Thursday, August 27, 2009

i smile wide when im with her

messy hair..in a rush to meet her

she camera shye laa

subway subway!



i had a rough day ..but i mde the best of it.
lets pretend to forget wht bad things happens in life and focus on good things in life..

smeone didnt come school today=) ass..

after school went we went to subway at republic poly like after so long i goin out with all my classmates..

tivya,saravanan,vineeth,ravin,sangeetha,calvin,zhen xing,diyannah,taufiq,nkita,faris,limin,myself.im relli sory if ur name isnt here..im not tht good in rmbeing who is present.khay we were like whackin food oni siah..haha..
and we feel up the whole subway...=DD.

Then went home..felt exhuasted so lay down on bed.fell asleep.
then uh...actually i wanted to go tekka with my mum..like spent sme time together.cuz i kinda have a heavy heart and usualli i speak it out with my mum but since i and mum had a great fight though we r in talkin terms we r not tht close as wht it was ..so slowly its building up but im hurt.but wht she did is not right no matter wht she says or who she is..oh boi i hate this tiopic
so she turn me down she told me she had work and wud be late and was relli tired.
smetime i wonder whther my mum cud be like a mind reader and understand tht i relli wanna talk to her and spent sme time together.damn i guess she isnt tht good?!

khay.not much work is done in room.well i knoe ive been relli lazy recently.and erm not even bothering to cope in studies for the horrible results ive achieve.
wht is up with me? am i like losing luck?
and oh my god.i read my horoscope today after hundred yrs and it said ..
sep 2nd ill have problems with my good frens.and ill have a hard time geting baq with them
to all my good frens..not tht i trust it so much but if suddenly on september 2 im become insane or got possesed jus tolerate my anger or sacarsm.cuz i cant afford to lose my love ones..cuz ive lose one alr.

khay moving on..so i felt relli low and wanted to go down sit down al alone listen to music and chill..and thats when ill say " good frens are jus there when u need em"
the correct time she called me.and i went to meet her.i waited for half an hour.then it was like 9.30pm by then was under her block listening to songs while i saw sme guys playing sepak takraw at the court..then i blindly followed where she brought me to..we sat there and had our never ending chats..i jus wanted smeone to listen and she was jus perfect..i bought her drinks cuz i appreciate her so much...i mean who wud jus leave whtver they do and come to meet me jus cuz i wanted sme attention and wanted to be heard..thanks dear one.=)))

kk..so came home like 11plus..man i feel so cold..i rmber those time when i felt soo cold and esh wud be sooo warm..yea thick skin la he even though he is soo skinny..pig la he..i rmber grabbing him so tight cuz he is relli like sme heater like tht.hahaha.khay.i miss u.and i knoe i cnnt find anyone else to hug =( aww..its khay.u r jus special and no one can replace u..be happy i love u more today..and thnx so much for evrything.and dun worry ill handle evrything cuz i knoe u are always beside me guidng me along ..jus not direct but indirect.i knoe u..khay i love u sayang.


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