Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Dont follow me


The sweetest and sour one.
i still love u bro

time-check:1.35am

Not sleepy
and have somethings to accomplish exactly at 3am


so yea.
when some falls ill.
u would say "get well soon"
or least say nth.
well it was e first i heard.
it was.u know how many time she have seen the doc in a month

everyone asked my two weeks baqq.
my relatives.
they asked.."hows amma?"
"hows things at home"
"how mum now"
"hows everything"

and my answer was yeah everything is good going fine.yes yup good.
but i silently spoke to myself.
everyone is fine except me.
does that count?i dun think so

even some1 whom i knew for long.
didn't get what i was going through.
But its good in a way.
she dun worry much.

anyways.
yes I'm not well.
physically and mentally.
heart feels heavy.
i realise it happens every single night.
cant help it neither cud i avoid it.

I do not see the point.
i dun see the worth.
its nth useful.
but its there.
hurt.yes that.

sorry tonight.
i end it with no ending or a solution.
i wish i had one



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