pissssseeddd

i realise i come here the min i feel fuckin pissed recently
maybe because ive lossed my privacy at facebook having my mum over there=.=
yes my mum has been like seriously on my damn nerves.
i haven been arguin back but jus keeping quiet.
and the more silent i am the more she raises her goddamn crap nonsense


i sometime envy his mum..oh wait my bro and i envy his mum alot.
i envy both his mum and esh parents..

when ive decided to chge for the better i struggle to cuz thse indians are gd to mke u stay for the worst.

the little things which pisses me off

woah...i jus duno when im gonna burst..



i dunnoe where did my little happiness ran too.
yes seeing u in school was a happiness.
but u urself joining them was jus a big hurt.

but its ok.i guess iver no right over u..


i stop wakin u up in the morning
cuz all my morning seems dark.
i thought u wud be there jus the way i was for u.
but no..and u another reason for my hurt

its ok i totally understand cuz i dun understand wht im goin thru

its tooo early for such plans

okay panguni was jus super hot!enjoyed my whole day there.hehes.
seeing all the long lost cliques were jus sweeet...


yeahh..
and happy birthday priya latha'
cudnt call cuz cudnt find a way to contact you.sorry.
but hope ur 16th birthday party went well at the chalet=D

moving on..
went to akka house yst ..
to well mum was actually planning to throw a party for me at some hotel place and she was talkinakka.
and akka didnt knoe tht i had no clue abt it..came askin me "gal wht theme u wanna put"
i was like"huh enna theme" *was watching movie*
thenn "birthday da"
i looked at mum.mum looked at her.she looked at my bro..hahah funny siah.
then i said i didnt knoe such was goin on.then she felt relli bad she spoiled the surprise..

besides i wasnt in any mood to celebrate any sweetness of the 16 this year..
the funny part was my brother was more excited abt my birthday than me.
he was like feeling "stressed" on wht to wear.what to do to his hair and who to invite..
it was funny yet sickening.lols...yeah but the oni thing i rmber when ppl say birthday is *itouch*
hahas yeahs badli wants an itouch...


anyways...i jus caught up with sleeeeeeepp...
felt soooo fresh after takin nap.and im back with an unhealthy diet and feel so sick..
ive gotta start eating healthier food!!
but no im not giving up my chocolates forr anything.

recently ive lost my concentration for studies..
i better get back on track or im gonna lose it this yr.


itss been a week since i and bro sat to chat or spend time..
yes ah...we were able to catch up yst and today=)but jus awhile..

saturday feels like sunday.thats gd in a way..

currently watching this damn annoying sickk in the head movie =.=

wait one more thing...
waaaaaahh two days back u pissed me off la.
wht the hell is wrong in ur head!!im so angry with you!
cant u jus understand the meaning of one!! 1 ondru! satu! ee!
so sickening knoe u...

anyways my dearest has elanged away.
dunnoe where he went 1 month since i saw him.
hiyah..angry and sad..but i sort of still get life goin..

with so much of love frm the ppl whom i love is the sweetest.
god is love.

adioz