if u were smart and u knew me welll and wanted to knoe abt me and wht happen
u wud had find ways to read my blog.which was written in black on purpose.

time-check:7.26pm


k i started of in the morning leaving earli for i wanted to get freed from hell.lols
went to school wit sucha a heavy heart.lookin for one to speak to jus to feel abit better in a way or two.music wasnt helping it jus made me feel more down and this ache in the heart which is really hurting.kkkkhaaayy....haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiisssssssssss...
k

then meeting people like jonathan and sing siang in the morning jus started to mke me nt think of anything.then talkin abt virginity in class..class boys are jus insane.cant believe sme or not virgins ah..haha..fuck la.i feel this "eeeewww" feeling.hahaha..wadeva lahs.

then recess.preethika was having her "prass had never seen peethika's face like this before" stomach cramps...which was jus makin me like so out of words.i didnt knoe how to react when i saw her face soo like one kind la...lol..i felt the shivers on me.hope she feels better now..
so priya wanted to sit with me during recess so i and her was sitting her.
then kumares from behind give me a shock.lols.haha.was talkin to him..stupid la he.keep remind abt assholes whom i wanna forget liek realli soon.

so yea.then ravin they all were talkin to me abt baron la chivas la..wtf la.haha.
planing to go shisha dunnoe yet..tom goin swensense with tivya they all.=D

and i was invited to go over to chua chu kang.the things i dun wanna do and see are the things which is inviting me over.whts the goddamn problem.

k then anand wanted to meet me.so i went to 888 with him after so long ii met him
then john anneh also came along..chat chat..stupid anand paid for my chicken rice..
then wht uh...oh then went to hall to slack awhile.lol.thiru all exploring the lorry haahaha
so krithiga from far didnt approach anyone..chats with john anna they all.
jus felt like not thinkin of anything and jus goin wit the flow.easy to say it ehs?

i see evryone having problems right now.
but once i step into school i jus leave things behind and have this big smile.
and evryone falls for it .and i got four people asking me this



"wah prass ur life really shiok ah.no problems ..u always smile smile jump here jump there one ah!"

" eh wah i wish there was a way where i cud exchange life with urs."

"i got so much of problems in life.u wont knoe all this.cuz ur life perfect wht"

i dunno whether to feel proud of my life or feel sad abt it.
those who tell me tht u got problems..i fuckin find ur problems relli darn childish la.
like this person dun talk to and all those shit la.
and my life seems simple.try to leave it and i can bet u cud handle it like me.
though i cannot handle it i still try my best to deal with it.
i'm not coward to run..smetimes i jus feel so low yes time where u wannna end ur lives.
but this is not it.


and silence is hurting me so much.i rather have u scolding me then staying silent
oh man.my head spins.this hurt is so unbearable.all i look forward now is ur smiles and words
and all i need is ur love and sme attention..


and thank you darling for those words. .i really miss u so much.i feel smth is missing when i dun see u for very long.


k.erm msn-ing now
common test is wht i am abt to flop.
end of the yr is where i need to show it all.
i need to concentrate.
i need to do wht is suppose to done

the reason why i liked u was because.
when i had a slightest headache u go mad.i worry so much
when it rains u tell me to get into shelters.
when i tell u i was abt to get knock down by a car u scolded me and wanted to hit me
when i fell sick u msged mme 24/7 jus to mke shure i was alright
when i was down.u were ready to break the person's face who made me upset.
u msged me like evryday .u called me to talk
noww..oh gosh.im tired of waiting for u to return to wht u was.
im leaving this place and moving forward
cuz i got so much pprblem and i wanted u to be beside me.u r not even close.
leave me alone.i wanna get over