time-check:10.04pm

Last night i went home..after stayin out of house for three nights.
i went home last night.mum was there.i jus felt awkward goin home.
i didnt feel tht it was my home anymre.
like a hotel.
as said my tivya i didnt had to suffer and let him live happy
its nt tht i have to suffer and he lives happily in the god damn house.
i told john anna i dun wan him anymre.
i dun wan him anymre in my life.


and in my lonely bdus rides.
i msg hym..wanted to talk to smeone.
well i didnt get any replies frm him.dunno whye

thanks tivya for all the advices the support and evrything .
jus like another sister..ha.seriousli i owe u baq so much.love.s

school.i thought i was doin a great job with the sticker smiles
i was feelin abit sick too.
this is wht u say a good fren knows u the best.one look and umz knew wht was wrong,
i didnt tell any of my problems to anyone.
i kept it to myself.usually i would tell to her.but i guess she has new gd frens.
its khay.ill handle it.

last night i told him i cudnt sleep.
i told him i relli trying to study but nth is goin up my head.
he told me to study.he told me to think of myself.he ask me to do it for him
he said he alwys took me as his own sis.he told me i wonder whye i wasnt his real sister.
and boi he really made me soo touched.love u so much lan anna.

and i did my exams today.
it was gd i wud say.it was not tht hard.

after school i didnt knoe whye but i came to u.
i relli dunnoe whye i did tht mistake,
and seriously signalin is never ur things.and its ok to mke a toungue slip.
hahaa saw evryone.hope evryone had fun=) dun need to lie.im cool.

well in sucha situation i thought my gd fren whom i trusted wud be there for me.
i trusted them so much.right now ive lost it.
seriously u made me cry today ..u mde me cry.
met humi cuz i relli cudnt tke it anymre.
went causeway had to talk to her.cry alot.
though i knoe crying nver helps a situation.


its khay,i dun wanna hate.i have no strength to fight baq.
i jus wanna be silent.
and one day when im gone dun search for me cuz its becuase of u.


how cud u do this to me.
relli darn hurt.
u were so believable.when i knew u were behind this i was jus so hurt
mastermind.

i jus wish u wud go away ..less hurt.