i found the picture relli cute.haha.

time-oh:9.20pm

sunday i like jus laze home.didnt go granny place.didnt feel like it
k then my dear good fren callled me to walk out..went dinner with her,
went to sme block slack slack..then wanted to go vista park ..since it started to rain i jus got wet in the rain..really drenched la.seriously walking in the rain is wht i needed to make my heart smile..and guess i felt loved by esh..though i know he is sooo mad tht i got wet in the rain..
speaking of tht.i do wht i wann do ..noone says anything like..it used to be esh was the oni one who always make shure i eat time to time..mke shure i dun fall sick.mke shure noone hurts me.mke shure then my life when perfectt.and scolds me when i do the silly things.oh dear i always took him for granted.i always thought whye does he have to nag at me so much..even my own brother or mum wudnt say anythign when i get wet in the rain and dun eat for two days?and i always lied to him i wasnt sick cuz when i start sneezing he wud start his music.i used to think he was soo possesive.man when i get wet in the rain now or fall sick i always miss the love he had for me.and i wonder how wud he be screaming his head off if he knew i had h1n1 and i have been reli rude to evryone and have been goin out and not saying a word to anyone.and doin certain which is better not to be mentioned..and the thing which he hates..me sleeping in class and droping in grades..im sorry esh i knoe u r so mad at me..but u knoe whye i am like tht right..i loved to be myself.but when i return back i jus CNNT be myself not tht i dun want to..

kk esh...im relli sorry ..i mke shure i do well for my end of the year.im relli sorry for my common test.i wasnt interested at all..im scared...hiax...too much for me esh jus tooo much..

kkk....
i feel so likee an idiot...careless la prass..i dunnoe where the hec is my earpiece
fuck la...i dunno whther i lend it to smeone..


and the wow man these days the sky has been really amazing..the orange u see in the evening is really amazing and the baby blue u see is sooo mind relaxing.and man u shud have seen the crystal clear sky jus now..awesome la..k im not mad..its really beautiful=D

today umz came over to look at roomy and decide wht had leave whts needs to be and trust me this woman is amazing..hahaa she got a whole lot of ideas and her head!! then went to umz house to actualli watch minnale well i was cheated..it was sme other stupid dubt movie..=X! WE watch game plan with umy in umzy house...after tht umy had to leave...saw subra karthick and arvind down..cudnt see them properli though.then watch another half of a movie a confusin one which uma wud explain to me tom=p..

kk tom is physics,i dun relli care but ill care=d

i wonder i cud care any mre then this..
i wonder wht wud it be if i stop msgin u..wud u jus be happy then u have one mre less idiot who wud stop talkin to u?wud u even carE?wud it affect u? i dun think so.liek whye the fuck shud i care..i wanna liek fuckin ignore u.im so frustrated with ur attitude.boi u mke me so angry.
i sound lika kid when i tell u i love yuew? well ATLEAST A KID CAN UNDERSTAND IT u r jus being a bitch.fuck u.seriousli.man whye shud i care when u dun cre.>i say all this but ill be back to caring for u loviing for u worryinf for u in a couple of days.i dunoe where to hit my head?


u knoe smetime i try to stay real positive all the way.i smile i laugh i talk i shout.but end of the day.when night falls.when im all alone.i hate this part.i think.when i think ..i think too much.when tears feels eyes it doesent stop there does it? get readi a towel to dry up my pillow.and wakin up back to a normal sticker smile.wow life is great.wahahaha.i dun think lieing is a big sin now..
all day i lie so the ppl ard m dun feel negativity and have a happy life..


i experimented it.and it worked jus the way i predicted.
when i dun smile.u dun give a shit.u wait for me to mke a move.
i move away u still dun give a fuck.cuz im a fuckin nth to u.rubbish bin in another word..
fuck.i fucking dun give a damn u knoe whye.u have hurt me before.i have waken up from then.once bitten twice shy.i learn my lesson.dun worry ill keep silent when u speak i give a return.but not returning any love for ur fake love.

LIFE IS ACTUALLY is BEAUTIFUL U JUS SHUD KNOE HOW TO LIVE IT.