be something that reminds me of him..thats so hard to live with ah!!.like memories haunt me so bad..


here i am writting about him...i miss those times man!
you are always special to me..and you ae someone whom i look up to ...
i love you so much...take care eshu..miss u