time-check:9.49pm
black and white.
yes i cried last night.
and yes its been a year since i cried like that.
cause i had my limits.
and when i start to stretch my limits.by keeping quiet and not bloating.
this is wht i end up with.
i dun wanna go back to yst.
but trust me.I wanted someone beside me.anyone would have been good.
And a wrong time to have a misunderstanding with her.
but lucky the right we way said was to stop talkin last night so tht it dsnt mke our situations worst.
but she aint the reason why i cried.
my reasons ARE...
for the past few years.
so if i were to write it here.
u wud cry along.its okay.i rather mke ppl happy then cry.
let my sorrows stay with me.i dun wanna mke ppl worry..
my bro can be really supportive and loving.
yesterday he was the sweetest thing.
so much love in wht he told me.
and i kinda start lookin up to you more recently.
loving u more actually.i sense smth not right recently with u.
u seem more stressed up i wish things get better..
and to my 2nd bro.
i cnnt imagine life without u.
when deep told me abt the accident.
i was soo shocked.hias.i pray hard nth happens to u and u stay safe.
i love u so much bro.
ok wht else.
oh five days since i fell sick.
i dun seem to be recovering.
and whye cuz i got no time to tke my medications.
haha elan so cute msg me evry morning to tke me medicine.
People have been showing me more attention recently.
people have been more caring towards me.
its nice but at the same time i wonder whye.
how true it is?wht do they want from me?
or isit my love i shown so far is comin baq in return.
but its nice to have manny around in such a time
its gonna be two years since esh left tom
20th january 2007 at 1.03am
evrything chged.
i miss u bro.
rest in peace
black and white.
yes i cried last night.
and yes its been a year since i cried like that.
cause i had my limits.
and when i start to stretch my limits.by keeping quiet and not bloating.
this is wht i end up with.
i dun wanna go back to yst.
but trust me.I wanted someone beside me.anyone would have been good.
And a wrong time to have a misunderstanding with her.
but lucky the right we way said was to stop talkin last night so tht it dsnt mke our situations worst.
but she aint the reason why i cried.
my reasons ARE...
for the past few years.
so if i were to write it here.
u wud cry along.its okay.i rather mke ppl happy then cry.
let my sorrows stay with me.i dun wanna mke ppl worry..
my bro can be really supportive and loving.
yesterday he was the sweetest thing.
so much love in wht he told me.
and i kinda start lookin up to you more recently.
loving u more actually.i sense smth not right recently with u.
u seem more stressed up i wish things get better..
and to my 2nd bro.
i cnnt imagine life without u.
when deep told me abt the accident.
i was soo shocked.hias.i pray hard nth happens to u and u stay safe.
i love u so much bro.
ok wht else.
oh five days since i fell sick.
i dun seem to be recovering.
and whye cuz i got no time to tke my medications.
haha elan so cute msg me evry morning to tke me medicine.
People have been showing me more attention recently.
people have been more caring towards me.
its nice but at the same time i wonder whye.
how true it is?wht do they want from me?
or isit my love i shown so far is comin baq in return.
but its nice to have manny around in such a time
its gonna be two years since esh left tom
20th january 2007 at 1.03am
evrything chged.
i miss u bro.
rest in peace
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