time-check: 10.35pm

today is a mad day=D

I Went to school..
and boi my fren humi says ur voice iss sooo damn mature...
i was like...i miss tht cute voice ..i miss tht act cute face..wud u chge baq how u used to be.
i relli wish u do.i miss the old u..


k..
recess was not as exciting as how it ALWAYS used to be.
i dunnoe how isit gonna be in weeks?
lol the song let it be is running through my head right now..
khay actually im not angry.im not pissed.
im jus lost.i dunno who to trust actually!?

and wht is go great in u which i like?
i dunnoe..u jus look so perfect to my eyes.ha but u r not goin to knoe how i always wanted things to be=)

k after school i had to walk home relli fast !!so exhuasted.starting to phant.
then went home chge to unit t then rush back to school had to cool down abit..drank water.my legs was jus aching..finished my oral..oral wasnt tht bad but i felt very stress!
then dhinesh like ask me how was it then i was like grr stressfull la!hahaha
then 3.45 i like waiting for smeone to like wake up and start walkin first..smeone daring enuf..lol no tht im not i was jus not redy to mke a move.
and thinesh started goin first then the whole crowd including me started leaving.
stupid chandru idiot givng the reaction with me and smeone..lol.idiot la he..hahaha

then uhmm stupid bus left had to run to caseway for my patroling duty..
reach there chge..then started duty untill like 6.30 i never sit down like...like wtf la!
then left there..my back was killing me..
went to sme shop to get hari raya card for my mum.wait for fuckin bus which took damn long reach home at 8plus..
had to stand in my bus ride..so damn crowded.when home..sat down..smeone had to jus mke my life difficult..jus have to hurt me in such a situation..i cudnt tke it..
physically was hurt due to my migrane,leg ache and back hurt ..and now mentally too.
jus too much for me.im only 15,im human..cudnt tke it..had blur visions after while due to tears=D THEN showered..
sat down to study..

im baq on track for studying ive started to study ..own revision..thns uma for motivating me.
she sat with me last night teaching me despite not even getting two hours sleep the previous night.and control her eyes from closing jus for me..thanks uma i really appreciate it.
love u darleeng



and u knoe tht when i see u i feel so brighten up even when the world is demolishing.
there;s smth in you so special..i dunnoe..special one.tke cre.
and do wel for ur exams..owh how i wish i cud rewind baq time.the way we were last time is jus sweet memories ill never forget.love you


sorry umy ka.i knoe its been awile since we met.
but i have to keep to my words about attending cca and performing well in studies.
hope u understand.
hope to see u soon.love u.
*hugs*