time-check:1.04pm


last day of holz..
like so damn freakin fast laa..


and i did go out but i didnt go out like alot or wad so ever.
went with frens like oni once then with npcc things.
then went to school
went to birthday party on saturday night AT balestier.

i think ya thts abt it..
and im baq with cca lalala..

khay im not missing school at all.
but im missing recess breakss..*stares at uma * for not meeting me.
khay erm ouh

last night was great.
aafter so manni yrs me and bro dance together .
haha usualli we wud be dancing with other ppl..
then last night was great..
i was relli tired but deep like all the way very hyper.lols...
then shakar anneh damn drunk! haha.
he cudnt even walk properli..
then my uncle drop him off home.


k tooday was jus total slackin at home

sorry niven bro didnt come to amk odae..
sorrrrrryyyy...love u ..and miss u so much!

khay i got to iron my uni
clean my room before uma comes screaming at me
pack my bag
do tamil hmwk
and write my name in my PINK phoolscape.
i didnt miss u this weeks at all.
but do i still the same way abt u?its complicated.
let it be..


every left has a right.every gal has a night.


planning chalet plans with tivya.


i dunnoe wht im gonna do is goin to mke me in trouble...
but im stilll thinkin whther to do it?
it might reflect bad but its part and parcel of lifE?
haven told anything to my bestfren..wht is she gonna think?wud she allow?
but im shure my *he* bestfrenwudnt...


and i seriously dunno whther to be upset angry or sad abt this guy missing in action for months.
does he even rmber me?does he miss me as much as i do?
grrr dear bro i miss u so much..
im relli soo upset with ur absence.
lan where did u go?



and before i forget
i went bukit panjang thinkin tht i wud feel less hurt cuz two yrs has passed and hoping time wud heal pain..but it didnt a bit..when i see the places there.when i saw esh block..my heart was fuckin heavy.after so long i felt such a pain in my heart..unbearable.
memories are jus relli stabbing my heart real heart.
i love u so much sygesh.
cud i jus get one mre chance?jus to go back in time and tell u one last time how much i love u.
even tht wudnt be enuff..
believe it or not.i still cry i still feel the hurt when i hear his name.
nth cud compete with him.
rest in peace

thanks uma for all those sweet things and advices.
and thanks for the attention i needed at tht time.
love u.