Monday, September 14, 2009

time-check:9.53pm

k erm..
school started and noone obviously wants to go back to school
but it wasnt bad for the first day of school..
and was i admiring from the back?hahaha one stone two mango.dun need of explaination for this.


whtelse.
hmmm..
didnt go for cca i was told to go on wednesday...cus help is needed then=)
khay recesss was disappointing todae.
i thought evrything was baq to normal i thought i jus cud get baq wht is used to be
i was taken a bback..when u said u had smth on on monday when u actually told u didnt knoe it was a holiday till she told u? which part was the fact?i dunno?
and it used to be we all talkin..but now evryone is in pairs.u speak to one and only.
i was wondering why all the time..im still..
and the thing which mke me realli go down the drain when u went up first.
pls dun tell me ur teacher is strict and has to be early in class once again.
even tht it acceptable.u jus walk off not saying a word?
how do u expect me to react?
sad angry pissed heartbroken?
i dunnoe im jus out of words to sae??
well its up to u..but when u do this whht comes to my mind is wht happen two yrs baq,
its like gonna happen again..i relli dunnoe....

anyways.
i came home straight after school.
feelin abit mad actually...
rest while in my room fell asleep..
woke up uma brought me food .thanks uma.

then i studied like after freakin long later.
and yes i did relli study jus mind was getting diverted.
but umz keep makin me come baq on track..with loadz of lecture and scolding.
serious ones eh..
haha..yea..did my work..
then she rest while.she needs to relli catch up on sleep.
she looks so exhuasted..rest well darling.
love u =)


i only asked god one thing.but god gave me evrything except tht.i asked god again for the same thing he gave gave me a thousand reaction but never gave it to me.
but when i was with esh..even without askin for it i had it..i had 100% of it when he was jus beside me.leaning on his shoulder having the whole world under my hands.evrything under control..now im baq facing god askin whther would i ever get my wish before i die?
peace is wht i wish and have been wishing for.

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