strong shoulder i wanna lean on

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the minute they left my house
uma and chan.
they brought my happiness along.

Sometimes i wish i had jus one full day spending with sweetest most loved ones
I jus wan a shoulder to lean on.To cry it out.
yes crying nver solves anything.i knoe that.
But it helps me let out some of the bleed inside.
Sometime thats when people start searchin for a partner in life.
to love,to be loved,to care,to be cared.
right now.
im indeed searching for a place for peace and love.
im not talkin abt bgr .nt tht kind of love.
jus peace and love.
Pure.

No matter how much i try.I jus Cant find it.
it leaves me tht momment i step into the "hell"
or when angels leave the "hell"
u wudnt possibly understand.
but those who do.that mean u truly care for me..much appreciated thanks.
those who dun and tried to ..also appreciated.

anyways.
Right now.i wish i was with him.
Ive repeated this million time and never got tired of it.
when im with him,i never cared a single bit cuz i knew he will always be there for me to lean on.
and now he aint there.
he is gone forever.he lives in my heart .
but he jus aint there for my let it out.

evryone cud hang in there to a certain limit.
I have been stretching them.
i jus wish evrthing comes to an end

thanks for listening