geek

actually i had so much to write
but when i think of it right now nothing is coming to my head


few things went on for this week
it was mahesh anna birthday yst(27th feb)
aswini birthday few days baq too
and i had a chalet to attend plus a 21st birthday to attend plus meet a fren at bukit panjang and to top that i have chemistry paper on monday so my wonderful weekend which was suppose to be like this friday night:swithart's house saturday night:temple then back home chge go for mahesh anna birthday then frm there for chalet then come back sunday but i chged it to a geeky weekend was study study study cancelled all outing didnt go for birthday party and chalet. ALL I DID WAS STUDY. (indrani now u knoe whye i nevr go out=) )

even the girl who knew me for 12years was shocked tht i cancelled all activities=D

yeahhh..
so i think thats it.


the rest of the str

Middle of Nowhere

my saturday night jus sucked..purely sucked


wait let me rewind back a Lil...
Friday after my tiring cca i rushed home took my shower and sat down for my POA tuition
i was like half dead but still trying myself to keep awake and listen to wht my tutor was saying.
Good thing yeah my POA is getting slightly better=D.Much more effort to be made.
so yeah use lappy after my tuition then fell asleep..Next day which was Saturday went to do some cip.FLAG DAY first few hours i wasn't collecting anything.i was seriously annoyed..Nicko keep telling me to have patience.chua chu kang are full of stingy ppl unlike yew tee ppl they are SO kind..i manage to collect loads of money over there.i was sooo tired..legs were aching..then ard four head back woodlands return the tins then headed home with Mel..

went home talk to deep then took a short nap..
woke up got ready and sadly had to go temple all alone.
but ok la dear nick gave me company all the way.he is freakin sweet la..
and assholic telling me how banglas can be pervert and wht are their weakness.
haaaha..and he was makin shure i reach home safely..
oh after temple felt that i had some peace and quiet in my head..
head to causeway point renew my popular card then bought some thing.and a colour paper.
omg i took and hour to choose one pathetic colour paper.cuz it was special and its was my first time..ill write about this if i make a midnight tonight.or maybe tom morning..we shall see how..
so anyways yea bought few things then head home..

and there everything started.
i hate to go home la like seriously.
ive been planning to maybe stay over cousin's house till my exams are over.
how the hell people expect me to concentrate when all they do is to fight
its seriously sickening.u want to fight and show ur strength do it to smeone on ur own size and dun be a fuckhead.
I HATE ANY FUCKERS WHO HURTS MY BROTHER SO BE IT IF UR HIS BLOODY RELATIONS OR IF U MADE SENSE I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
AND I'M NOT FUCKING AFRAID OF ANY FUCKERS...im not afraid u'll whack me up
try me try laying Ur hands and i swear i mke u regret ur whole fucking life..i make shure u live in guilt till u die.sorry i sound evil but yeah this dumb assholes at home are just giving me a hard time.Going home is the last thing i want to do in my life.
I jus wanna go somewhere far so i dunned see idiot ppl face evryday.
though im not directly involved.obviously it hurts and annoys me to see such happening ..
sick and tired of this shit which is happening.i just cant wait to get out of here.
thanks to LAN Anna for keeping me accompanied when i needed to talk to someone.appreciate it alot ..

Seriously if any one's planning to annoy me for the next few weeks ill go mad.
not in my self control.dun test my patience.im about to lose it soon.
i know..
thought i have high tolerance i too have my limits..

anyways tom English exams oh GOSH
Ive gotta start revising..
someone mind lending me some knowledge i need some=)


Just need someone to talk to..
actually i wish u were here with me
i miss u

He will always be my valentine?!

tags replied

humi : =)thanksss once again
sherlin: will link u soon alright.
MR G(indran): indraniii!! i misss u so much=((yesyes meet soonsoon=D

oKay..
yesterday went to mahesh anna's akka house.they did 30 days thingy for the twin babies.
oh boi they looook sooo adorable la..seriously soo cute..hahah so small size smemre.
mahesh anna kept disturbing the baby.haha.fell very zombiyish over there.was actually tired..haven caught up with my sleeeep for 1 week..
oh ganga look super sweeet in orange

but okaay la..then talk to lan..hiyas things hasnt changed for him.hope things get better for him.hate it when he have so much to handle so manny probs..jus wish things get better for him.
and so evryone headed back to woodlands.this lan so mean keeep llaughin at me jus becuz i asked him whther he got camp on monday..idiot=)haha in the train damn funny this shamen keep disturbing those indian ppl in the train,so mean la..then this thinesh also giving him ideas.they all had a mini drinkin session under some block.
owh sorry didnt tell who .

