pain in the heart

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KALKIESWARAN ELAGOWEN

two years since my dearest left this world.
many shed tears two years back.
and i am still crying till today.
for i can never get over it.
no matter how much i try.
it hurts so badly.
i relli dunno who to tell or how to tell it.
he mean so much to me i really cnnt tke this.

i misss himm soo mucchh.
i love u bro.
i relli wish u r in good hands now.
wish u keep smiling.
jus the way u was.
the oni once i saw u not smiling when u left.
hias.
it fucking hurts me so much.
i cnnt find my way out.
and time is not healin anything.
words cnnt describe how i feel.
noone cud mke me feel better.

i wish i had a shoulder to lean on.
i love u like my own brother.
rest in peace anna.
i love u.
u will always be the one and only esh.
and noone can replace u no matter what
and u will always be my first then the rest comes

i jus wish i cud see u once.
give u a big hug.
man i wonder how wud i be if i were to see u now.
wud have run towards u crrying.
tellling u how much i missed u and how much of problems in life
and how much life sucks without u.
and most of all how much i love u..
hias.i guess its long gone.
babybro i llove and and always will!

tke cre.