il jus wannaa say this before i start saying anything

my blog gonna sound hectic.so seriously those who cant be bothered or like hates me or fuckin think that i use alot of vulgurs..then jus dun read this post..

i wonder how to put it in a nice way
ill try to use least vulgor as possible aite..


i jus dun get it...when i didnt had anyone..when she talked abt ur son.u turn ur back on the "twin bitches" and look forward to my smeone special..my smeone special treated u nicely..u and her got very close.u both talked abt the "twin biches" .she sides for my smeone spsecial when bitches was against her.it went well for one yr to two. and suddenly this motherfuckin slut backstab my someone special right in the back.how much of a fuckin bitch can u be.sucha a fuckin whore.
i wonder which fcukin world did u come from.i wonder whther u were fucked out the wrong way
ive never seen such a motherfuckin slut in my whole life.. i see my smeone special bleed in pain helpless. i feel disguste related to u.i rather hang myself to death then to call u with initials.
i feel embarass to call ur name.im ashame to live a life with u.
that guy is another one mre..a son of a bitch.
i dun get it.i swear this is the first time in my life i feel that i have problems in my life.
i always cud handle it.right now im jus helpless cuz it concerns me indirrectly and i cant help!

one thing i wanna tell.
i support those who i love.i listen to those who i love.
ill stand by his/her side till my last blood.i fight for my rights.and fuckin am not scared of death or when u threaten.im afraid of love.
the things i do for loved ones.

i swear ill go to any extend for my smeone special.
and this point in life i really dun wanna handle those stupid problems in school like
she not talkin to me or u wanna show me face..thats fuckin childish .i have problems to handle.
and dun piss me when im in school.i dun wanna talk abt this to anyone.unless i tell it to u other then it jus live ur life.

the things i go thru is jus fuckin unbearable.
it jus hurts me so much in the inside.

this isnt the end i knoe.this is jus the start for shure.im redy for this battle.
lose or win i fight with wht i have.
and when i return baq.i knoe its gonna be changes in me.

all i need now is some attention and love to keep me goin and win this battle.

i fuckin wanna stop crying and move forward till the end.

this are the time when i really wish esh was sitting right beside me.
and wanting all ur love.i ask for things i cnnt get.but i wish for it.

i wonder whye woman and ladies gossip.i really wish those who gossip rot in hell or get hit by an accident.i dun wish u well. god is fuckin watching upon u.he stays silent

u see my point of view is always different then the rest.
the way i convey it might be wrong.but wht i say is right and wht i say always happens.
cuz i can predict it

the twin bitches are jus gonna backstab u when yrs goes by.i wonder where u wanna put ur face late then.


wht i write is for me to release a amt of stress.it doesnt help much but it did a little
dun hurt my anymre.cuz im goin through jus alot in life right now
dun break me down cuz im about to fall from a great hight
and when i say fall i meant death is wht i see in future..
i dun see anything more or beyond