Tuesday, November 24, 2009

She dun feel the same way u feel





time-check:7.27pm


every photo gives a certain type of memory i believe.
some its good smetime its jus not the way u wanted it..
i dunno whther u felt it.but i felt it today.
when i msged u.i didnt get a reply.i guess u have moved on.
its nth wrong moving on.but have u forgotten ur past?
i believe u have forgotten it all.

today i had a very heavy heart.and i thought why.
i didnt do anything wrong.i didnt get aangry.
i got nth to worry as exams are over.
then whtelse.i think ive got the answer.
the people my people has moved.

isit worth..arent evryone worth?
why cnt evryone jus share..why do they jus wanna grab those who give me happiness.
i jus dun get it..i relli dun see the point in takin away someone special treasure..
well i guess this is life.and nth is permenant.
i love evryone except him.
so tht when i die i dun die with a regret that ive forgotten to show my love to a person or so.
i try my very best to mke the best out of it..

k lets change it..
i post the letter to my dear joshuel pravin vinson.
hias..missing him so much..

cnnt wait for dec 6 when lan comes out.

so manny things happen in soo little time.

like i told uma.
i dun have anything to worry about but i have a heavy heart i dunno why.?
but seriously if i have done anything wrong.im relli sorry cuz i didnt mean anything which hurts others..maybe it was out of anger out of love.or jus cudnt tke u moving on..or jus u betraying me.
betrayal might not be the right word actually..

and my fever is really making me feel so weak.
i feel so sick i could barely carry thingss.
this fever is one of the worst i ever had.
get well soon>? nnehs not happening.


i jus dunnoe whye
i miss u so much..
when im not suppose to.
i think its jus my stupid mentality which tells me i love u.
but my brain tells me its jus affection.it aint true.
it aint true.
u hurt me.u are not meant to be.
but ill stay by ursside
i cnnt imagine ur life being ruined.
dunnoe whye but so.

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