they = Priya darshini,Priya ravindran,Jays,Shamen,Deep,Thinesh and my self.
yeap..then stupid ppl throwing things from ontop.and these ppl makin a fuss abt it.
haha.then talk talk talk 12am started to wish evryone happy valentines.
hahaha this thinesh was the most excited one..he all the way counting down to how manny minutes left to midnight.then we all left like around 1plus..
send jays and company off .then me deep and shamen walked baq..

go baq home took shower then watch t.v then sleep.
aaahss tired..

tom must get baq to geekyself and study=p

foundmyself a new name. GEEEEEKKK=)

anyways,wish he will stop smoking soon.
loved.

my valentine's spent with you.
whhtelse could i ask for.
i love you so much and yea im covering up=p

GEEKY

time-check:9.57pm

k first ive gotta mention about this person i knoe.
stop acting like as if u r the oni one who makes sense and the rest dont.
they are much wiser then u .and stop whatever u r doin.cuz it might seem right to u
but IT IS NOT.
im writting this here cuz if i were to tell u this..u wud eventually start quarelling.
im jus saying it from my point of view thats all.not to insult or to hurt u.
u r my fren so im jus saying it.end..


k getting baq.
gaahhh ive been spending much more then im suppose to beD=
AND I FEEEEEEELLLL SOOOO GEEEEEEEEEEKKKYYYY
haven been goin out at all!ive beeen spending quality time with books exercises and worksheet.
i feel so lifeless lahs..so i felt very bad and i told bestie.
that idiot making fun of me keep tellin me ive always been a geeek..
so mean right..oh btw u sound so scary when u wake up from ur sleep=)
anyways today went home at six ..watch watching t.v awhile then showered.
jus after showering i played soccer with bro.how dumb.
jus awhile oni la.haha.

then he went out so did i with my idiotass!i miss her so much la
its beeen mths since i saaw her.so we went walkwalk then went to have dinner=)
and i saaw joker over there=p.i jus turn and walk .didnt wanna see his face..

misssssssssss my idiottt indran!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(((((
owe u mac smre..Hope u r doin fine and not skipping sch=p

wht else.
wah when i was jus about to be strong
as in like know where is my stand and have less distractions
and there we have a winner u r baq..when we had less communications i was okay.
grrrrrrr wht do i say now/ i dunno



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yoU mAKe mE so Jealous=D

short post

time:9.02


yes.Studying with timetable
dun play play

lol i feeeel geeeky studying almost evryday oh wait.
yes studying evryday,goin baq home after school.
oficially feel for those ppl who go home straight after sch or arent able to go out.

well its difficult for a person like me .
speciallly with so manni ppl always there to meet up after school
or the sweetheart television staring at me
and the one thing i cannot keep off MY PHONEE!

today ive started new..
wooo.i feel good
though i hate to go home..
and i dunno how long i gonna stay here..might shift to cousin place to stay till exams over.
too much distractions at home
m.fuckers=D
bro have been helping me in studies!shockin but yeah.wahaha


all my loved one all having problems,.
hiyah wish evrything gets better for them too.
cant really blog everyday.
laptop in parents room now.thanks to bro for leaving the laptop on for three whole days.
arghhhh

hate to go home,thts my main thing for now.
i feel so annoyed to step in u knoe.
i used to love home missed home when i used to go out.

but now..bitchness and fuckup attitude which feels the house
sickening but yes gotta go through it*silently*

miss my dear lan..hope is okay now.
hiass..


and my dear rubah sweets.

and the rest.
alll la having problems.
poor thing laa..


ooohh tivya birthday ended
so did dylan's my cousin bro.his bd parrty was great!
mahesh anneh birthday comin!!
woooo so is my common test bleah..


i miss my love..
dun ask whye=)
p.s dun stalk me=p


know what i dun care about you much.
as like if u wan u come back to me.
yes i stil love u.but i dun care if u were to see another woman=)
and i feeel gooood now.having u less in my life gives me less distractions=)