time is not impt

cuz u dunnno when she wud jus leave the world..




k fucked up world.

divorce.viloence.abuse.drama.running away.
this is wht is hhappening in my house.
ccrying till eyes got swallon.
if whteva has been confirm
im leaving riverside sec.
movingfar.and when i do so im not saying a word.
forgive me all my loved ones.


and i took u as my brother. i loved u like my own brother.
i worry for u when u told me u were getting in trouble,
i prayed for u to do well in exams and to stay safe.
i really loved u .and i have wished u were my own brother before
right now u hurt me so much.u mke me cry so much.
i have so much problems.whye are u doin this to me.
u give me one mre reason to leave this world.
i love u so much dear one.i told u i dun wanna tlk to u cuz i cant tke u hurtiing me anymre.
i cudnt tke ur hurting words.15 yr old.my lil bro.thanks for the hurt.i love u.goodbye.

thanks to john anna,karthick anna,anand,lan sayang.
thank for the support.thanks for picking me up in a lorry wasting ur work time cming all the way to talk to my mum.buying me food.spending time wit me.


i cnt stop crying.
hating my life so much.
tom exams i pray i dunneed to retain.
i knoe i might.
i pray to god.i relli wish noone gets my life.
and if i die,i shud die alone.


i learn a big thing in life.
frens are good but when u need them suddenly u think u r blind.its not tht u r blind.there's jus noone there.fuckin learn my lesson.
brothers for life.