time:10.35pm


the love i get from with these wonderful people(from the picture)
jus no words..the most amzing people on earth.
he is my dad and she is my mum..
dun mistake me..
they are not my reall parents..
they are eshu parents..
i was always treated lika daughter in their house..
specially my loving daddy...always giving me his love..the sweet things he say..
im realli gifted to know them.thanks esh.
missing them so much..
my dear dad loves me so much ..i love him so much.
he has always been there giving me moral support
and the oni one who knows how much i love my esh anneh...
thanks so much..and esh anneh trust me when i see them i still see the hurt the loss of smeone special to them..u..they miss u so much..i love u


and indrani is like sme relli super sweetboi.
he was like randomly saying
"prass i love u"
haha..when actualli that was the perfect thing i wanted to hear at tht moment,


and more then u appreciate my care and concern
my previous likings appreciates it more.
seriosli...i think he appreciates me mre then u do..
he told me the cap i bought for u was realli sweet and great.
i was more then happy to hear tht.
he was sweeter then u.appreciated me mre.and smiles at me whenever he sees me.
u see how people gives attention to me then wht u do..


and seriously u mke me learn so much in life.
wait maybe this is needed.
im sorry if i have hurt u or said anything to u
im sorry i have loved u mre then im suppose to.
im sorry i gave u the most attention.
im sorry to hide all my sadness cuz i want u to be happy.
im sorry to call u names
im sorry i showed too much love.
im sorry i gave u firs pirority
im sorry i get sooo angry when smeone hurts ur feelings.
im sorry to have the feeling to protect u like my own sister.
im sorry i loved u too much.
im really sorry.
cuz i went over my limit to love u too much
i fogot tht after all u r not my reall sister
if oni u rmbered wht u told me two yrs back.
i think i jus have to backoff.let u off.


oh man.my heart feels this sharp pain which is realli hurting me.
i dunnoe wht to say.
do i regret wht i have done
lesson learn.never love anyone too much cuz the world u r in now..people are jus selfish.
when they jus dun feel it they'll jus push u down and laugh at ur fall.

smetiimes..its best keeping things to urself.cuz none jus understand how u relli feel and the fact it evryone cares for themselves first before anyone else.so when u have a problem jus seriously dun head to anyone.face it urself.its wht which mkes u a better person...not depending on smonee.

and evryone around me i jus turning into smeone they are not,
i feel so scared.im jus not used to it.
i love the innocence.
not gangsterism,rowdiness and smth which i dun wanna see in u.